Thursday, January 26, 2006
lirik 1
jan babies
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Marina's Birthday
Thursday, January 19, 2006
LoneLy?
My MalaY boss, Rossiyah Mohd Ali, will be on 1 mth medical leave starting from 19 Jan to 19 Feb. First & foremost i sincerely hope everything will go well for her surgery,insyaAllah.
And of course i'll miss her presence. This supervisor of mine,though she's a MALAY, i really look her up as a boss. Y?Despite her being a Malay, she nvr ever was selfish to share her knowledge.Never. I'm not thrashing e Malay supervisors/bosses out there but dats e fact.I've worked wif 2 Malay supervisors, in 2 different companies b4, but nothing much i gained back then from them.Further to dat their educational background pon so-so aje.However, when i came here, to AVA, first of all she gave me the freedom to work on my strengths
& overcome my weaknesses. She always told me not to be inferior of my designation. Thou i've expressed my concern at times ; dat werking wif the so-called senior officers have never been easy but she kept rallying me, equipped me wif some tools to slowly blend in.As much as I appreciated her, she too, always drop my at my cubicle, just to pour out her worries.U noelah me & my endless string of advices, kalau bab consel org, number 1.But even we are close to each other, sharing bits of secrets here & there, i nvr cross dat limit; she being the boss & me being her plain employee.
I am just not looking forward to werk.Not that i dun like the rest of my colleagues (there are only 5 of us in dis division).Its just dat...ntah..
Waah..my legs seemed to ache..dun tell me its the rippling effect of yesterday's workout.Me & Ain had bit of fun yesterday @ e gyM.Cuma, yelah, tak biasalah ada instructor who eyed on our movements. Lagi2 instructor Melayu.According to my fren, he's an ex-bodybuilder. Who cares neway?!
ok, enuff of my ranting...c ya!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
blabbering
*30 more minutes to lunchtime*
Guess y i'm blogging @ dis hr? hmmpp...i'm feeling super duper sleepy..hee hee.Wake up Jijah! Its office hr.I believed i've been looking too hard at my monitor these days & when i look elsewhere, i seem to have these black spots distracting my view.Hope nothing abnormal abt this.
Yesterday, as usual, after performing my solat Asar, i zoomed to my tuitee's place.
We started off by having some lazy conversation. I told him to ask or talk about anything for 5 mins. He began:
Aidiet : Kak Jijah, i need to do some situational writing ah
Me : Hmmpphh, buatlah! What you need to write?
Aidiet : *staring at me blankly* I need to write an email to my fren & recommend him 1 novel that I've read. Then I need to tell him abt 1 fictious-character that I like.
Me : ok...*thinking hard* so, what novel have you read b4?
Aidiet : *gave me that funny look* what novel have you read?
Me : Eh, ur assignment ke mine?
Aidiet :*taking out a VCD from his drawer* Ahh, i think i want to recommend him this this 'novel'..
Me : * grabbing the VCD from his hand* eh,ni kan cerita Cina (titled "The Park")
Aidiet : Can-lah Kak Jijah.Bukannya teacher tahu. I will just need to write the movie sinopsis...
Me : Malas eh!
Aidiet : ok,ok,can I write abt Preter Prank then?
Me : Beg ur pardon? Wads Preter Prank??
Aidiet : U dunno?? Preter Prank who can fly...*smirking @ me*
Me : Peter Pan u meant?
Aidiet : heh heh...ah ah...
In the end...
Aidiet : Alah, since i've watched Harry Potter, can I write about it?
Me : Yes...ur 5mins up.Can we pls start writing?
He took 1/2 hr to come up with his 1st drafted writing. While he's on that i was bz teaching his younger sis, who's in K2, to count.
Nak ketawa pun ada, nak marah pun ada.
And i dunno why on earth i couldn't do my vertical parking properly & perfectly yesterday.There were no cars on my sides & yet i took abt 3 mins to reverse my car into the parking slot.My mind was elsewhere....
My mom has switched on her 'Chinese New Year mood'. Yeah!! She's doing pineapple tarts not for the family but for our lovely neigbours (5 doors).Thats us. Since we are the only Malays staying at that floor, we were close to 5 out of 7 neighbours there.Alhamdulillah. esp during the festive season, we would exchange food & hang baos.Besides giving cookies, my Mom intends to cook nasi minyak for them. Best kan tu??
today me & ain will start to do our workouts again @ the new MND gym.Finally! The last time we workout was when we enrolled ourselves in kickboxing lessons.Bukan malas but due to time constraint we ended up wif this unhealthy lifestyle...hopefully i'll have the stamina to workout later..insyaAllah...
Yesterday, i called Ummi to have a quick chit chat wif her.We ended talking about my dear.I guess Ummi missed him soo much.She kept asking me to come over to accompany her but as I've told her before, I'll come when the time is right.
A lot of stuff for me to blabber but i can't find the right words to spit them out.
ok, gotta go to the washroom..i'm freezing in here -@ my cubby...
Friday, January 06, 2006
Hoping
MECCA, Saudi Arabia : At least 20 Muslim pilgrims were killed and dozens hurt in the Saudi holy city of Mecca when an aging hostel collapsed in the latest tragedy to hit the annual hajj, an official said. Witnesses spoke of 23 fatalities and scores of injured, but the health ministry spokesman Khaled al-Mirghalani said "at least 20 were killed and 59 wounded." Major General Alwani Jedawi, head of civil defence for the pilgrimage, had told AFP the hostel, known as Luluat Al-Kheir (Pearl of Grace) was old. The deputy governor of Mecca, Dawoud al-Fayez, said after inspecting the scene that it was too early to provide a final death toll. "Give us a chance. We are still looking for survivors," he told reporters at the site of the tragedy in Gazzah Street, some 200 metres (yards) north of the Great Mosque -- Islam's holiest shrine. Rescue teams using earthmovers and heavy lifting equipment were frantically searching for survivors among the rubble of the multi-storey building, an AFP correspondent on the scene reported. Workers in blue jumpsuits were seen moving around with sound-detecting devices in search for buried survivors. Medics were seen pulling out one bloodied survivor with a respirator over his face while a huge yellow crane lifted off slabs of concrete threatening to entomb other people. A dead woman was later pulled from under the rubble with her body covered in a white sheet. Anguished survivors pleaded with the emergency services to rescue missing loved ones trapped beneath the hostel, which toppled like house of cards. "My two brothers are inside," Tunisian pilgrim Aiysha bin Jaber, 66, begged the security personnel pushing her back from the tight cordon set up around the collapsed building. Jalal Abdelrahim, a Bangladeshi porter at the neighbouring Al-Zaydi hotel, said six of his Bengali friends who worked in shops at the bottom of the collapsed building were still missing. Witnesses spoke of their horror at the speed with which the block collapsed after a fire. "It looked like a scene from September 11," said Talhah al-Mazi, 40, referring to the 2001 terror attacks in the United States. "I saw people rushing out, crying and screaming for help," he told AFP, adding that the cave-in happened just as pilgrims were finishing midday prayers in the square outside. French pilgrim Abderrahmane Ghoul said a firefighting helicopter was already tackling the initial blaze when the tower collapsed. "It started with a fire in the building. A helicopter started to sprinkle water to put out the fire. Afterwards, the building collapsed," Ghoul told AFP, adding that most of the hostel's residents were from India or the United Arab Emirates. Some Pakistani and Libyan pilgrims were also reportedly staying there. Despite the tragedy, hundreds of thousands of pilgrims carried on with the rituals of their faith, flocking to the nearby Great Mosque for sunset prayers just hours after the collapse. Surveyors were checking the structural safety of adjacent buildings and had already ordered two evacuated, said regional civil defence director General Adel Zamzami. He described the tragedy as "a small incident and not a disaster," claiming it was "Allah's will and this might happen any time". There was no immediate word on what might have started the fire. In previous years, camp fires have sparked infernos in pilgrim encampments but the kingdom has also been battling deadly unrest blamed on Al-Qaeda sympathizers since 2003. With more than 2.5 million pilgrims expected to converge on Mecca for the hajj, the Saudi authorities had set a midnight Wednesday deadline for the last pilgrims to arrive in the oil-rich kingdom. They had also deployed some 60,000 security, firefighting and civil defence personnel to try to prevent any repetitions of the deadly stampedes and structural failures that have marred previous pilgrimages. Stampedes killed 251 people in 2003 and 1,426 in 1990. The hajj is one of the five pillars of Islam and Muslims are required to make it at least once in their lifetime if they have the means to do so. - AFP
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Amiss
InsyaAllah, in less than 5 mins & I'll be away from my desk,pc & ...home sweet home here I'll come.
I managed to finish up my Work Review-just nice for my Boss to vet tml-must give her some werk to do after taking a loong break (just kidding boss!)
I just couldn't understand y pple cannot keep to deadlines.Because of this I couldn't complete my Reports.And its just not me to go around chasing pple for inputs.I believed when we work, we work in-action not aksyen je.
I'm supposed to draft a time table for my tuitee but not in a mood to do that.Jijah oh Jijah, whats strong wif u?
*wondering*
Now i'm indulging myself with the teddy biscuits.Yum Yum.I remembered i was craving for the Panda choc-filled biscuits & my dear quickly got 2 big packets for me the minute i reached Boon Lay mrt station.(ni lah advantage org ada motor) Sweeeet eyy.But oppss..he got the wrong oneslah.These are nicer.These biscuits dah travel to Terengganu still i couldn't finish them.Maybe sampai my dear balik S'pore pon the biscuits will still be there.
ok, gotta pack up & go..
till then....Salam alaik
Wednesday, January 04, 2006

When u would sent me home rite at my doorstep;
When u would just listen to my blabbering & chattering;
When u insisted dat meals shld always be on u;
When u insisted on attending to my cravings;
When u would advise me to listen to my Mom;
When u insisted of not driving u back home;
Seeing the "blur" u taking public transport;
When i would see u in blue, sitting @ one corner of my house,listening attentively to my Dad's kuliah.
Thks dear for gaining dat trust on men for me...thks.
I'm counting the days without u, ya akhi.Seeing u off ached my heart.I do hope i'm strong & i look forward to seeing u again on 3 Feb 2006,insyaAllah.
To my dear frenz,who have dropped by at Multiply site-thks for ur well wishes.InsyaAllah, if me & him are meant for each other we'll be together, otherwise...=D
till then...Salam alaik
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
great weekend
A rundown of what happened over the loong weekend.Thot i can have a goody rest @ home yet...*wondering* but its ok,at least i spent quality time wif my loved ones....
on Friday, me & Family had a sumptuous dinner @ KTM Tanjong Pagar.I guess the seafood spread there is worth the $$.My sister kept telling us dat we'll come back for more...
1st half of e Saturday was spent @ home,doing some household chores.Biasalah,nak jadi Cinderella mesti jadi maid dulu.After Zuhur my bestfren came & we spent some time catching up wif each other.Emm,she's getting prettier & prettier...emm...alah,kalau cantik pon kawan sape kan??
Then his family came..& both families met for the first time.My dear kena 'buli' habis2..but we did enjoyed ourselveslah.As usual,my Dad became Joker of e day..
Then we headed to a wedding reception of one of my good fren,Mardiana Omar.Pleased to see her finally settling down wif someone.Good,good.
The last part of the day, which was at nite, was spent @ Harbour Front.Hait..ape lagi kalau tak tengok bunga api.Ok,lemme reiterate here-we were not there to countdown but we were there to enjoy that 'bunga api moments'.Ard 11pm we reached there,found a strategic place & managed to have short nap.Immediately when the firework ended, we zoomed off,yelah,takot kena caught in e traffic jam!
On Sunday morning, me & dear went to Tentera Mosque to collect our Bryani Rice afterwhich he helped to clean our dear NUNU.In the afternoon we went to 2 jemputans together.Quite tiring day for the both of us...
Then yesterday,early in the morning my Mom announced dat she wanted us to go to East Coast Beach.Dgn mata yg ngantuk, we set off @ ard 9am.We fetched dear & Obek then bought some food @ West Coast Food Centre.We left East Coast abt 5pm.
See...i told u..i didn't get to 'rest' yah...but again at least there was some tension released & stress relieved.
Gotta start to do my werk...c ya in my next entry!!
Friday, December 30, 2005
On BusY modE agaiN
These days i've tried to blog more yet i just couldn't find the 'time' to sit down & blog happily.I just came back from my Terengganu trip last Mon, came back to ofis on Wed & hey..its Friday again! Time really flies...soon it will be Sun..then Mon, Tues...come Wednesday, insyaAllah my dear fren will be flying to Mecca to perform his Haj.I hope both of us can endure this 1 mth where we will 'lose' contact & each other companionship.And i do hope things will still be back to normal once he's back.InsyaAllah, his Mom will be coming to my place tml,to get a 'live' view of me..hee hee...emm..
Yesterday Ayahanda KP came down during my lunch time to pass me some donation coupons,waahh..Ustaz ade car baru seh!At the same he managed to dig out some secrets from me..hmmpphh,he's very good at that! By the way he'll be doing his Masters soon & completing a thesis on marriage-related matters.He told me at dats the least he can do for the Malay community.He's such a humble yet a wise man.
Now, i've loads of ofis werk to clear-my SIU report,e FAQs, my Work review, clearing the administrative matters for e WITs promotion,doing some SOPs..pening,pening,pening....
ok guys..will give u some updates in my nxt entry!
Dear gave me dis to keep me company when he's away...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
ThaNk YoU
I'm back!!
Alhamdulillah. I've been blog hopping but i've not been blogging thou. Its either I'm too occupied in the office or at home.
-My beloved Grandad , aged 85,passed away pacefully on 12 Dec 2005 after being in a coma for more than a week.Pneumonia.He was my only Grandad left.When i was small my parents make sure that we,one family would sleep over at our grandparents' place at least once a month.Though it was a bit squeezy back then, we did enjoyed those moments.I would spent hours just to listen to his never- ending-repeated tales.A quiet yet a firm man.I couldn't show his foto here coz he just hate to take foto.Even when he was bedridden & couldn't see (his eye ops failed) he knew very well if i wanted to take his pic. If i wanna dig back all those memories back i think it would just bring tears to my eyes. I hope he's placed in the jannah.Amin.
During this period, i must say dat most of my frenz (u noe who u r) were there for me.Esp my bosses who gave me lot of space to breathe, forcing me to take care & handle things slowly.
Special thanks to Ain who listened patiently to my whinings & complaints. The fact that she listened brought peace to my mind.At least it calmed me down. Thks Ain.Guess she's always my prime target if i need to vent things out since we worked on the same floor.
Not forgetting my best fren who was there to accompany me.Indeed she too, was patient wif me. Thks Kursiah.
To Paran-thks too for ur advise.At e same time just hope dat ur Mom will recover soon.
To dat special someone out there,thks for pampering me all these while. Thks too for being there for me.Oppss, can't reveal much of dis personlah.All i can say, after 2 solid yrs of shutting myself up, i must say this person really works hard to break open dat 'door'.*grin* Dear,thks for everything!!
Dear-thks for the bears!
To all my frenz-thks again for being there. You guys are beautiful...=D
Thursday, November 17, 2005


Wif 2 of Ustaz Nor Razak's children

Wif Ayahanda KP & wife. Ustaz, mana kodok gorengnya?
Monday, October 31, 2005
Hari raya-off mode
I reached werk quite early just now. As usual, when i reached office, i do a quick flip of my TODAY n started to bz myself. 3 more days to go yet i still couldn't feel it.Yeap, i was hoping it will still be Ramdhan for the nxt 10 days.As my mind was floating, i was awaken by my boss's early entrance.She usually comes in at 0900hrs but today a bot early. As usual she started to ask me on my Raya's preparations bla bla bla. Think i was not at my perky mood so i wa lyke giving her a one-2-one Q & A. (read: Tanya sepatah,jawab sepatah)
Tonite i'll be collecting my cookies from Cik Shidah's house. Ok,now dat y all knew dat all cookies & snacks were not made by urs truly..kalau tak sedap biskut2 tu dun blame me eh. Some of my dad's students gave cartons of soft drinks, kek kukus, kek lapis..*thinking of all these food make me hungry plak..hee hee*
To my best fren..KURSIAH OSMAN..I miss ya like craZy..thot we an have our last Iftar together. gerL-learn to let go ok.* u noe i noelah*
Paran,Paran,Paran..cepat balik S'pore. I miss..miss..ur Murukulah..*chuckle*
My Raya pon cannot be enjoyed to the fullest coz I'll be having my Pergas exams for 2 consecutive Sundays..
ok,i wanna perform my Zuhur prayers dulu...
till then..SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all bloggers out there...=D
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Feel it?
Salam. Well, 7 more days & we'll enter SyawaL. To be frank, i'm not feeling its presence.Baju raya pon belum dijahit.Its ok, i still have some brand new ones and insyaAllah my Mom will sew for me one too. My elder sis aldy bought me a bag & i still have 2 pairs pf shoes which i'll wear only on certain special occasions. Yeap,my Raya dis yr will be a plain one but it will still be a joyous one. *wink wink*
Ok,gotta start werk. 4 e past few days i've been reaching my werkplace quite early coz i gotta clear some stuff.Been pretty bz too.
To my frenz who have been asking me out for Iftar, sorry guyz, guess we have to wait for nxt yr lah...
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Since i have problem uploading e fotos in my multiply a/c, i guess i'll just post them here..=D enjoy....

Wif e twins

Receiving e present from Noorain

FaziLah- e joker

Wif Marina & Cumi

I lurve e B'day Card

Unwrapping my prezzie

Its a Watch from 25Hr

Wif my bf

Belinjau crisps from Bali Thai

Showing off my food

Pineapple fried rice (not so nice!)

Tom Yam in a tiny Pot

Cumi Bakar

Kway Teow wif Gravy

Tom Yam in a bowL

Waah..makan tak toleh2!

Sedapnye...

Some of my prezzies. Thks Frenz!
My 26th B'day
Happy 26th B'day to Me
No werds to express my gratitude to those who have roped in to make my 26th B'day a pleasant one. Feeling artist jap!!!
Thou my AVA colleagues made me do e craziest pose-from e bottom of my heart-i did enjoyed them. Liana-tak nak tukar profession??(dis gerl will capture every movement of urs).
I lurve e prezzie..really..thks Ain,Marina,Sumi,Diana,Liana & Fazilah.
Not forgetting..to my best fren, Kursiah..thks 4 e dinner @ Bali Thai. Ok,we did xperienced bad service but we didn't let it spoil our mood. thks dear 4 everything.
For my sis Noraini-berapa kali nak cakap yg i like ur prezzie?thks kak!
My hp pon tak stop vibrating wif Sms & pic messages..thks thks thks...
And to Paran..if u reading dis..u owe me one SRK song...hee hee.
i'm having a bit of prob to upload my fotos here...i'll try to upload em at home...

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
LoveLy MondaY
Its Monday again. I thought I have had enuff sleep over e weekend but..err..still not enufflah.Must compensate all those hrs where I was awake..but i realised dat e more sleep u get the sleepier u got. Really. Very clear evidence can be seen just by looking @ my Grandma.She can sleep e whole day but can't stop yawning @ nite.Sori Nek, terngumpat plak bulan2 puasa ni.
Last Friday evening, the whole lot of us - Myself, Noorain, Marina, Sumi, Twins & Fazilah went to Hajjah Maimunah @ Arab street to have our dinner together. It was fun & luckily Ain & Twins brought their camera to capture those happy moments.Make sure u guyz keep a lookout for the fotos.
*on a serious note* Actually i hate to blog my problem here coz i hate to be figurised as a weakling & dumber.I guess privacy doesn't exist in the blogging werld. Agree?
As much as i wanted to look happy everyday, dat same amount of strength I used to chase away my problems.I kept telling myself dat dear God knew I still have e strength to ovrcome all odds & till e moment i can't take it anymore all these will stop.*pause*
Setting aside my problem, recently i met my gerlfren (who's younger than me).I was supposed to pass her some of e rempeyek samples.Then we started to talk on strained relationships, pre marital sex, abortion...I was a bit shocked when she told me she has an abortion recently; her second one actually. I was upset not becoz she did e abortion but e fact dat she knew it was sinful yet she did it.And to rub salt on my wound, she can even relate to me dat she can't pray coz she's always on hadath besar which mean she has sex wif her boyfren almost most of e time.The best part- the guy's family welcome her presence everywhere in e house at e same time taking advantage of her financial stability since their son is still an NS-man. Even to sleeping together in e same room,on e same bed is nothing to them. I told my gerlfren to breal off wif her boyfren as he's good for nothing & dats obviously proven. Again i'm upset,who is to be blamed? the gerL, e guY , e gerL's parents or e guy's parents?? Aren't they afraid what await them @ the afterlife?? My dear gerlfren, if u happen to read dis, pls dear, as a fren i plead to u, a woman's modesty is everything to a woman.Where's your sensibility?Gone just like dat? I care & dat explained y i still bother to advice u.
While i'm relating all these to u, i prayed to God dat dis won't happen to the pple ard me whom i loved & cherished.
When i checked my email this morning, i received an email from my bestfren- all you need to know on Abortion. Not again....=(
Monday, October 10, 2005
Tagged!
Busy Monday but I managed to find out that I've been tagged.Waah, i thot i wld be spared from this virus...emm,thks to Nursha, kan Mak dahnak kena start e list aldy. Ok,to add in e fun, all answers will be spontaneous. hee hee..*grining*
- The Almighty Allah swt
- My Dad
- Creepy Crawlers (but i lurve to kill them)
- Death (belum cukup amal!)
- Immediate/Sudden termination! (my Nunu will be gone first!)
- Chi-ko-pek(perverts)
- Liars
Seven things that I Like Most
- Praying( dats when I feel so close to God)
- My Family (esp my Dad)
- NUNU (my car)
- Making frenz
- Babies (still hoping for my lil niece/nephew to pop out soon!)
- Kittens (reminds me of my late Pipin)
- Joking
Seven most imPortant things in my Room
- My telukung (kalau ade sejadah takkan takde telukung!)
- My sejadah
- My bed (its time to pamper myself coz i've been sleeping on mattress till i shifted to my new home)
- TV & Hi-fi
- My Quran
- My Bags (coz dats where I dumped my books!)
- My hp (dat xplain y i always missed calls)
Seven Random Facts about me
- Hyper (unless i'm bogged down wif werk & troubled)
- Friendly
- Caring
- Loving
- Curious (dis xplain my k-poness sumetimes)
- Hardwerking
- Always smiling (mcm kerang busuk)
Seven Things I plan to do before I die
- Look after my parents weLL
- Perform my haj
- Have my own family
- Produce one Malay noVeL?(gosh!4 kids maybe?hee hee)
- Travelling
- Open up a learning centre for kids!
- Be Someone useful to the country & community (pweitt!)
Seven things I can Do
- Pray (of course)
- Recite the Quran (but not much of a melody ah!)
- Iron my Dad's clothes
- Clean & decorate e house
- Cooking (pple say my asam pedas is nice tau)
- Can smile even thou nothing to make me smile
- Sing (bakat terpendam)
Seven Words I say the Most
- Emmm
- Mak
- Bapak
- Aishah (my younger sis)
- Kak (my elder sis)
- Bang Mamud (bro in law)
- Nek (my grandma who is staying wif me)
Seven Celeb Crushes
- Amr Diab (dats obvious!)
- Mawi AF3
- Azhar Noor Lesta (always berangan he'll be my hubby..hee hee)
- Syah Ibrahim
- Nura J
(lurve her blogging) - Daud Yusoff (news presenter; putih melepak,I'll watch e news if he's reading it!)
- Ako Mustaffa (cool man!)
Seven pple i'll love to see doing this
- My best fren (too bad she doesn't blog!)
- Yuhainis (since u've not been blogging 4 quite some times)
- Nursha (since u spread e virus to me)
- Mawi (dis one confirm takde harapan)
Pheww...best...at least i rest my mind.Gonna perform my Zuhur prayers.
Boss, hope u r ok?









