Roller Coaster

From day 1 since I've started work at my new workplace, I've never stop learning new stuff.I've to admit dat i'm missing every bit of my frenz at my old workplace yet i'm pretty sure the place that i'm with right now shall depart me wif more skills & knowledge.Thou it's fast paced out here, i'm still surviving.Yeaah!! Im missing "someone" right now.Gosh.How cld i be so egoistic of not calling her?She used to be my soulmate & now what happened to our friendship? Seriously, I dunch now what went wrong.U never even dropped me the slightest hint if I've done anything to hurt u.U left just like dat. We were frenz for more than 20yrs and u threw away our frenship just like dat? C'mmon dear..avoiding the problems wont solve them at all..i thot u were the braver one between us and yet...... U were there when he left me.. and u were there when he hurt my family... Neverthelessly, insyaAllah, u will always be my best fren.

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Al-Fatehah...

A soft spoken lady who never fail to give me advices.
When faced with excrutiating circumstances she made it looked so easy to overcome.

Kak Su, you will always be in my remembrance & heart.

While I was opn my way to work last Friday,I received a call from Ustaz Pasuni to inform me that Kak Su has slipped into a coma and may not stand any chance of living.I was so shocked.She was my shifu back then in ROMM and almost every year, without fail, she would order my potato chips.

As soon as i finished my work, I rushed to NUH...and i was devastated to see her condition.According to her sis in law and my colleagues, doc has advised her to undergo an operation on her brain due to some "knots" in there but the risk was there.

The atmosphere was so gloomy.

Well, she has served ROMM for more than 30 years and her absence will sure create an impact esp to my colleagues in ROMM.

Innalillahi waiina ilaihi rojiun....

Happiness awaiting me out there...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi Kegelapanku
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung Bersamanya...
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti Pergi jua...

it seems dat i cldnt find the original video clip sung by the late Sudirman.I simply love dis song..dun ask me y..

Job Satisfaction

"Job satisfaction has been defined as a pleasurable emotional state resulting from the appraisal of one’s job ^[1]); an affective reaction to one’s job ^[2]; and an attitude towards one’s job ^[3]. Weiss (2002) has argued that job satisfaction is an attitude but points out that researchers should clearly distinguish the objects of cognitive evaluation which are affect (emotion), beliefs and behaviours ^[4]. This definition suggests that we form attitudes towards our jobs by taking into account our feelings, our beliefs, and our behaviors." (extract http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Job_satisfaction)

Is it so hard to achieve job satisfaction? Personally for me, all these years of working at 3 govt bodies have taught me to look at the bright side of things or choose to harbour negative thoughts whenever a situation crops up at work which may disrupt the daily routine or normal flow at the workplace. Knowing that there are things which are beyond my control is a form of strength. I've learnt to be positive and do not allow negative thoughts to consume my mind. Still, i cant be satisfied enough.

I've tried the frontline, administrative, event management...yet..something is amiss. And coming 23rd Jun, i'll set my feet on new line. And i hope to advance my career from there.InsyaAllah. This is what i want & i want to achieve it.
May all my dreams come true.

Dear All,

Maybe this shall be my last post @ blogspot.

Since, all along i've been blogging & posting all my pics in multiply then i shall continue from there.

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bye, bye

Who would ever forget these?

The Right Decision

And finally i dropped the 'bombshell' on my big boss.I tried to hide the 'letter' underneath a stack of invoices for her approval but she was quick to notice itTo my upmost surprise she was not 'angry' that i gave her the last minute notice to leave the department.She was positive & gave me the assurance that i deserved better & will strive better elsewhere.Phewww..i was relieved.After gg to HR to confirm on my leave matter, i went to c my director before the 'letter' came to his pigeon hole.Though i never really work directly under him, i think it wld be nice to inform him beforehand of my resignation.He gave me some words of advice & gave me his 'blessings'.

At one hand im looking forward to my new workplace but on the other hand im not too sure if i can be as 'playful' as before.The line that i'll be in will be much hated by some out there but due to my special likings on numbers & investigative matters i decided to give it a shot.

I will be left with less than a month to clear my work so that whoever who take over my place will get to start on a clean slate.

Definitely i will miss my colleagues, frenz & my work.

I dunch noe how to put my gratitute & heartfelt thanks to those who have helped to build my career in AVA.

And specially to my frrenz out there...i shall miss u peeps.

Please wish me luck pple.

Its time to move on

Receiving a call at 9.45pm from *** was no joke! I was apparently excited & loss for words and 'she' called me & told me that negotiations have been made & offer was made to me.
Thou a part of me was filled with excitement, im lying if i said that i wld not miss 'my gank'.

In e meantime....wish me luck. =))

The Past

The Present &....

The Future

Lets await for the good news. =))

What the Eyes couldn't See & the Heart couldn't Feel...

Let the tongues wag, let the rumours spread.I care less of what others might presume & assume but i care much for what God promises to those who react wisely & patiently when put under excrutiating circumstances & obstacles.

I know my actions could have hurt someone, in one way or another, but the ordeal was set unintentionally coz much pain was felt before.Im always being sumoene who warrior frenship/relationship over everything but over times i realised its not even worth the try.

Some may have realised a change in me.
Only my dear ones would understand me.
Those who understand would be closer to me.(thks)
Those who chose not to understand , i respect ur decisions.

Please dun use your eyes to judge me.Let your hearts feel me instead.

And please, dun ever try to gain symphaty frm me coz urs truly will be able to differentiate between genuine & fake gems.

And please, please, please dun let me hate u further.

The Sick Bay

These days, i tend to be a bit inactive due to my fever (which comes to visit me every nite) and my cough which worsened when im in air conditioned places.I wnet to the doc twice but still things have not improved.Im not even a bit frustrated that im put thru this 'test' but its unbearable to leave my students with their exam preparations.But what to do rite?I do hope the MCs that doc given me will somehow put me to some rest & i do hope i will sleep well tonite.
Btw, tml, me & e Volunteer gank will be attending a talk + hands on to some mobility aids used my the oldies.I hope to bring home some knowldege on e maintenance + use of such gadgets in case someone dear to me need to use them.
Actually, something is bothering me these days & i do hope that i will be able to shed some light to this matter soon.

I can Hear u...

ok, ok, its been a while since i've last blogged.Missshh me? hee hee
I dunch noe why these days i've problem sleeping at nite.Maybe im staring too hard & too long at the pc in office.hmmpphh.Work has reduced since then and im trying to take this time to clear any unfinished business.ehh..why am i talking abt work here??!!

Back to the title of my post..

Last Sat, I had to bring myself to Geylang..just bcoz my Mom needed to het a pair of pants.After much hesitation, i dragged myself there!But my trip was worth it lah, I managed to get myself some clothes.I think i've bought them on impulse.But nvm lah, whats done cannot be undone.Back to e Geylang story, i then went for some ear candling to remove 'toxic waste' in my ears.Shiokkk i tell u.I dozed off even in that 10minutes procedure.Well, since its onli for 10 bucks, why not give it a try rite?

Wanna know more abt this ear candling...can pm me okie?

My family & I went jb just now.Hey!! Lucky thing the jam was not soo bad.Finally i've sent my cloth for tailoring.RM70 for 2 blouses.This is the first time i've decided to custom made my blouse.Futhermore the owner was very sweet&frenly.And what matter most was, she got 2 adorable kids.Dun believe me.Take a look at one of them

i kept on kissing him until he cldn't breathe.hee hee.

dats my weekend..and 5 more mins will be Monday.

Hope me & frenz will have a good day tomorrow.

By the way, i shall upload some pixs of masquerade chicks soon...

Nearly come true

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah!
im loss for words.

Pesta Perut

For e nxt few days my already bloated tummy will experience a 3 days treat of 'pesta perut'.Tml i'll be having my MFE lunch @ Swensen, Tuesday will be a lunch treat frm my SWC Chairman, Mr Leslie Cheong & Fri nite will be dinner treat frm our CEO for our recent participation in the Bird flu exercise.Best kan?I guess i'll gain my calories again!!

Seriously, i'm missing my other half these days.Not too sure whan i'll be able to meet her but all i know she already book me on Mar 27.Bestie!!! I misshhh u.

Work in office has piled up again.While the right brain needs to workout on the ideas for our staff conference presentation, the left brain was left to drill wif accuracy & numbers.Some pple out there are just being unreasonable & potraying obvious stupidity.Digression was unavoidable.I'm super duper exhausted.I need a break!!!

Above all, 4 fashion babes have decided to come together to create an online shopping just for fashion lovers out there.Till then, do keep a lookout for it!!

Excited!

I cant wait for IT!! May this is the best choice that i've ever made in life. =)

I Thought I kneW U..

How I wish i cld see & feel that smile again in you coz that smile used to warm my heart & render my heart to peace.

And those times when i thot i've no shoulder to cry on, YOU were there, holding tightly to my hands & looked straight into my eyes.No words said but our hearts echoed the same rythym and the same thots.

I knew i cldn't bring myself to hate you but i'm pretty sure i wont fall in love wif u again.

Till when shld i let this feeling float..im not sure but all i knew- I thought i Knew u.

Choices

How many times did we ask ourselves if the choices we've made were the ones we shall never regret?

And how many times did we realise that the choices that we've made each day other revolve around us?

And did we ever realise that at times the choices that we've made were the only choice that we can make?

Aiyah,i'm spoilt for choice.Chet!

Personally im grateful for the wrong choices that i've made in my life coz i would know what to do if i cross on the same course of actions in e future.

Eg 1
I used to have loads of guy frenz in the past, both married & unmarried, but as time passes by, i decided to shy away frm them.Besides knowing the restrictions & limitations, i can't tolerate being accused of husband-snatcher.I cldn't even make myself understand why pple can even think dat far coz im not even your next nicole-kidman nxt door kind of gerl.And the choice that i've made? Stay away frm married man or do-not-be-too-friendly sort when u are wif them.uU nvr know whose heel will come knocking on your head.

Eg2
When it comes to relationship or deciding who u wanna fall in love wif, pls dun choose one who replicate/resemble your ex-love, hubby, wife etc.Worst still u choose to sample on one who fare even worst than your ex partner.I mean, lets do some reality check.If u know u cant tolerate someone who go clubbing or having facebook account behind your back, pls try not to fall in love wif someone who has 38974++ friends in his/her friendster account.You have a choice to continue to fall in love wif him & ended up arguing the same thing over & over again or u can simply find a better man in your nxt cycle of letsfindapartner series.Period

And why am i quoting to u all these examples? Simple.
As human beings, we make mistakes but dun let these mistakes over rule us.Learn frm them so that u wont be the next begok person on earth.

As for now, i wanna make some decisions..and hopefully these decisions that im making are the best choices that i've ever made.

InsyaAllah, ameen.

Happy Chinese New Year!

...and I wont be in Spore! Jgn jeles huh!

Marina~ I'll bring back e papans for u.Make sure u make small lil house for Dhiya Umairah.

Im bringing NUNU for a wash tonite..pump his wheels to enure a smooth & safe journey tml.

till then...salam sayang frm Jijah's mum