Nearly come true

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah!
im loss for words.

Pesta Perut

For e nxt few days my already bloated tummy will experience a 3 days treat of 'pesta perut'.Tml i'll be having my MFE lunch @ Swensen, Tuesday will be a lunch treat frm my SWC Chairman, Mr Leslie Cheong & Fri nite will be dinner treat frm our CEO for our recent participation in the Bird flu exercise.Best kan?I guess i'll gain my calories again!!

Seriously, i'm missing my other half these days.Not too sure whan i'll be able to meet her but all i know she already book me on Mar 27.Bestie!!! I misshhh u.

Work in office has piled up again.While the right brain needs to workout on the ideas for our staff conference presentation, the left brain was left to drill wif accuracy & numbers.Some pple out there are just being unreasonable & potraying obvious stupidity.Digression was unavoidable.I'm super duper exhausted.I need a break!!!

Above all, 4 fashion babes have decided to come together to create an online shopping just for fashion lovers out there.Till then, do keep a lookout for it!!

Excited!

I cant wait for IT!! May this is the best choice that i've ever made in life. =)

I Thought I kneW U..

How I wish i cld see & feel that smile again in you coz that smile used to warm my heart & render my heart to peace.

And those times when i thot i've no shoulder to cry on, YOU were there, holding tightly to my hands & looked straight into my eyes.No words said but our hearts echoed the same rythym and the same thots.

I knew i cldn't bring myself to hate you but i'm pretty sure i wont fall in love wif u again.

Till when shld i let this feeling float..im not sure but all i knew- I thought i Knew u.

Choices

How many times did we ask ourselves if the choices we've made were the ones we shall never regret?

And how many times did we realise that the choices that we've made each day other revolve around us?

And did we ever realise that at times the choices that we've made were the only choice that we can make?

Aiyah,i'm spoilt for choice.Chet!

Personally im grateful for the wrong choices that i've made in my life coz i would know what to do if i cross on the same course of actions in e future.

Eg 1
I used to have loads of guy frenz in the past, both married & unmarried, but as time passes by, i decided to shy away frm them.Besides knowing the restrictions & limitations, i can't tolerate being accused of husband-snatcher.I cldn't even make myself understand why pple can even think dat far coz im not even your next nicole-kidman nxt door kind of gerl.And the choice that i've made? Stay away frm married man or do-not-be-too-friendly sort when u are wif them.uU nvr know whose heel will come knocking on your head.

Eg2
When it comes to relationship or deciding who u wanna fall in love wif, pls dun choose one who replicate/resemble your ex-love, hubby, wife etc.Worst still u choose to sample on one who fare even worst than your ex partner.I mean, lets do some reality check.If u know u cant tolerate someone who go clubbing or having facebook account behind your back, pls try not to fall in love wif someone who has 38974++ friends in his/her friendster account.You have a choice to continue to fall in love wif him & ended up arguing the same thing over & over again or u can simply find a better man in your nxt cycle of letsfindapartner series.Period

And why am i quoting to u all these examples? Simple.
As human beings, we make mistakes but dun let these mistakes over rule us.Learn frm them so that u wont be the next begok person on earth.

As for now, i wanna make some decisions..and hopefully these decisions that im making are the best choices that i've ever made.

InsyaAllah, ameen.

Happy Chinese New Year!

...and I wont be in Spore! Jgn jeles huh!

Marina~ I'll bring back e papans for u.Make sure u make small lil house for Dhiya Umairah.

Im bringing NUNU for a wash tonite..pump his wheels to enure a smooth & safe journey tml.

till then...salam sayang frm Jijah's mum

All for a Good Cause'

My blog seems a bit dusty these days as urs truly are super duper damn bz these days.I've tried very much not to blog during office hours or lunch hours due to the fact that we can't use office resources for our own use.Pls do not ask me to elaborate.A lot of strange happenings & unindentified political geeks are popping & blooming @ my werk place.I cant even find myself to trust anyone.Sad isn't it? But dats the facets of life.Its not always a bed of roses all the time.U got pricked & u'll bleed..all alone.

Hmmpphh..lets see, what shall i update u with?

On 31 Jan 08, AVA held its Charity Bazaar 2008 in aid of Straits Times School Pocket Money.This yr's event sure left me with deep & sweet memoirs coz my Mum was there to be my personal chef! Yes, yes, she was the Chef of the day.Besides helping to make fresh-on-the-spot Roti John, she also prepared Pulut Panggang for my stall! Cool kan? And e best thing, her Pulut Panggang were sold out even before the event started. On a side note, i've even take order for my frenz who are still craving for my Mum's Pulut Panggang.If onli i can cook deliciously like her! Ok, back to the Charity thingy, my stall; Yummy Licious & Ezy Fashion managed to raise close to $600 for the event of which $400 was donated to the Fund.Thou its not a huge amount, me & my colleagues were satisfied to the max!I'm definitely looking forward to another Charity event & raising more fund.

At e moment, im so blessed wif happiness & i truly enjoyed my life.Till then.....

Mersing!! here i come!!

The short Getaway

My stay in Malacca for 3 days & 2 nights was definitely not enuff for me! Thou most of the time we spent driving on the 1-way roads in circles, we never lose our way.Unfortunately,my cravings for Peranakan food was not met.Traffic was horrible but the drivers there were willing to give way.All you need to do is to wave & smile.Besides making our rounds to the places of Interests, this I've to admit was not to my liking.I didn't take History during my sec school days therefore historical dates, landmarks, pple seems to be aliens to me.Ironically, we didn't pay much attention to hotspots such as the Mahkota Parade, Jonkers Walk but we merely set our targets on places where we can park conveniently.And have i told you that one of our cars was fined?Of course I admitted that we didn't park where it should be, but im furious that the parking attendant nvr pay much attention to a Malaysian-registered car which had even broke the law before us & was parked right in front of us.Whether its prejudice or a case of overlook,that, i wont comment! Well, i don't know for sure how fines are dealt there but i heaved a relief when we were given a 50% discount on the amount.Great isnt't it? Dah mcm shopping voucher.

As for now, lets just enjoy the slideshow?

SaLam AidiLadHa

Early in the morning Sumi & I set off to Kampung Senang for our volunteer work. We were there for a Christmas Party with e residents there.Besides interacting with the elderly, the children there also nvr failed to cheer us up.And today too, i learnt fishing.Dun believe me?

Last Mon, Syafiqah accompanied me to the service ctr to collect NUNU.While we were in the car....

Iqah : (Glancing at the auto gear box) Kak Jijah, what does L stands for?

Me : Guess lah..

Iqah : hmmpphh...i noe! I noe! L stands for Landing!

Me : ??!!! Of course not! Ape ingat aeroplane ke? L stands for Low speed.So, what do u think N stands for?

Iqah : Nothing.

Me : ??!!!! (I give up!)

Till then, to all my fellow Muslims, Salam Aidiladha!

Unbearable

Today I'm on leave again...and while waiting for NUNU to be serviced, here i am, at the library doing some research & browsing some books.Relax babe! When i thot im enjoying the serenity & peace, my Mom called.Hissh...ada je.

By the way,I can't wait for 22 Dec...really! Me & bro in law have sat down & planned our trip well.Yeah, for some this Melaka trip is no big deal but for me & family its something worth it since its been quite some time since we last travelled..till then..TUngguuuu...=D

Slumberland

Sleeping late is a norm to me.Sometimes i do find difficulties to put my eyelids together.But when im struck with sleepiness, i will even lie anywhere, just name it..even if its on my sejadah, just to get a 5 mins quick nap.

And now, i think, im like a zombie.Well, i was still at the airport after midnite! I was there to send off my aunt & uncle who will be performing their Haj dis yr.

Looking at them bring me back to the days when me & sisters sent off our parents to Haj.At that point of time i then realised that i'll miss them & had nvr spend enuff time wif them.I was always waiting for their phonecalls & just hearing to their voices will sadden me.

2 of my lady bosses are on leave today..how? hee hee...

Feeling Wonderful is indeed a Wonder

I couldn't help feeling uneasy since morning & i dunch noe why till dat alarm @ 0900 finally ticked off.I've forgotten to set the alarm off to mark one yr of dat date.Ouch!Why am i still feeling the pinch?

Spent my weekend at my cuzin's wedding.She looked wonderful & pretty even in her late thirties.Thou it was rainiing non-stop yesterday, dat nvr lessen the crowd at the reception.Even the Saturday crowd was superb!

Finally, the relatives' weddings were over but still i've not been stripped from my weekend driver title.This cuming weekend, i'll be gg over to my uncle's house for kenduri arwah and Sun will be filled will 3 wedding receptions.....Belum kahwin dah bnyk jemputan!

And finally, some pics to add color to ur bluey mon..(c'mmon guys..another few more hrs & it will be end of the day!)

Me, Aaliyah, Adilah (Aishah's adorable gerlz)

The driver's pose

Sisters' act

Just Relax

the theme for dis yr yr end party was 'Just Relax'. I must say dat the org comm were very creative to have such decos.Soothing to the eyes yah? Our group, the Happy Family, really enjoyed ourselves.We din care if we win or lose, the more impt thing, we enjoyed ourselves, rite gerls? Our grp won the 1st prize.Not much photos taken but let's make do of what we have okie?

At a campsite?!!

Tak cycling kat east coast, kat sini pun jadilah!

Yeah, lets get drunk!

Sumi, pulling e cork out of the bottle

Ain, feeling high oredi

Too much sorrow since i didn't win any of the lucky draw gifts

Disclaimer: Of course the drink was what u call...Sparkling Grape Juice. =))

In case anyone got panic to see us drunk..here's a cute pic with a cute boy & girl in it.

Melukut di tepi gantang~Aisyah

Di malam nan sunyi
Duduk ku termenung seorang diri
Di jendela sepi
Hingga dini hari
Ku menantikan kepulanganmu
Namun kata hanya sekadar
Tinggal kata-kata

Bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang
Begitulah aku di dalam hidupmu
Ada tiada tak memberi kesan
Hanya aku menanggung
Kerinduan

Dulu pernah kau katakan sayang
Ingin mendengar ku berlagu riang
Menawar duka laraku
Lupakan saja
Derita yang berlalu
Tapi mengapa dirimu kasih
Ibarat lalang ditiup angin
Kasihmu diracun oleh kata fitnah
Penuh hina hingga kini

Kau biarkan saja
Diriku menanggung sepi
Dengan irama dukaku yang tak
Bermakna bagimu

And I'm finally Back??!

Assalamualaikum wr wb...

Ni hao?

Vanakem!

hey,hey, i'm back! believe it or not?

Pple have been complaining dat i've not been updating my 3 blogs.com.C'mmon, dun blame it on me.Its either my workplace has blocked my blogger.com access or its just me, plain lazy to update it at home.

What has been happening to me lately? Fasting has been good.Gawd, i miss Ramadhan soo much.Will i walk through it again?Yeah, hopefully, with Allah's permission & grants, i'll meet Ramadhan again nxy yr.

My Grandma passed away too last Ramadhan.It was unpredictable.She was not diagnosed with any chronic illness yet she slipped into a coma before she passed away peacefully on 21 Sep 2007.Semoga Allah swt mencucuri rohnya ..ameen.Too much emotions swirled the atmosphere that day.Even she who deemed has extinct turned up dat day..and got the cheek to pull some stunt & created a scene?! I dun think she even deserved to be there.

Syawal dis yr has been different in one way or another.Besides not having my sis & bro in law in the same house anymore, the absence of my late Grandma did make a difference.

too much things to summarize eh?

Come december, too many wedding bells are ringing.Har har, not mine definitely.Its either i bcome the chaffeur or its my wedding invitation afterall.At least 2 wedding receptions per wkend.Its fun to oggle on those luxuriuos wedding decos & food.erhem.I nvr dream to have such gloried, burn-a-hole kind of wedding reception.Very subjective so lets not dwell on this.When my time comes, u'll see for myself.

I've been happy with my life.Alhamdulillah.Family has been great.Friends have been crazy & colleagues have been good.What more can i ask for?I've been getting the hugs & assurance of the odds that i've faced. Thanks to all.I couldn't have been better.

Relationships with the opposites have all always been a question mark.I dare not even smell the ground.Its too sudden for me.If i ever offended anyone & if u happen to stumble upon my blog, pls forgive me.Its not the matter of not forgetting the past but its the present & reality dat i cld not face.Trust me.Its still swelling inside, onli dat the emotions din show & the reality is hidden.

Ok, ok, im getting a bit draggy here.If u r still reading..then good.hee hee.Caught a movie last Sat wif my bestie & lil sis.Adik, whats dat show called.All i knew its like cannibalism.30 days...sumeting like datlah.Gruesome show but i like! Its been soo long since i last met her & gawd i miss her soo much.But i knew things have changed & we wont be like before.But trust me bestine, im always the same.Thats for sure..

ok, ok, its 0824..i better get gg.i'll update for more later!

One in a Million

One day, insyaAllah, we'll be like them too.I'm looking forward to another outing with them.=)

A Place where I call my HOME

Waahh, i guess some of u out there are either wearing white or red rite now.Or even if its not, it shld be in lighter shade of red, pink...the s'pore flag color! But not for me.I'm in PURPLE! but,dat does not mean i dun love my country hor!

I was @ Kampung Senang Day Care Centre earlier part of the day to spend some time with the old folks there.Thou i cldn't communicate much (since most of them were non-English speaking) but i did enjoy myself just now! We had orchid painting contest & to see that some of them were actually puting heart & soul on their artwork touched my heart.Most of the time i was taking pictures of everyone & everything.I promised to put up the pixs here once i got them from my colleague.

I'm proud to be a CEO (Community & Environment Outreacher)

To all- Happy National Day okie?

My Rights?!

Now, now, now, for those who have visited my grapevine webbie,some of u may have liked it but some of u may just have thrashed it aside.Please,please,please..for those who terribbly hate gossips or latest updates of whats in town,please (again!) I beg u to leave now.Especially to my frenz & contacts in multiply.com- i do welcome your comments but pls dun condemn me without further checking.This is my space so its up to me to post whatever i desire.By the way, all these pics & news were received by me either from my frenz or easier say-junk mail.Besides posting them in here, hopefully they are well kept & archived.

And you, who kept leaving me comment-i won't waste my time replying to u.In the first place, i dun intend to add spice to the hot soup so stop wasting your time leaving me demoralizing comments..and by the way, if you dislike my postings so much, why do u even care to look @ them?Yeah, i have no MAIN objective when i create this grapevine thingy; as I've mentioned earlier,its MY SPACE so please respect this fact.Thanks.

And for those who are scratching their heads, wondering whats going on-dun bother.Some pple are merely attention seeker.

Till then~

http://squeezethejuicesout.blogspot.com

On its WaY..

Let me be your Ears,

Let me be your Eyes..

Lets Squeeze the Juices OUT!

The Grapevine

PerMaisuRi

Aku rela hidup dengan mu
Demi bahagia...
Hanya Tuhan bisa memisahkan kita
( korus )
Di jaga dan lena kukuntum kerinduanku
Untuk mempersembah sayang padamu
Keharuman bunga tak seharumnya cintaku
Istimewa untuk sunting jiwamu
Bermula pandang pertama
Kau utuskan senyum mesra
Aku ingin seribu tahun lagi
Bersamamu...
( 1 )
Kubinakan mu istana
Aku rendakan bahagia
Dengan niat suci
Kaulah permaisuri
( ulang korus )
( 2 )
Sambutlah cinta abadi
Genggam dan semat di hati
Manisnya asmara
Kekal selamanya

Jiwang lagi si Jijah ni.I still remember this song-very well.Well, lets not dwell abt the past, the best thing~ do enjoy the song.