Till death do US apart

At times its tough to be the centre of attraction..hee hee.Being the middle child is not easy thou.To my 2 dear sisters-I love u both!

Stay Tune!

With much anticipation, let me present snippets of the AVA Groovalicious mtV

If you can't view it directly, pls click here

Me, Melin & Rossiyah-all geared up for Groovalicious 2007

Panca Sitara?

Just this ONCE

And finally jijah is updating!

I've always wanted to post my entries with some pictures on it but i will ended up with plain, boring posts since i've kept forgetting to transfer the pics from my hp to my thumbdrive.Naahh..call it a lame excuse, i'll accept it.But trust me, its not bcoz of any memory failure but its the HIKMAH vcds which stole my already insufficient sleeping hours.Now, i'm at my final leg; another 1 more box of VCDs to go.The best thing is i will get both my parents to watch the sinetron with me but too bad yours truly will ended up lying down on one corner while the the happy duo (my parents lah!) lied comfortably on my bed.Hopefully my bed won't squeak itself to death lah. hee hee.

I'm told that i'm a person who likes to listen to one's problems.Sad enough, how i wish, when i lend my shoulder to others, i cld go a step further to wipe away the tears in your eyes too but at times some people prefer to build up a wall around them & cringe in pain-all alone.This is when i felt frustrated.Call myself a friend when I know some of my friends out there are stuck with some sticky stuffs etc & I'm not doing anything to help them??But hey, who am I for you to trust me with your problems & situations rite? To my friends out there, no matter how distant we are, i'm always the old azizah that you've all always known.Trust me.=)

To someone out there, i thank you for the effort made in trying to matchmake me with him yet my heart is still not prepared to accept anyone at the moment.Even if he has the qualities that i’ve desired all these while..i’m prepared to give it a pass.The heart is still aching & i doubt it will heal soon.



On a happier note… i wld like to wish a Happy 31st Birthday to my cekik darah, degil gila & helpful buddy, Sumi ManisMentel.Sorry lah, me & frenz can’t fulfil your wish i.e to masuk meminang for u.Well, well,well,hopefully you’ve found your MAN ok?Make sure u scan betul2 si Maidin tu.

OOohh..remember abt the MTV thingy dat i've told u earlier? I was part of the production & hopefully i'll be able to see myself when they blitz the mtv in our upcoming D&D.Urrgghh, i'm still unsure whether to go or not coz the following day is a working day for me.My frenz have been tugging & forcing me to go....what say u?

can spot me?

Rahim, the person behind all these.Indeed, he's a funny man!

Till then..Happy National Day…in advanced! Anyone want any Satay for lunch? (thks Bestie for the pics you've sent me early this morning! Yucccckkss!!!)

MTv

I had fun today & it won't end now coz later i'm meeting the sweetie of my heart!!!

Gone were the days......

Yeah!! No more staying back & late nites.Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah...our sqc renewal exercise was finally over!I was glad i was part of the team for this renewal coz i'm not sure if i'll still be ard in 3yrs time when we need to go thru another renewal exercise.Thou everyone was racing againts time, we tried not to be a pain in anybody's $%#$. Now, i've my Excel Award to look forward too!Oohh,and to Marina, Ain & Sumi..hey, u guyz shld be priviledged for getting the chance to be part of this too..unlike some pple who kept on thrashing & complaining.*sigh*

Before I forget, my deepest symphaty goes to my bestie who had lost her dear grandma on 10 Jul 07.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.I knew u r strong enuff to face all these & I'm glad u did.I won't complain if i can't meet u these days..but hope it won't be too long till we meet again eh.

Met Marliana (si kecik) a few days back when i was going shopping for my quiz prizes.Thks so much for being my model that day.This gerl..still the same.Cute & playful.Don't believe me??See below

And Saturday, a date wif my girlfren- Dhiya Umairah...hee hee..salah2, with the Ramli's family.We went shopping @ IKEA & finally dinner @ where else...West Coast food ctr lah!! =)

Maira, tengok mana tuuu??

I love her eyes!!


till then..

ta ta

Finally?

Hey, its me!! Yes!! Finally Jijah is updating.

Was super busy the whole of last week.I even skipped tuition to stay back in office that 1 night.Usually he wld be the one waiting for me & fetching me home but its different now.But no worries, my boss aldy promised me a half day off & i'm thinking of using it for my parents' medical appointments.I'm grateful that i got to work with wonderful & fun people...esp Sumi.Yeah...YOU lah, sape lagi! When it comes to work, i can tolerate her nonsense.heh2.Amacam, nxt yr nak jadi presenter lagi??

Despite the busi-ness @ work, i'm quite disturbed.How cld someone nice like my Dad be hurt?I can tolerate everything else in the world but i despise those who hurt my Dad.He was so calm when that thing happened & I salute him for that, Dad.Not even a bad word came out from his mouth.He even told us; the whole family, to set aside our sentiments & just accept things as what they are.You can Dad, but i cldn't & i supposed all your 3 angels couldn't.I feel like crying.

oppss, i'm getting emotional here but i'm just a plain human being.i wanted a simple life yet at times life is full of briddles & obstacles.But i truly believe i can overcome them-its just a matter of time.


Now i just need a rest.

till then, lets get busy again.=)

The Pink Ladies' Outing

As promised, finally, we made our way to the Singapore Zoo.While i'm looking forward to meet my old mates; the penguins,my 2 students wanted very much to see the seals & orang utans.Besides having to enjoy ourselves, it was also a chance to meet both of them who very much wanted to see each others.I thot i wld be tired after the trip but i guess the gerls lose out to me.They ended up sleeping in the bus!! If only they were my kids...they were so adorable!

well, let the pictures do the talking yah?Click here if you can't access the slides.

Undefined

Didn't know that climbing up & down the stairs in the 1st half of the day was much more easier.Less sweat + more fun.But does less effort required equivalent to less calories shed? Aaah, dats not the question...at least i'm doing something to shed off those spare parts.Healthy lifestyle mah?Right Ain, Marina?? I thank both of u, for 'motivating' me & kept the spirits high.=))

Sometimes, i can't help myself by being too sarcastic, if dats the only way to tell the other party that i'm offended or what he/she is doing is wrong.Yeah, i'm no angel to preach down here but hey, the knowledge that i've earned & digged all these while were meant to be shared not to hide them under your pillow. Living on this earth is not just earning a living or doing your favourite pastimes but to really make full use of it & on a more important note- to learn from your past mistakes.No point repeating the same old mistakes without making it a point to rectify them.

Finding the right friends is not an easy task.Of course i'm not telling you to dump those who are not to your choice.Sometimes a smile & a simple hello is good enough, and this shld be an effort from both parties.Thou u seem not to like her rugged attitude or his chi-ko-pek look, just a hi and quickly go off smile will do.

till then...

ta ta

Lamunan TerhenTi

As much as i've wanted to stop grazing on the pasts..i couldn't.NOW, they keep coming back & haunt me.

While the bestie is enjoying her every bits of time @ Langkawi..i'm stuck here in spore.nevermind.i'll dream wif u gerl.

Thks to Marina & Ain, we are back to climbing up & down the stairs, from the 4th floor to the 23rd.Saying NO to gym is no more an excuse.A mini workout yet drove me to perspiration & heavy panting.Serves me right for not exercising regularly.But i do enjoy myself...and i believed the rest too.Another mission yet to be accomplished.

till then...me getting ready to chao chin chao..

Lamunan terhenti just for u.

Emo-GirL

oohh, me aint emo-girl lah. All those jiwang2 songs were reflective of the tragic moments which had happened to my lyfe.ha ha.

I've been down with flu & mild fever & i guess its been a while since i'm infested wif all these virus.But i'm not complaininglah.Its just dat i'm feeling uncomfortable with the stuck nose & groggy feeling.Nak hyper pun mcm fake gitu.



But u noe what is the remedy to all these? Babies, babies & babies!!!!



A lot of appointments have been held up.And i feel really2 bad as i still owe my bestie her bday gift. =( but no worries, all have been nicely wrapped up & ready for collection. sorry again dear.



Marina, Ain..still remember our upcoming outing?? I'm missing our Umairah badly.Let us find one best date to go out together okie?

And hope its not too late to congratulate Babynora on her newborn..

cute kan???? (feel like munching him...)

till then...kuchi kuchi from Umairah

Hit it On, Babe!!

To the babe of my lyfe

Happy 28th B'day!!

Can't wait to meet u, sweetie!

she dun look 28, doesn't she?

Saving my Breath

these days u'll see more & more of you-tube videos..mostly featuring my fave songs & my innermost feelings.oppssie, the songs can be quite jiwang2 hor but who cares rite?Its my blog so its my choice.Been pretty occupied lately so the lengthy posts can wait. =)

till then....Pasrah for you

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

Ingin ku melangkah
Membawa diri
Kerna cinta
Yang dikhianati
Luka rasa untuk menghadapi
Pengorbanan tidak dihargai

( korus )
KINI AKU... PASRAH
DENGAN SEGALANYA
KEPEDIHAN ITU
MASIH TERASA
APAKAH SALAHKU
APAKAH DOSAKU
TUHAN BERILAHKU PETUNJUKMU
REDHA DENGAN KEHENDAKMU
CUKUP KALI INI
KAU MENYAKITI
BERULANGKALI
TAK USAHLAH KEMBALI
DENGAN RELA HATI
MELEPAS KAU PERGI...

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

Its all for YOU

I love my parents; dat goes without saying.Even if I have to take leave to accompany them for their medical appt, its not becoz of obligations but its bcoz i enjoyed doing so.Nothing can beat what they've done for me, all these while.Whether i'm married or not, they will always be my 1st priority.i knew they've always depend on me and for that i feel honoured.I've always been a Daddy's gerl but dat nvr overshadow the fact that i love both my parents. And to top it all, my heart goes to my 2 look-alike sisters whom i wld cherish all my life.Till death do us apart, dear sisters.

till then

i'm all yours, LOVE

Simplicity Vs Complexity

Being a gd malay sounds simple yet when a colleague of mine asked me for help to translate some malay words into english, i struggled like anything! Sorry Suhaila, u've asked the wrong personlah.Nevertherless, we still managed to come out with our own translations.hee hee.



Those who knew me wld know dat i'm a plain simple gal;from the tip of my head to the corner of my itsy bitsy toenails.i dun believe in showing off my stuffs unless it's worth sharing.i dun indulge in expensive stuffs unless i really really wanna pamper myself.I rather lavish myself with neccessities than luxuries.My Dad has always drilled thse words onto my head-"Jijah, apa yg kita ada kat dunia ini bukan utk ditunjuk2.Jgn sekali2 sombong dgn apa yg kita ada." (read: what u have are not for showing-off.Dun ever be arrogant). Alhamdulillah, with that value that i've carried around everywhere dat i go, i managed to lead a simple yet meaningful life.



Choosing a GOOD fren ain't simple job.Its either u get the good ones or the bad ones.Frankly speaking i'm not a gd fren myself but i've always tried to be one.I can befren with anyone- from a pious religious teacher to a drug addict.Name anyone.I've met them..& even hung around wif them.Fancy the sight of girl wearing her headscarf seeing together with a gal buying 4D.But again, dun judge what u see.Alhamdulillah, that gerl who bought the 4D has become someone whom i considered lagi pious than me. She even wears the purdah now.=)

err...i dun sound emotional didn't i?

sometimes i wonder..if i'm gone for good, will pple out there still remember & cherish me.The clock is ticking & i nvr know how much longer will i stay in this world.Not even the slightest hint.

till then...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RJ13k6ToOCE

HIKMAH

Forget the sinetron, but focus more on the lyrics of the song.

click http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZVh8b9SXbDk if u can't view the video clip

Al-Fatehah

Md Rohaizam or fondly known as Zam passed away @ Mount Ophir yesterday's morning.He was sleeping in the tent with 3 other campers when a tree fell on their tent& hit him during a downpour.He was rushed to the hospital there but was pronounced dead.



I knew Zam personally during my pre-u yrs in Jurong Institute.He's one of the guys who wld nvr fail to tease & make me laugh.His words will always contained humour & at times i wld never able to differentiate if he's serious or not.Thou its been quite some time since we last met each other, occasionally we wld message each other via frenster.



Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.Ameen.

Dripping her thots...

If yesterday was a bluey monday fer u, then today i think will be a cool sweet tuesday.blarrggh.
Almost every post dat i read to date has something to do with Mothers' Day.Its either they spent their their weekend wif their own family or in-laws.Its a relief to know that u peeps out there still care fer ur Mom.For dat, I salute u.But dun let MOthers' Day to be the only day that u appreciate ur Mom.They were the ones who brought u out to see this world & for that everyday shd be a Mothers' Day for them.

As for me, my weekend was spent quietly with my loved ones.Since my sis & bro in law cldn't spensd the weekend with us, we chose to have our own mini celebration.After soo long, i finally got to pull my Mom to catch a movie.Well, since its her day, i let her choose the movie that she's dying to watch.So, my Mom,sis & myself made our way to SB @ JE to catch 'Jangan Pandang Belakang'.All i can say, the movie was a total dissapointment.Go watch it if u dun believe me! If I'm to make comparison to Puaka Di Tebing Biru...i think JPB will have to admit a loser.However, still, thumbs up to Pierre Andrea for coming up with good scripts.(huh?!)
And on Sun, i insisted Mom not to cook.Actually, urs sincerely wanted to prepare for her Mom Fried Nestum prawns but since Mom craved to go to Geylang, i finally relented.(save jugak my energy eh!)

For the second time, yesterday, i had my long walk. I alighted at Lakeside & walked back home from there.The distance between Lakeside mrt to Boon Lay mrt is no joke, i tell u! But as I was walking, i managed to release some tension & relieving myself with the fresh air.Dun ask me why i did something silly but only me myself knew the answer.As much as i wanted to burn off the calories, i very much wanted to erase those thots.Yeap, those thots.

To all who loved me & never stop loving, thank u for being with with me yeah?

((CoPyCaTs))

I hate copycats.

Pls be original, will you?

Outing with Umairah & GanK

Just some pics to tease u out there!
There were some changes to our plan so we ended up walking by the beach & dinner @ Kembangan.Aiyah, just let the pics do the talking lah! =)

My New AddictioN

Dhiya umairah

(all pics are rights reserved!)

To my fellow multipliers, i'm sorry if i didn't managed to reply to your comments.The prob is, i NEVER blog in my multiply account anymore.The setting of my multilply account is such that they will upload whatever entries I have in my blogger account.So pls, pls, pls again i apologised if i've never attend to your replies anymore.Since i cldn't access my multilply a/c in office anymore, surfing the net at home is a no-no for me unless its due to urgency.(too much chores to do while at homelah!)

So if u wanna leave any comments, do leave them at my blogspot instead.Thks muchie!

now, i wanna continue oggling at Umairah..gawd!