DeaL it OR....

It takes much courage for me to cross the hurdles rite now.4 a moment, i think..i shld deal with it. On one hand i cld have just be pretentious & pretend nothing happen but on the other hand, i'm just bruising my already-broken heart. Its painful when it comes to the matter of the heart esp when u urself are unaware of the problems

lemme sort this out..till then goodbye.=(

In a daRk TunneL

I'm sooo frustrated!! juz bcoz i'm very nice with my stationery items didn't me YOU cld just take them away without my knowledge.omigod! even if i'm not at my desk u cld just left a simple note bhind.(i've loads of them on my desk!) actuali i didn't really noe who took them away. grrrrr!!! but actually who took them away?

My weekend was again spent at 3 jemputans + sis's house.Was glad dat finally my Dad's student, Supriyadi (or known to me as Ucop/Mutton Chop) tied the knot last Sat.Whaooo.Thou i did not attend the wedding dinner on Sat, me & family went to his 2nd wedding reception on Sun.$12 000 was his hantaran!! Dat has not include his wedding dinner & receptions on e 2 weekends yet.Fully sponsored by him.Well, its his $$ neway.I'm hepi for him.

In 2 weeks' time, my sis & bro in law will be officially moved out.thinking of it actually sadden me.thou my sis's presence in the hse may at times came unoticed (coz she always prefer to stay in her room), i'll definitely miss her.But on the other hand, i do hope she'll be more independent & start to build up her own family.I won't be posting the pixs of her new home yet but i'll promise to put them up in 2 weeks' time.

MasyaAllah, only God noes whats playing in my mind rite now.Dad has been the most understanding.Kept asking me if i'm ok.My 2 sisters have been cracking jokes just to keep me smiling.Mom? She too..has been quite soft with me these days.

Hope i'm strong enuff to face all these.I hope so.

Love Of a LifetiMe

gong xi fa cai..hang bao lai!



hope its not too late to wish my dear chinese bloggers a happy cny.what did i do over e long stretch of holidays?



Saturday- Attended my guyfren's wedding which was held at Lagun Sari Restaurant @ Bt Timah .Selamat Pengantin Baru bagi pasangan ideal Salamat & Mariati.oucchh, sakit tau kena langkah bendul.All i can say, i'm hepi 4 u guyz.Salamat: if u r reading this- jgn lupa dtg belajar eh.hee hee.Mariati:u looked sooo diabetically sweet that day. i loike!



then at nite all except my dad went to Mustaffa Centre to grab some stuffs 4 my sis's new house. I got her a set of dining utensils.Sister: Make sure when we come to ur house u serve us with those plates, bowls & glasses tau.



Sunday-after doing my routine chaffeuring job, we lepak at sister's house with Cik Mus & wife.Soo happy that the painting was completed finally.Nxt in the queue will be the furnitures to be moved in.



Monday- We went ecp beach wif Cik Mus's family.We pitched tent & had nasi ayam (cooked by my mom) for breakfast & lunch.We didn't get to enjoy much since it rained dat day.But hey, after soo long of not getting drenched under e rain, its so much fun to be wet again.Then ard noon, we had some of my Dad's students to join us.Thou their wives were makciks i still had fun talking to them.same wavelength kot? Finally we made our way back home after 8.30pm.mcm nak overnite gitu. =))




Tuesday-Stayed home till late afternoon and then we helped sis to move some things over to her new hse.I think i can work in a mover's co as sideline aldy.Then my sis treated us dinner at Al-Amin.I ordered mee bandung but inded up eating the egg only.The mee kuning irked me actually.



and now..i'm back in office.Did i tell you that i got totally no mood & feeling quite lethargic lately?Sometimes its hard to force urself to be chirpy & cheerful when u r not.I just hope things will be better soon?



I'm grateful to those who have showed their genuine concern to me. i love u guyz.



till then..some lovely pixs to end my blabbering..8)

Salamat & Mariati

BirthDay ShoutOUTs

~singing the birthday song~

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to YOU!

2 ladies, born on the day when love is on the air i.e on Valentine Day lah..duuh..

my dear adik, Syuhadah

aww..isn't dat sexy?

...and my Chipsmore fren (kes sekejap ada..sekejap takde), Miza

Did i miss anyone? Ok, to those whom i've missed out (unintentionally ok!)..happy birthday to u guyz too! Wish u loads & loads of happiness & good health.muaacckks! (whats e kiss all abt?)

On this Valentine Day, naah..no speacial date or anything, coz I've to give tuition today.Now, I need to spend my time wisely coz nxt week onwards my Tues, Wed, Fri evenings & Sat morning will be spent on tutoring P4 kidz.Yeah, i'm back on my feet again to teach.Missed my ex-tuitee actually.Right b4 his PSLE both our schedules clashed & e nxt thing i knew, we went on our separate ways.Hopefully he has done well in his PSLE & go to his dreamt sec sch.

Met my bestie yesterday. Gosshh! How i missed her!We were like catching up with each other and at e same time rushing fer time.She decided to meet me at the West side..as usual, she wanted to make it easy fer me. thks dear. We scouted for Valentine gifts (to be given to our colleagues) and I managed to get a birthday gift 4 my dear sis.Hope she likes it coz its specially chosen by both me & bestie.Hopefully i can give my sis her gift today as i am only free after 9 while she..hmmpphh, maybe got a date later?hee hee..gurau je Adah! =B

my nxt mission is to get 2 rice cookers, 1 airpot, 1 kettle, 1 blender...for both my sis & Dear's mom.Rumah baru barang pun mesti baru babe!

now, dat i had my lunch...i want to do some quick reading.A malay novel; Ayat2 cinta from Habiburrahman El Shirazy.Was told by my bestie this novel is a must-read & I'm supposed to be inspriated after reading it.

till then...

hepi valentine!

Promise

As promised...here are some of my engagement fotos.Now dat i dun owe u pple anything i can go 4 my short hiatus. =))





















i still can't thank enuff to this sweet bezfren of mine who has been 'pushing' & motivating me.thks dear!

Quickie

heloooooo to everyone. Guess now u'll see less & less of my blogging aldy.Like durian mah.I blog seasonally. naahh.Too many updates but not much time given.manyak susah hor.Plus werk in office is piling...dah mcm Pertonas Twin tower.But hey!! i'm not complaining ok.I love werk! At least can keep me occupied & made me 4get my problems. *hee*

some pple were complaining that i' ve not been blogging religiously.ok lah, oklah...rather then i crab here might as well i dun pen anything down here rite? nak kena chop 'blogger takde keje' ke? i dun get satisfaction even if my blog is the most-read blog.I blog bcoz i want to de-stress myself or senang ckp i dun have anyone at dat poin of time to talk to.so i ended up talking to myself lor.

things at home ar quite chaotic.Sis & bro in law are moving out soon.The good news- i think i will have my own room. the bad news- the house will be quieter..ye lah, who else can i bully?i'll miss my sis-definitely but her flat is pretty close to mine thou.say abt 15mins walk from my home; if u walk fast enuff.actually, she wanted to stay close to my parents..real close so that she can share our food.nah, just kidding.e fact that she's very close to my Mom was the real reason why she wanted to stay close to us.Anak mak katakan.On e more impt issue, what shld i get for her eh? kalau belikan kitchen appliances dia bukan minat memasak sgt.(sshhh) till i can think of sumeting to get for her, i won't divulge it here.

nxt week i'll be away on a 2 days course at Tekka Mall...confirm hari2 makan prata.A short getaway but wrong timing.Time keje kat ofis banyak i want to attend course.ape saje si Jijah ni.Maybe tml i just stay back awahile to finish my werk?maybe..

b4 i forget, i noe some of u out there were offended dat i din invite u guys to my engagement. all i can say- everyone has their own personal affair.insyaAllah, i'll invite u guys to my big day which wil fall in Dec.I dun think i'm hiding anything coz if i were..i wldn't blog abt it on my previous post.

pheww..there..i had my say.i'm still uploading my long overdue engagement fotos..but to my lovely frenz & relatives who had offered their prayers for me...i promise..in my nxt post i'll put the pixs up okie..

till then..pls take care peeps!!

blowing some kisses

Yeah..u see it correctly, i am updating my dusty blog..but i hate to disappoint u dat my entry will be a short one.

first & foremost- i wanna blow my frenship kiss to my pretty fren, Babynora, who nowadays seems to be quite down.Just wanna tell her dat u r nvr a bother to me okie? Thou i can't be physicall there fer u, my prayers will always be there 4 u.take care of urself & esp the lil one inside u.

my i-miss-u kiss goes to my bestie who seems to be round-e-clock bz these days.i dunno when we can meet but soon..i promise u, we'll meet up. lots of stories & gossips to do.

my take-care kisses go to all of u out there..who are troubled with relationships; be it with your parentz, boyfrenz, spouses.(u noe who u r)

Can't wait to see my goodfren, Marina wif her newborn.

Can't wait to see my sis & hubby at her new home.

Lastly, if u noticed i've changed my blog layout... still under construction thou.

err...another one last one..a pic taken @ my boss's open hse.Big, well furnished terrace house.

clockwise direction: Rossiyah (the hostess),Joyce,Yen Ping (joyce's hubby), Samuel (serena's hubby), Serena & urs truly

the PinK DoLL

The PinK DoLL

After e csc walk @benjamin sheares yesterday, i felt much much better-refreshed shld i say.thou e distance we covered was much much shorter than e new paper big walk, i must say e whole bunch of us did enjoy ourselves very very much.biasalah, ain & her kipas, sumi & her iron maiden & urs truly at her gila2 mode.i'm game for another walk! we should have brought our cameras man! we saw jumping fish-betul! tak bedek!

******

belum lah...my entry not that short leh!

first & foremost, thanks to my dearest family for their tiredless effort last sun.thou there were some hiccups along e way we managed to overcome them rite?

then, there was my bestfren who was there fer me,unfailingly.i love u to e max gerl.cuma i missed e sleepover which we had planned earlier.lyke i said-i fully understand ur situation tau.thks for e ketupats hor.i ended up not getting any.so u better make one for me. a big one pls.

to all who have came & showered me wif ur praises, this pink doll wanna say

THANK U VERY VERY MUCH.

offer me a lil prayer will u? =))

AnYaMaN seorang KeKasiH

AnyaMan Seorang KekasiH..buat KeKasiH

Cintaku, sebuah perasaan yang datang & hadir tanpa kuduga,

Satu perasaan dalaman yang mampu diserasikan dengan keikhlasan,

Bagai sinar pagi…kau meyinari hatiku,

Indahnya rembulan…tidak seindah bersamamu,

Setiap detik tanpamu… seribu duka kurasakan,

Izinkan daku menyintaimu… untuk seribu tahun lagi,

Kerana daku tidak yakin bisa melewati hidupku tanpamu disisiku,

Dan daku tidak yakin bisa menyintai selain darimu.


Ya Allah,

Apa juga ikatan antara kami berdua yg KAU simpulkan,

Moga-moga is mendapat restu & redhaMU,

Dan dilimpahkan rahmatMU agar berkekalan hendaknya….amin ya rabbal alamin

dis poem specially dedicated to you

LiGhts Lights & More LightS

LiGhts..LighTs & More LightS..

SanTa Claus is coming to AVA again..and e nxt thing u knew...

say cheese!

I've yet to bring my camera to pose wif my fellow frenz!

My ComForT ZoNe

WeLcome to My 2nd H.o.M.e.

Nothing beats more than having a comfy place to work in.hmmpphh, some of u might see it as one messy, chapalang workstation..but for me, this is the place where i called it my 2nd home.

yeah...this place deals risky biz. =B

If i'm not sitting there, it will be my lil monkey who jaga e place

kept most of my souveniers up there..

my pc-can die without it. *heh*

some pixs of the love of my life

my pantry corner

a super bucket of 3-in-1 coffee (always topped up by my kind boss)

my schedule board (i can be quite forgetful @ times!)

so how? wanna exchange place wif me? *wink*

UsaH LePaSKan

I still think Taufik rawks more than Hady..*heh*

H.I.K.M.A.H

H.I.K.M.A.H

Finally..yours truly is back to the blogging world. Sorry to have disappoint those who have anxiously & seriously waiting for updates from me.chek sengaja nak kasi suspenselah. heh2.


For the past 2 weeks I've been bogged down with work due to the annual Excel Awards Ceremony.Alhamdulillah, our event went smoothly as planned only that I was not present on the actual day as I need to send my Dad for his eye laser surgery on that same day. Till the day before the event there was still much touch-ups to be done so Rossiyah,Serena & I ended up staying back till nearly 10pm to finish up everything.Very nice of my boss to offer to send me back home but Dealova was there to fetch me home.Kesian member kena tunggu kat Red Dot for almost half an hour.But I think after seeing me looking very tired & shagged he dared not to complain!


Some 'funny' incidents have also happened to our relationship for the past 2 weeks.As usual, my tukang penasihat aka bestfren was there to calm me down.Thks Kursiah! Hope to date i didn't drive you crazy hor!


And thanks to my preggie fren, Marina, for listening to my rantings 'that day'.Just by listening to me really really helped me to feel better tau.


ohh..to my gila2 partner in crime >> Mr SaLamaT >.ConGrats on ur engagement with the lovely Ms Mariati.Aduhh!!! Langkah bendul nampak? And thanks to ur crude jokes, always pull me out from my solemn mood.Lets see who will enter the marital affair first lah.Again, semoga tabah menghadapi alam pertunangan!!


Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, after this weekend, my exams will be over & i can enjoy to the fullest already.MasyaAllah, i've been with Pergas almost 8 yrs & I thank God for giving me the chance to deepen my knowledge on Islam.Thou thruout these 8 yrs,much knowledge has been gained, I personally feel that i've yet to make myself a better person.InsyaAllah, ada kemampuan & kelapangan I would try to improve on my Arab language before I proceed to continue with the Degree programme.


The next few weekends would be filled with lots of wedding invitations.Aiyah, even thou I was not invited I still need to chaffeur my parents around rite?

Btw, here are some delayed & belated pics on me-n-colleagues hari raya gathering.Kudos to the organisers- Sumi, Marina, Ain & myself for making this gathering a successful one!!

Preparations for 10 Dec are almost completed.Till then...Jijah signing off feeling blissful..=)