Have a Break!

And finally, we have come to the last lap in December! How time really flies rite? The nxt thing u know, its already 2009! My workplace has celebrated Christmas much more earlier since we were celebrating one of our colleague's retirement. Therefore, we didnt have any Christmas party on the eve of Christmas. We worked half day yesterday and me & sis managed to do some last minute shopping for our KL trip.Back in office, I received some chocs and little gifts from the closed ones. While sis was at our place, Mum made for us a Western dish.Mutton chop without the mutton, of course.But its still nice anyway.=)

some of my Christmas gifts

fries

baked beans

yummy!

And who would ever forget this?

Snowy & Jo - I miss both of u like crazy!
The laughters and gossips that we once shared will never be forgotten.
(pics courtesy of Snowy)

May the Force be with YOU

Kak Atika, I know you are fighting for your life out there...and I hope you keep on fighting. Dear Multipliers, need your doas to keep my fren, Atika Hashim going. She's on high dependency unit after undergoing a kidney transplant.

Saturday Nite Fever

No dancing queens for ur viewing pleasure thou.Our initial plan to go for the Forum Perdana today was cancelled when elder sis fell sick.After spending half of the day @ Bugis, Dad was generous enough to treat us for dinner @KTM just now.Not many pics on the food..but food was definitely great!

::Peek-a-Boo::

After experiencing a roller-coaster life in office, yours truly decided to take a walk at the Botanic Garden last Fri during lunchtime.Much amazingly, i didn't feel hungry before and even after the walk.Lunchmates thot it was environmental day.However, i felt much better after the walk. hmmpphh..as I've only managed to cover the western side of the garden, i thot why not go for another walk, to cover the other half then? *wink*

Broken Pieces

And finally im making a grand entrance to the blogging world again.

Alhamdulillah, after 2months plus working in a new environment i finally began to adapt. Besides the work itself, pple there are pose a challenge. I have "colleagues" who wld give me a 1000 watts smile and behind me, they would slander me like nobody business. Cool huh?

Excuse me pple, just becoz im an auditor, dat does not translate to spying on other pple's work.And why do you, YOU,you and YOU even care about my lunchtime frenz, toilet break kakiz, tea-break pals and going home buddies? Since when its stated in the IM that Finance staff cant mingle with Audit Staff? U quote me gerlz. Enuff of the 8 hrs we spent on office matters, we cldnt bypass the chances that we'll have to talk abt other issues. Harloww!! Im very professional in my work!

I know its the fasting month and I shld tolerate all these nonsense, no worries, since im new, i didnt even retaliate to the slightest accusations. But dun test my patience pls.I seldom get angry but when i do, its hard to please me.

Ok, enuff of the above.

Again i was pricked with another test. As much as im making the relationship works, she was cold to me. Telling me that your daily schedule is packed and u need a breather didnt even convinced me that u've wanted us to be like before. In the past no matter how bad the days were for the both of us, we knew deep down in our heart, we love each other and would be there for each other.Well, things changed for a reason and I respect ur decisions.And me too, when I start to walk away, I dun even turn back. Either to you or the decisions that I've made.

If u, my fellow readers are not making sense to what i've written so far, pls dun seek explanation and clarifications from yours truly. I've had enuff.

I knew too i need a breather and so yesterday, me, Marina, Sumi & Ain broke our fast together at Bali Thai @ IMM.(for the pics, have to wait for our Putery then) Ohh, on a side-note, we met Sook Fong and family too! We had so much fun. Right from the eating session to the shopping session. I was soo talkative yesterday but at least my frenz bother to hear me out. (err...i do hope so)

Marina - Maira, I love the both u. Thanks to ur hubby for the award winning photo sessions.

Sumi - Make sure in our next meet up session, ur hair is soft like a baby's. And pls dun spread ur mentelness to our lil Maira. Urs is a handful to handle already. hee hee

Ain - Still blur like ever. Stay sweet fren.

And my dear lovelies were as lovely as ever yesterday. Even if im not working under the same office with them, we still exchanged news, still share the birthday gifts and still go for our outings. And...thats what i call a FRIENDSHIP.

Thanks gerls for the beautiful frenship.

Roller Coaster

From day 1 since I've started work at my new workplace, I've never stop learning new stuff.I've to admit dat i'm missing every bit of my frenz at my old workplace yet i'm pretty sure the place that i'm with right now shall depart me wif more skills & knowledge.Thou it's fast paced out here, i'm still surviving.Yeaah!! Im missing "someone" right now.Gosh.How cld i be so egoistic of not calling her?She used to be my soulmate & now what happened to our friendship? Seriously, I dunch now what went wrong.U never even dropped me the slightest hint if I've done anything to hurt u.U left just like dat. We were frenz for more than 20yrs and u threw away our frenship just like dat? C'mmon dear..avoiding the problems wont solve them at all..i thot u were the braver one between us and yet...... U were there when he left me.. and u were there when he hurt my family... Neverthelessly, insyaAllah, u will always be my best fren.

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Al-Fatehah...

A soft spoken lady who never fail to give me advices.
When faced with excrutiating circumstances she made it looked so easy to overcome.

Kak Su, you will always be in my remembrance & heart.

While I was opn my way to work last Friday,I received a call from Ustaz Pasuni to inform me that Kak Su has slipped into a coma and may not stand any chance of living.I was so shocked.She was my shifu back then in ROMM and almost every year, without fail, she would order my potato chips.

As soon as i finished my work, I rushed to NUH...and i was devastated to see her condition.According to her sis in law and my colleagues, doc has advised her to undergo an operation on her brain due to some "knots" in there but the risk was there.

The atmosphere was so gloomy.

Well, she has served ROMM for more than 30 years and her absence will sure create an impact esp to my colleagues in ROMM.

Innalillahi waiina ilaihi rojiun....

Happiness awaiting me out there...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi Kegelapanku
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung Bersamanya...
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti Pergi jua...

it seems dat i cldnt find the original video clip sung by the late Sudirman.I simply love dis song..dun ask me y..

Job Satisfaction

"Job satisfaction has been defined as a pleasurable emotional state resulting from the appraisal of one’s job ^[1]); an affective reaction to one’s job ^[2]; and an attitude towards one’s job ^[3]. Weiss (2002) has argued that job satisfaction is an attitude but points out that researchers should clearly distinguish the objects of cognitive evaluation which are affect (emotion), beliefs and behaviours ^[4]. This definition suggests that we form attitudes towards our jobs by taking into account our feelings, our beliefs, and our behaviors." (extract http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Job_satisfaction)

Is it so hard to achieve job satisfaction? Personally for me, all these years of working at 3 govt bodies have taught me to look at the bright side of things or choose to harbour negative thoughts whenever a situation crops up at work which may disrupt the daily routine or normal flow at the workplace. Knowing that there are things which are beyond my control is a form of strength. I've learnt to be positive and do not allow negative thoughts to consume my mind. Still, i cant be satisfied enough.

I've tried the frontline, administrative, event management...yet..something is amiss. And coming 23rd Jun, i'll set my feet on new line. And i hope to advance my career from there.InsyaAllah. This is what i want & i want to achieve it.
May all my dreams come true.

Dear All,

Maybe this shall be my last post @ blogspot.

Since, all along i've been blogging & posting all my pics in multiply then i shall continue from there.

http://us1nar1.multiply.com

bye, bye

Who would ever forget these?

The Right Decision

And finally i dropped the 'bombshell' on my big boss.I tried to hide the 'letter' underneath a stack of invoices for her approval but she was quick to notice itTo my upmost surprise she was not 'angry' that i gave her the last minute notice to leave the department.She was positive & gave me the assurance that i deserved better & will strive better elsewhere.Phewww..i was relieved.After gg to HR to confirm on my leave matter, i went to c my director before the 'letter' came to his pigeon hole.Though i never really work directly under him, i think it wld be nice to inform him beforehand of my resignation.He gave me some words of advice & gave me his 'blessings'.

At one hand im looking forward to my new workplace but on the other hand im not too sure if i can be as 'playful' as before.The line that i'll be in will be much hated by some out there but due to my special likings on numbers & investigative matters i decided to give it a shot.

I will be left with less than a month to clear my work so that whoever who take over my place will get to start on a clean slate.

Definitely i will miss my colleagues, frenz & my work.

I dunch noe how to put my gratitute & heartfelt thanks to those who have helped to build my career in AVA.

And specially to my frrenz out there...i shall miss u peeps.

Please wish me luck pple.

Its time to move on

Receiving a call at 9.45pm from *** was no joke! I was apparently excited & loss for words and 'she' called me & told me that negotiations have been made & offer was made to me.
Thou a part of me was filled with excitement, im lying if i said that i wld not miss 'my gank'.

In e meantime....wish me luck. =))

The Past

The Present &....

The Future

Lets await for the good news. =))

What the Eyes couldn't See & the Heart couldn't Feel...

Let the tongues wag, let the rumours spread.I care less of what others might presume & assume but i care much for what God promises to those who react wisely & patiently when put under excrutiating circumstances & obstacles.

I know my actions could have hurt someone, in one way or another, but the ordeal was set unintentionally coz much pain was felt before.Im always being sumoene who warrior frenship/relationship over everything but over times i realised its not even worth the try.

Some may have realised a change in me.
Only my dear ones would understand me.
Those who understand would be closer to me.(thks)
Those who chose not to understand , i respect ur decisions.

Please dun use your eyes to judge me.Let your hearts feel me instead.

And please, dun ever try to gain symphaty frm me coz urs truly will be able to differentiate between genuine & fake gems.

And please, please, please dun let me hate u further.

The Sick Bay

These days, i tend to be a bit inactive due to my fever (which comes to visit me every nite) and my cough which worsened when im in air conditioned places.I wnet to the doc twice but still things have not improved.Im not even a bit frustrated that im put thru this 'test' but its unbearable to leave my students with their exam preparations.But what to do rite?I do hope the MCs that doc given me will somehow put me to some rest & i do hope i will sleep well tonite.
Btw, tml, me & e Volunteer gank will be attending a talk + hands on to some mobility aids used my the oldies.I hope to bring home some knowldege on e maintenance + use of such gadgets in case someone dear to me need to use them.
Actually, something is bothering me these days & i do hope that i will be able to shed some light to this matter soon.

I can Hear u...

ok, ok, its been a while since i've last blogged.Missshh me? hee hee
I dunch noe why these days i've problem sleeping at nite.Maybe im staring too hard & too long at the pc in office.hmmpphh.Work has reduced since then and im trying to take this time to clear any unfinished business.ehh..why am i talking abt work here??!!

Back to the title of my post..

Last Sat, I had to bring myself to Geylang..just bcoz my Mom needed to het a pair of pants.After much hesitation, i dragged myself there!But my trip was worth it lah, I managed to get myself some clothes.I think i've bought them on impulse.But nvm lah, whats done cannot be undone.Back to e Geylang story, i then went for some ear candling to remove 'toxic waste' in my ears.Shiokkk i tell u.I dozed off even in that 10minutes procedure.Well, since its onli for 10 bucks, why not give it a try rite?

Wanna know more abt this ear candling...can pm me okie?

My family & I went jb just now.Hey!! Lucky thing the jam was not soo bad.Finally i've sent my cloth for tailoring.RM70 for 2 blouses.This is the first time i've decided to custom made my blouse.Futhermore the owner was very sweet&frenly.And what matter most was, she got 2 adorable kids.Dun believe me.Take a look at one of them

i kept on kissing him until he cldn't breathe.hee hee.

dats my weekend..and 5 more mins will be Monday.

Hope me & frenz will have a good day tomorrow.

By the way, i shall upload some pixs of masquerade chicks soon...