FriDay Lunch

My FriDay Lunch

Dunch feel like having a balanced meal just now.Grabbed some goreng pisangs & honeydew milk.

My tired face

My a bit messy cuby hole

not too sure y she was excited after drinking dat rhino-water

kena drugged

twins happily eating their carrot cake

Coming around

Jijah is BacK?

Salam alaik
Hi
Hello
Its been a while since I last blogged.Misshh me?
Actually, i've just recovered from my sickness.Supposed to be enjoying the short holly-day dat we had yesterday but since i was feeling sooo sick, the whole family ended up staying @ home.Immediately after performing my Subuh prayers, i kept throwing up & felt very-very cold though my temperature hits 39 degrees.My appetite just go bonkers.I'm so weak.

However, i'm feeling better today. I actually dragged myself to work coz I'll be helping out with the Wits rehearsal this afternoon.Just want to ensure everything is ok.

The 2 most important pple in my life are also down with fever.
Kursiah-pls take care dear.Just keep ur eyeballs intact.=) I want u to be up & kicking on that special day.

Nunu was vandalised last Sat.Is there anyway i can install a webcam in my car? Seems like my multi-storey carpark is not safe anymore.

Lost my ring & watch.Me being careless or was hypnotised? Still pondering.

For those who have heard the announcement-thks for ur well wishes.*grin*

Liana - am happy for the bits of story we shared.Follow ur heart & u'll find ur true love.

Diana - berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul. Dengan usia yg meningkat diharapkan juga kesihatanmu terpelihara.Talk it out if u feel nervous.It'll help.

Marina - pls take care dear.

Salamat- if she's the one-GO GO GO!!

Baby Nora - hey, its good to be in touch! bila nora junior nak pops out?

PM - our silence is golden huh?

till then...to everyone, pls take care ok!

When you are sleepy...

When the sleepy bug hits you...

Sumi terkilan nak jadi Ms Superman

For a start,lets munch some biscuits

Self-made coffee

A thermos of coffee-to keep us awake!!

Quiz Time (Just for Fun)

Lets get quizzy

You Are Snow White!

Pure and trusting. You are a gentle soul who can get along with just about anyone. Everyone you meet instantly falls in love with you. How can they resist? You have a pure, lovable nature that's irresistable. Just don't trust everyone who comes across your path.

Snow White eh? eehhh..just not me..hee hee...

Which Disney Princess Are You?

Mix-Mix

Mix--Mix

Dunch feel like werking today.Not bcoz it is raining but kept thinking of my Dad who will be doing his medical check-up @ the Polyclinic.I'm reserving my leaves for him in any case he needs to go for multiple laser surgeries.I'm just soo so worried.May the strength be wif me.Suddenly i felt so upset & frustrated.At anytime now i can breakdown, tsk tsk.Ntahlah, these days i very sentimental & emotional.Stop being pessimistic will ya Jijah?Well, at times to cover for my distraught acts i wld either call my bestfren, go to the loo or just walk around(aimlessly) the office to say 'hi' to my frenz.
In the midst of feeling down, i crave for...funny funny food at funny funny hour.Since Monday i've been craving for Nasi ambeng.Mana ada nasi ambeng kat daerah Tg Pagar?And by the time i reached home, dah malam..and which place can i head to for Nasi ambeng?Ishh, kalah ibu mengandung.Kursiah, i noe u r trying ur very best to attend to my cravings, forgive me yah.In case u forgot, if ever i crave for foods again (when i'm pregnant of courselah!) i'll look for Dear first then u ok?Standby jelah u...Ok, ok, before u pple out there draw any conclusions on my unwanted & unplanned cravings, i'm not pregnant eh.Aiikk, nikah pon belum.=)

Had a good time yesterday nite.Had a good dinner wif Dear, Ibu, my parentz & sis.The dinner was totally unplanned.I was oredi planning to go to the library after werk when Dear asked me & family out for dinner,konon nak cari nasi ambeng.Then when i called him back to give my reply, he told me Ibu will tag along.My mom dah gabra & get all excited.Guess she has to mellow down in front of Ibu.For me, neutral lah since i've been all along talking to Ibu.Oklah, sekali sekala nak date kenalah ajak parents.hmmpphh...Then we headed to Tg Pagar railway to have a good sumptous dinner.Oh yeah, while the pple have the delight to enjoy the World Cup, my group were in our own world, eating.ahakz.

see, see..when i start blabbering i'll forget abt my sadness.People always commented that i looked calm & composed but who jolly well knew the thots & worriness that are tsunaming in me?For me, at times even when i have problems, i'll just let them boil inside me.Dah kasi mendidih, mengeledak baru gua kasi keluar..heh2.Thks to my loved ones who have been rendering support & most of all-LOVE especially when I'm down.I'm begining to see who my real friends are..really..i can see oredi.Some pple wld just stay away from you when u r not ur usual self but it does make a difference if u cld just lend me ur shoulder even if you can't offer the best advise.I need a fren who can be wif me when i'm hitting the downhill.Of courselah, u can't let others to be affected wif ur personal problemz but..hmmpphh..ntahlah, i'm just sooo confused.But i'm just lucky to have a bestfren like Kursiah.Ok,ok, i noe i've mentioned her names a zillion times in my blog, who cares.At least she deserves to hold that 'bestfren' title.By the way, i do believe that best of frenz won't exist overnite.If u want to noe if that someone is ur bestfren u wld have to do a lot of things together-eat, cry, laugh, sleep on one bed, travel etc.And most impt of all, doesn't mean u spend a lot of time together, he/she is ur bestfren, rite?Its the thot that counts, really.Quality over quantity.Aikk, how come i'm talking abt bestfren?Coz jah tak paham why some pple can attain the bestfren title senang2 je.Harlooww, pls don't demote the standardlah.

InsyaAllah, i'll be meeting my bestfren later.yippeee...miss u dear.
ok, need to continue werking...daaa

All in one DaY!

All in One DaY

Me & wif Vera (guess the baby Vera is admiring me..hee hee)

advertising a hp?

me wif Sumi-Manis?

Me again??!

Kursiah, dis is the gerl who always molest our monkey!!

Another proof

Bukan setakat molest, dia abuse lagi hor!

Short Tag

A Simple Tag

What was the 1st thing you do when you woke up in the morning? Grab my alarm clock to see if i'm late for work!

What was the last thing you do before you go to sleep? Angan2

Who do you wish to meet right now? My best friend,Kursiah Osman

What do you need to do right now? To keep myself awake

3 people you miss most of the time? My Dad, bestfriend & Dear

3 people you will hate till your last breath: Nazirah..Nazirah..Nazirah (I'll never ever forgive you)

When was the first time you kissed a person of the opposite sex? =D

When was the last time you've been kissed by the opposite sex? Just this morning..by my Dad of course

Have you ever dumped anyone? Yes

Have you been dumped by anyone? Yes

3 of your best characters: Cheerful, kind & gila2

3 wishes you hope will come true: To have a loving husband & MIL,wealthier & slimmer

3 persons you wish to tag?: PuTeRy,ParaN & NasNur

SeroJa From CT & MAWI

SeRoJa~ CT & MAWI

A quick one

A quick one

I'll be on a short hiatus.I apologised to those who i've been harsh to & giving dat cold treatment.I dun meant it.If u r my frenz, u'll understand it..sooner or later.

A big THANK YOU to my bestfren for being here & there wif me..all the times.Its ur b'day today yet i seem to upset u. Loking forward to meeting u later..

Hope the storm will go away soon..please, please...

U've made my DAY!

Thanks Dear!!

Cute kan???

Close to 12noon, i received a phonecall from my receptionist telling me to collect a parcel.I was wondering, wondering what i was expecting since my colleagues never left me any errands to do.Well, to my upmost surprise, a cute lil golden monkey was quietly hidden in dat parcel.Thanks Kursiah...thks sooo much.U really knew how to make my day.Harlooww, its ur bday which is nearing sooon...but how come i'm given a surprise??sungguh tak adil!

Neway, if i missed u, of course i'll hug dat lil monkey of urs..hmmphh, what should i name him?eh, apasal plak 'him' eh? I nak 'her' plak?! ahakz..why not we name it KUJAH? (a combi of Kursiah & Jijah) Cool eh? oklah....i'm gonna perform my Zuhur prayer...

adios

When??

==When will my TURN be?==

Cute eyy? I was oggling,staring..(so chi-ko-pek of me) at NaBiL (my bezfren's nephew).Isn't he a darling?I onli managed to carry him when he's onli a few weeks old & see how fast & big he has grown to.hee hee.No wonder my bf neglect me..no wonder.

Well, i've desperately wanted a niece or nephew too..tapi blum rezki my sister..ape bole buat.Nak buat anak sendiri belum legal..hee hee..

Ohh..in any case u are wondering why the lack of updates..well..errr..i'm juz plain lazy.Of course i've sumeting to blog but again, i'm just plain lazy.Actually, i was just wondering why do pple blog when they got nothing to blog?These pple will scrutinised on teeny weeny details which proved to be unnecessary. Really, reading blogs like these can be quite irritating.ehh, if irritated shouldn't i just leave e blog.?Why bother to read then rite?And sumetimes u noe that if that sumeone is blogging cum bragging cum exaggerating cum....harloww..really, if u got nothing better to do can u just please go to sleep?Ok, now it seems i've sidetrack a bit..sorry guys, me just ranting out my frustration.Feel the pinch?Please leave immediately.=)

I'm skipping my lunch again..coz i'm too full & filled up wif water.Futhermore, later, i'll be having my rehearsal for tml's event & so I will see what other last minute administrative werk that i need to finish off.Talking abt werk, i'm pissed off wif sume of the pple.Really. If u r appointed to be the Floor Manager, can u pls werk to that title?Even if dat post is new to u, can't u just ask me what u need to do?U call urself a Senior officer but u lack of all the qualities.Well, i shldn't just accuse pple lyke dat..but again..i can't werk wif such pple.And when u are given tasks to do & if u have been doing it say..3 times, wouldn't u be quite a pro in it?Gosh, i'm always attacked by 2 extremists-> the really-act-blur & really blur-but heckcare.

I can't wait for 3rd jun.jeng, jeng,jeng.....sorrylah Kursiah...i noe u won't be angry at me, kan, kan,kan??Love u dear!

Yesterday, sumeone tried his very best to make up for me.hmmpph...awak ingat saya boleh terpedaya ke?hee hee...love u 2 dear!

ok..gotta go...

to Ain,thks for the food..oppss salah..thks to ur dear MOM..

*vanish*

HoLiday agaiN?

HoLidaY mOOd

What can i say? Tml is friday & its a holiday! While some are looking forward to the short break, the opposite goes for me? Why? Coz i still need to do lots & lots of reading for my exams!*frowning*

Ooohh..before i forget, i had loads & loads of fun yesterday coz i got to meet my bestfren.Jumpa boyfren tak feeling cam gini.hee hee.Kursiah-u noe what made u special? Coz i can be myself (read: crazy) when i'm wif u!!Tapi kan..si cik adik sorang ni ada pemalu sikit.Take one pose makan beberapa shots.U guyz dun believe me? Wait till i upload the fotos that we've taken! Sorry Kursiah, i had to upload our fotos here, no pun intended.Click here

for more of our gila-gila fotos

hee hee..

To Gusti Adipati: hmmpphh..gimme some updates will ya? hee hee

My mom kept calling from just now...nak ajak makan luar mlm nanti.Aiyoyo..when can i go 4 a diet?Whennnn????My cheeks are really really growing..i looked chubbier...ehh, tapi cute kan?

ok, gotta go..nak kena solve my statistic problemz...

In my Mind

Rush..Rush

I'm skipping lunch again..
I hate it when i got to chase my dear Reps for inputs.If they've crossed the deadline by 2 or 3 days i can just ring-ring them to gently remind them for the inputs.But what if they themselves gave a deadline which is 2-3 weeks away?*crossed*

And i just slammed down the phone on someone coz she's just so rude (as usual).I called her to confirm her attendance for tomorrow's meeting and her answer? "Ohh, i dunno, i dunno..i busy!" Isn't she a mangkuk?U called urself a veteran staff? Simple basic courtesy of the human being pon tak boleh ikot?!

I will be busy for the next 2 weeks since i'll be having my exam then.*shook my head in dismay* I hope i can make it this time round.Too much to absorb but little time given.

What did i do last weekend? Besides spending quality time wif my dear family, yeap, i attended my colleague's wedding @ Grand Hyatt yesterday. Cool! Its been quite sometimes since i've last attended one (abt 5 yrs back).I got to sit wif the fun-fun people. Most were my colleagues who have left AVA.Though the Muslim guests were only 4 of us i did enjoyed myself.I think i was not in a mood to take pics, however i'll see what i can upload later yah?

I was actually looking forward to the Mothers' Day dinner @ Furama Hotel this Friday when...*sigh* I really hope adults will behave like adults.Dats all i cam say rite now.I hope i won't force myself to enjoy myself.

Till then...
take care...
and some pics to end it off. *smile*

Me wif my 2 lovely sisters @ Golden Landmark last Saturday.Who's the fairest of all?hee hee...

Wif adik (pic taken from my not-so-good hp)

GeT LOST

GeT LOST!!

Seldom would i post nasty comments in my blog coz i dun wanna offend people. I hate to do it.
Hey Mr Desparado!!..pls behave legally will you. Dun make crude jokes coz i dun feel the slightest humour at all & i do hate ur body language coz it just made wanna puke.If you think i'm stupid..i guess you are singing a better tune than me.Dun just stay anonymous will u?Another stunt from you will seriously land u in big trouble.Dun try me will ya?

And to another bz-body out there, i'm not werking 4 u so why the hell would u care if i'm reading blogs or doing my werk?Excuse me, i dun need ur permission to surf the net.All i noe, i finish my werk on time & to de-stress myself i'll surf the net.U too, dun just stay underneath the blanket will ya?Come out & confront me.

period

JusT 4 FUN

JusT 4 FUN

For viewing pleasure...

some of my recently-taken fotos (courtesy from my sis's hplah!)

Rain, rain..go away..

=Rainy Day's entry=

My CD division closed shop today.
Director-still on MC
Lady Boss 1-on course
Lady Boss 2-on urgent leave
CDD Angel 1-on MC
What's left- 2 CDD angels.Oredi planning to play hide & seek wif my other half.

thot i would let my bloggie collect some dusts before i would do any update but hmmpphh..my not-so-frequent update is due to my sekejap-ada-sekejap-takde feverlah.Really! But alhamdulillah, after the vacci last Tues, i felt much much better.By the way, the jab was supposed to be part of my vacci before we can actually go for our bird culling exercise.Ok, enuff of my sickness...should we shift our attention to the election that we'll gonna have soon?Chet! I thought i can have the chance to vote but heard mine is going to be a walkover.Alah, tak shiok ah! Neway, i'm not into all these political stufflah..sensitive u!

I'm supposed to upload Marina's wedding pic but i've trouble uploading the foto here..isshh..gerammmnye!!

To Kursiah..jahat eh...suruh org cabut je! ok, ok, i see what can be done ok?*thinking hard* I love u my fren...more than anything.Thou we'll be far apart soon (bingit seh!), nothing can break off this frenship that we've had ok.We've grown up together rite?How about sitting on the wedding dais together?Me & Dear while u &....kwang kwang kwang.I'm a girl full of determination..u shld noe that by now so...i'll make sure something good pops up real soon..maybe before ur upcoming birthday?Hee hee..padan muka..dah panic kan?

Ohh...did i forget to my continue my story which I've promised earlier?Abt Dear proposing to me? Bole tahan kpo kawan2 aku ni! Actually the pic that u guyz seen earlier was a gold locket which my Dear has bought from Mecca.The gold locket which embedded the Kaabah marked the beginning of everything.I remembered, just after 2 days he came back from Mecca, he came & fetched me from school.While he was driving, he suddenly stopped at one of the petrol kiosk,quickly took out a box from his backpack and gave it to me.Hmmpphh, suspense jap.While i'm curious to know whats inside the box, i heard him saying,'If u accept it u have to accept me.." Oohh..ni dah kira blackmail tau.But at that very moment i knew, he was the man that i wanted to be with all my life, insyaAllah.I just hope that i won't have to change my mind..hee hee.Haiii..sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit inikan pula si Chip & Dale duaorg ni.But after each day we realised we have to learn to compromise & trust.Its not easy tau.But like i said, i'm trying.Thanks to my bf, Kursiah,who never failed to make me look at the brighter side of my relationship with Dear.
Daahh..sudaahh...what are you pple thinking of? Me getting married soon?hmmmpphhh...*rolling my eyes*

Noorain oh Noorain....u r a brave gerl!! I aspire to be a brave gerl like u.*wink wink*

Coming up soon..
Attending my CDD Angel's wedding dinner on 7th May @ Grand Hyatt..
Organising a Mothers' Day dinner to be held on 12 May @ Furama Hotel..

ok ok....eehh...y r u still reading my blog! Go & do ur werklah!!

Salam alaik..

2nd thot

Be a teacher?

Click on them to enlarge...

I had a good laugh!!

a quick one

=A quick one!=

Seems quite sometimes since i've done my last update.Loads of things to update but i'm just plain lazy to type.Is there any way i can update using my mind onli?sumeting like telephathylah. i wld just need to do some thinking & words would appear across the screen.Kan, kan, kan..jah dah merepek lagik.For the sake of some pple who have came up to me & asked me to update, i will just update lor.I will keep to 5 mins thou.hee hee

My Gooody Friday was spent in JB.Actually we intend to go Malacca, howeve since my Dad cld not get his leave on Sat all plans changed.We set off @ 0830 & reached Kotaraya onli @ 1130.Yeah, u guessed correctly. We were stuck in a traffic jam! While waiting for my Dad & bro in law performed their FRiday prayers, my Mom, sisters & tawaf the whole Kotaraya.To be frank-i couldn't actually recall how many rounds we made.Think i made some frenz along the way ah; wif the salesgerls.Kena plak ngan my Mom yg over peramah, dgn semua org yg dia strike conversation.Then we headed off to Giant @ Pelentong for a shopping spree..eh, correction, to do our grocery shoppinglah.Yg ni mmg my Mom punye fave! Finally we zoomed to X-tra supermarket to perform our Maghrib & complete off the tour of the day.Again we were stuck in a traffic jam for abt 2hrs plus. I slept & woke up & slept again..& we reached home ard 2330hrs.Cool eh?

Saturday was supposed to be another family day minus my Dad but at the last min, a lot of changes were made! My Mom ended up kai-kai alone, my 2 sisters & bro in law went to National Library (step Bookworms!) while me & Dear went scouting for my Bag.Since my Bro in law used the car that day, me & Dear ended up taking the crazy train & cab.Again we changed our plans along the way.We ended up @ Geylang instead of Beach Rd.Dear bought 3 baju kurungs for himself.But since i nearly need a bag badly & he wanted to eat @ Beach Rd equally badly, we headed to Beach Rd.I came across a Kappa leather bag & my heart & soul quickly set on it but to my dismay when i wanted the salesman to bring down the bag ,since its hung a bit too high up, he told me "U want to buy or not? Otherwise i cannot take it down!" Siao! Dear quickly grabbed my arm & pulled me away.Of course iif he hadn't pulled me away i wld have argued wif the man.You think i'm hard up for your stuff eh? However, my anger jap je.I was then greeted by this middle-aged man, thou he looked quite uneducated, he treated us like his customers. That shld be the way. Thou i dun really aim for that bag, Dear finally bought it for me coz we found the salesman really nice & above all, very friendly.Steadylah uncle!!
After we had our dinner, as we were hurrying off, we saw NUNU & we saw my 2 sisters & bro in law.We waited till they finished their meals & we went to Boat Quay to do enjoy the cool breeze there....I'll try to upload the pics we've taken, if i can get them out from my sis's hp.

This teeny weeny portion is for Dear.Thou i didn't get to spent much time wif u, u'll make sure i feel guilty of it by giving me surprises.At times u wld just popped up during my lunchtime just to make sure i have my lunch, be at my void deck just pass me chewing gums etc etc.And you have the habit to 'misplace' my shoes nicely everytime we perform our prayers together at a mosque.(i have the habit to shove my shoes to one side & the minute i'm gone u wld pick them up & put them nicely on the rack)Naik manja & mengada2lah say!.Above all i thank u for being such a caring person.Thou u never present me wif flowers or ever proposed me on your bended knee(s) i still think u r romantique in one way or another.Y am i being soo mushy-mushy?Its just so not like me!Oh, by the way,how did he proposed me eh?hee hee...i think i'll just tell ya all in my next entrylah k..For a hint, see the pic below...

To moi dear Boss, hmmpphh, thks for the lunch treat @ Warung Lele yesterday k.And nice hp u got there!

I do hope i can finish my hwk on time.I spent 2hrs @ the Library & i couldn't find much reference to complete my hwk.Stress jap..

okie..to all, have a lovely Tuesday!

Let the Secrets Remain...

Siti Nurhaliza - Biarlah Rahsia
Lagu: Melly Goeslow
Lirik: Siti Nurhaliza

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis
berlaku tiada siapa yang tahu

mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan ku
tiada pertimbangan

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiada ku menjauhi

***dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
oooooo
***dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

TGIF

TGIF

Yeshhh!!!! I'm left all to myself in ofis.My 4 CDD angels are @ IPAM to attend the 1st half of the staff conference.I opted to go the 2nd half since there's nobody to man e CDD fort.But i'm not going to enjoy myself since i've loads & loads of werk to complete.But how??i dunno where & what to start. Neway, i'm really really glad dat dis staff conference thingy has finally happened & dat wld literally meant I've stepped down from my title- as a post production crew. It had not been easy.Me & e rest werked like crazy u noe! Thk goodness i've great pple to werk wif esp my Rosy Boss & my all time fave neighbour-Melvin.:O

I also need to make some apologies here. Thruout my busy schedule i tend to 'ignore' my loved ones..my best fren & Dear. Guys-i'll still be busy tau..but i'll make it up to both of u.hee hee.

To Dear-masih merajuk ngan saya ye? *wink wink*

oklah...there's a little surprise awaiting u pple-who have been religiously reading my blog.eemm..see if i'm in a good mood..i'll pen them down here..otherwise...

pfftt....vanisshh!

charity

All in the name of Charity

AVA's Charity Bazaar

29 Mar 2006

Me & colleagues manning one of the stall



Yours truly & Sumi





Me wif the all-time lovely Miss Norain

Ain & Mark showing off their pet croco

Kamasutra :O

The 3 of us spurned with sarees...

Liana..takde otah2...tangan jah pun jadilah?!!

Us-wif our tired faces!

dozing off

DoZing off?

Its just 8am & i'm feeling super duper sleepy.I think i need some caffeine rite now.
I had wanted to blog over the weekend but i ended up very busy dat i've to forgo the idea.
On Saturday morning i went to RP for my sis's matriculation & the later part of the day was spent @ my aunt's place to attend kenduri arwah of my late grandad.
Sunday morning was spent @ Pergas and again, from afternoon till nite we were abroad.Alah, tak jauh, kat JB je.
Thot of taking either morning or afternoon off but i guess this filming thingy has not completed & i dun wanna feel guilty leaving werk halfway done/undone.Last FRiday i did not give any tuition coz i left office ard 7pm.ParaN, thks for ur advice eh.erhemm.Hope things get done soon. I'm just too tired to wif all these preparations for the Staff seminar.Exhausted.
ok, gotta start werk aldy.
Salam!

What time is it?

What time is it?

Oh no..i think i can't keep up wif the time now.I stayed in ofis till 8:30pm ysterday & i'm back here, in ofis at 7:30am.Cool huh?I was actually mentally prepared for it since i can't stay back today.Nope, not bcoz i wanted to watch APM but i have my tuition today.
Lemme think..what time did i sleep last nite?2am..3am?Been catching onli a few hrs sleep these days.Not good for my health..*sigh* These video editing thingy is really driving me insane & killing me softly.Looking at the brighter side of thing-it took my mind away from sumeting.hee hee...Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...Hopefully, i will get over these things soon.Dun expect me to complain abt my werk too much.I'm paid to werk rite?Like my boss always said-"dun u waste the taxpayers' money" .Tough werking as civil servants eh?
Sweety dear fetched me yesterday.Hilang penat jap.hee hee.Yeah, we took the crazy train together, right dear?sori eh, i was quite switched off yesterday so i was not prepared to talk abt serius things.keep them for err...tomorrow maybe?

Kursiah!!!!!When can we meet again???

Idah aka Cikgu,if ur reading dis..thks for ur well wish eh?Wah, u managed to stumble upon my nonsensical bloggie?Dah lama kita tak meet up..ring me up if u think we shld meet up k?

oppsie..Rosy bos dah dtg!!She looks pretty exhausted too...hmmppphh...
i'm off to werk..bye bye...

Period

Annoyance & ExHaustioN

Due to unforseen circumstances, the 'Fated or simply Coincidence?' will be discontinue.

Dun ask me why but i just feel....

Lillahi taala, i nvr ever intend to brag abt my relationship but i just want u pple to realize that there are beautiful pple out there & sometimes it takes some time for us to realise dat. Dat was what happened to me..to my lovelife.I was always there to thrash men and in the end i ended up loving sumeone whom i nvr bother to 'see'.

Hee hee..maybe i'm too sensitive,i dunch noe.I was too bz wif werk these days-doing my filming, video editing,my slightly overdue administrative paperwerk, i just cldn't think well.

Alhamdulillah, i told myself i won't get pulled down by all these temporary setbacks.Life is always briddled wif problemz huh?

Last nite i managed to get a decent sleep only @ 3am.I forced myself to sleep but i just couldn't do it.Btwl, i am finally satisfied dat i managed to get 2 handphones for my Mom & sis.Its for their advanced b'day prezzies. Earlier on Dear had given me the $65 voucher off on any purchase of a handset.The best thing-the voucher is valid till dis Friday.Since i'll be on a tight schedule for the next few days, i scurried off wif Dear to get the phone @ Clementi. However we can only redeem the voucher @ an M1 shop not its distributor so we ended up buying nothing.When I reached home, to my surprise, my Mom also received the voucher so we set on Plan B, to go to West Mall to get 3 phones (for my parents & lil sis).We waited for 3hrs & we finally walked out of the shop ard 11:15pm.Gosh! I was really exhausted! I din managed to get the phone for my Dad as I've up till dis Aug to qualify for another upgrade.I'm green wif jealousy to see my Mom & sis wif their new phones. Mine was not dat stylo milo.Dear was aldy thinking of giving me his hp.Thks so much but i'm not into hp anymore.=) I got myself an earpiece too,Terima Kasih Cik abg oiii!! well..actually i'm used to steering wif my right hand & holding my hp on the other ..okay, okay,i noe its illegal.I won't do it again.

I'm feeling much better now still...i'm upset. Howver i dun need pple to console me.

Dear, if u r reading dis, thks yah for everything.Jahat awak eh.U nearly made me cry wif ur werds.(touching sgt)

Kursiah, i'm terribly sorry for yesterday.Tak sengajalah. I knew i shld have kept my promise; to met u earlier but bcoz of the hp thingy ..tros tak jadi.I'll be waiting for u ok..

*pause*

Yippee..Diana naik bawak makanan...confirm leftover from the talk tau ni...Thks Kak Di!

*vanish*

Fated or simply Coincidence?(Part 2)

Fated or simply Coincidence?(Part 2)

Dear,mlm ni jgn lupa datang rumah ye?
Dear,can come over to my place tonite?

heh heh, i always made it a point for my bf to come over on a Friday, hoping that chemistry might sparked between Mr Bluey & my bf.

There was one late nite when i had discreetly asked my Dad to kena kan si Mr Bluey ni. Yeah, i asked him to send my bf home.Lucky him, he was driving dat nite.Kalau naik motor confirm tak dapat hantar anak makcik.heh heh. Back to the story pls.My bf was sent home, wif her on the back seat, windows rolled down & the music blasted thruout the whole journey.He made sure my bf reached her block safely but still they did not talked much.He merely was too shy @ dat time.On the other end, i was hoping & feeling excited abt the whole thing.When my bf reached home, i quickly called her "amacam, jadi??Ok tak??" eheh, my bf was too shy to say anything.Dun give up Jah! i kept telling myself. There must be a way! I tried to squeeze my brain glands, at the same time coming out wif crazy solutions. How to make them date the 2nd time eh?Jahat Jijah! dat was what my bf always say abt me.
I smsed my adik angkat who studied in the same cohort wif Salamat.Dats the onli way for me to get hold of Mr Bluey.I haven't got the chance to thank him for sending my bf home.I remembered Salamat too was excited abt the whole thing...
I was trembling when i messaged Mr Bluey.I kept drafting & editing the sms.I merely thanked him for sending my bf home & told him if by any chances he's interested wif my bf, i can arranged for some follow ups lah.His reply' 'Terima Kasih'. aiyooohh..this guy was driving me nuts! I then made my final effort to ask my Dad to interrogate him on his reasons of not being interested wif my bf.At the same time I wanted to confirm rumours saying dat he never ever had a gerlfren & his shyness to talk to gerls.Iye ke?hee hee.Further to the interrogation proved that the rumours were 80% accurate.The latter made up the 80%lah. Futhermore he told my Dad he has his Mom to look after & its hard to find a woman who can accept him & his Mom.Then i began to see the whole picture. My bf has her Dad to look after while he has his Mom to take care of.*scratching my head*. I finally realised i can't forced things to happen.Alritey, i told myself to back off & just let nature takes it course.

I remembered he was going back to Melaka & me feeling tak-betul' dat nite smsed him "Awak,mak saya nak gula melaka 10." It was meant to be a joke.The next day he came over & passed to my Dad 10 pieces of gula Melaka & some baulu.Gosh! Couldn't he take jokes?My nenek was like staring at him...and exclaimed.....

...to be continued

Fated or simply Coincidence? (part 1)

Fated or simply Coincidence?

**blowing off the dust on my webbie**

2004
It was a Friday & as usual my Dad's students start to come in only after 8pm.I was at the kitchen, manning the chores when i heard a soft salam.Suara mcm semut, i was complaining to myself & i went outside to unlatch the keylock.A group of 4 new students came & i came to realise i onli knew one of them (Abg Rizal) as he was my Dad's fren's son.The other 3-din noe their names, din noe their faces thou they came every Friday.But 1 thing i noticed, there was this guy who always put on his blue shirt, dark blue pants, knitted blue songkok haji & always placed his bag on his lap.Dats all. Really.I was super anti-lelaki @ that time.Oppss, jgn marah.
I remembered it was Saturday noon, rite before my sister's solemnisation, again i saw these 4 guyz @ my home, at the same trying to recall their faces.The same bluey man gave me a quick glance, smiled & before i can smile back,whoosshh, he was downstairs.The best thing, he was washing the dishes all day long from noon till nite.Rajin benar budak ni.I was approaching him wif a dirty cloth on my hand when i heard sumeone called me from behind.

Him: Kenal tak?
Me: err, sape eh..eh, eh (thinking hard)...kenal, kenal...from JI kan? (he was 1yr my junior & was in JI for 3-mths course)
Him: Iye..Salamat lah..
Me: Oh, Salamat..eh, how come you are here? (stupid question! He was actually one of the 4 guyz whom i saw earlier)
Him: Saya kan selalu dtg belajar...& saya noticed awak..
Me: Really, alamak, kenapa tak tegur?Isshh...what a small world.oklah, pegi continue rewang.*chuckle chuckle*

Then I passed the dirty cloth to this i-do-not-know-ur-name guy and "tolong bilaskan eh?" he somehow took the cloth without looking up & all i knew the cloth was rinsed & passed back to me."Thank you". He nodded.Somehow or rather, his calmed & composed face drew me to wanting to noe him better....

2005
This i-do-not-know-ur-name guy became more & more mysterious.I seldom hear him talked.And his singlehood was always teased by the rest of my dad's students.My brain started werking.Ni kalau aku rekomen to my gerlfren pun molek jugak..Yeap, i was thinking to matchmake him wif my bf.A nice guy to shld go wif a nice gerl....tap camne eh???

((to be continued...))

Its Coming & I wanna keep it Going...

Its Coming & I wanna keep it Going...

Harlowww everyone!

Goody morning.

Have been MIA but not too long coz i knew some of u are waiting anxiously for me to post sumething in here.hee hee...perasaan aje si Jijah ni.Neverthelessly, i lurve to keep the anticipation on..

Alhamdulillah, things around me are pretty much in order.I've been spending much time wif my parents & myself these days.I just do hope my Dad's health will get better each day. Thanks to dear who tend to calm me down these days..& thks for asking neway.Huh, now u noe how i can be very secretive @ times but if you keep probing me, for sure i'm gonna tell ya.Just gimme some time yah.

I'm missing my bestfren oredi.I guess i'm not in ur top list now.Kiss Nabil for me will ya?

After the 1st cut of 'meet-the-parents' session that happened between Dear & my MOM last Saturday, heh2, i guess all secrets were out.Once my MOM start talking, she won't stopped, i warned u.At least she saved me the trouble having to tell Dear abt my strengths & weaknesses, likes & dislikes..etc.Thks MOM.

Finally, gearing up his courage, he told my MOM dat he very much wanted to propose her daughter...just waiting for my green light.Hmmphh, very farnie hor.I'll just keep the light at amber then..biar awak tunggu selama2nya.Oppsie, i'm not so cruel lah.Remember, u've to go thru KING first before we can decide on anything.Good luck for the 2nd cut of 'meet the parents' session that will happen this Sunday.Err..pls dun 4get to put on ur best Hang Tuah baju kurung plus tanjak plus keris...

my Boss got stuck in a traffic jam @ Pickering street.Its nearly 8 yet the office is still very quiet.

ok. gotta go..hey, hey...my bf messaged.She wanna meet me!!! Yeh!!!Can't wait to c her, to scold her, to pinch her..to laugh wif her..=)

*vanish*

al-fatehah

AL-FateHah

Hari ni genaplah setahun Allayarham Hj Hussin Bin Hj Ismail meninggalkan kita.Moga-moga rohnya dicucuri rahmatnya & semoga dia ditempatkan bersama kekasih-kekasih Allah, insyaAllah, ameen...

Dear, I noe its hard for you to lose 2 brothers at a very short time, but let us put it this way..Allah swt lebih menyayangi mereka berdua so kita wajib redha dgn pemergian mereka....

i noe what u did last weekend

I know What u Did last Weekend!

I did not rest well over the wkend.=)
On Sat, after cleaning the house, i went to IMM wif Dear to do some grocery shopping & of course to hangout @ my fave place, Daiso, to scout some cheapo baskets.If you guyz out there are wondering what is this Daiso thingy is all about..well...let me enlighten u with this piece of info: All Daiso products are tagged with price value of $2 only.This shop is must-go for gubahan makers, reaLLy!
When we reached home, i onli managed to rest for 2 hrs and then after Maghrib, me & family (excluding my Dad) headed to Mustaffa Centre to..err...to look for my bro in law's b'day prezzie.My elder sis is very fond of Mustaffa Centre..really..kalau tak control jah rasa hari2 dia ton tempat tu.Its either she loves the sight of the Bangla or she just enjoyed looking at the loads & loads of items there.If you are wondering why on earth i went there despite the fact that i hated that place...the reason, basically, i hate to kecilkan hati org.And the fact that all along i've always tag along with my family for all the family outings made me feel obliged to follow.We reached home ard 2 am..and u can imagine how exhauseted i am, bearing in mind that i'll be attending Pergas in a few hours time.My bro in law try to lure me from not attending class tapi ini jiwa kental tak makan dek hasutanlah.heh heh..
After class, my family fetched me & sis, & we headed to JB to get some medicines & do some shopping.Again, i can say ,I'm not a JB lover but due to the fact that my other family members like going there, i'm obliged to follow.Yipee!! I managed to find the VCD that I've been looking for-Konser Akar M.Nasir part 1.Actually i've been looking for that CD everywhere & finally when i got it i just not only got to listen to his voice but managed to see him 'live'. i'm not an avid lover of M Nasir but in particular i just lurve this particular song ;'Di Jalan sesat'. On a personal note, i think the lyrics were really well written & everytime i read them, i began to feel really really touched.You can refer to my previous entry to see the lyrics.See if they hit you.=)
After some visits made to my doc, i realised that my BP is still high.The simple reason, i'm lacking of exercise & my food intake may not have been healthy all these while.I'm trying my very best to control my diet too.I'm very well known of not taking medicine even when i'm very very sick so when Ummi made for me that 'special juice' & offered me minyak ikan gamat, i nearly fainted. Heh heh, dat bad eh?Thks to dear who tipped his Mom of my high BP who then painstakingly made me that not-so-appetizing juice which to date i've only drank 200ml out of the 1litre she made for me.Belum ape2 dia dah suruh makan ubat..kalau tinggal sebumbung..habislah..jamulah jawabnya.But dun think i'm a fraidy cat eh?I've been consuming Omega 3, jadam...just to get my blood circulate normally inside me. (*scratch scratch* ape selama ini your darah jalan tak betul ke?)
My Director & Malay boss on mc today.I'm left with the rest of the CDD angels to man the CDD fort today...
See the cat below..cute ey? Last Friday, my colleague was about to throw it away, after using them in a recent roadshow, when i saw it & in a flash it was aldy @ my cubicle. Too bad it couldn't stick well @ my workstation so i ended up pasting it on the wall near to me.But its kind of eerie when i'm all alone...i mean..its like someone is staring @ me from a corner. Aiyah Kitty Cat..u r supposed to be my guardian tau bukan nak takot2 kan i!!

oklah..gotta finish preparing my payment today. SayoNara...
Salam alaik..

Ranting..ranting

Passing the time...

Lets see what shld i blog this time..my brain is really not werking, seperti ada kata org tu- 'Otak tak sihat'..=)

Maybe i've been pretty occupied wif werk these past few days...well, its the end of FY2005 soon so bnyk perkara nak dikemaskinikan.

My tuitee was extremely nice yesterday.Besides giving me sweets to chew on while he's doing his hwk, he did not asked me for any VCD.He was even asking me whether he shld do his hwk on a foolscap paper & he even asked me politely if he could use liquid paper on his textbook.I am so flattered that I gave him 15mins of resting..err, i let him play wif my hp.
Me & my colleagues had our WIT lunch at Secret Recipes @ CPF Building just now.I had fish & chip plus a bowl of mushroom soup.As a side order, i chose to have a brownie, however, since my appetite is not so good these days i decided to tapao the cake back to office.Hmmpphh..now my brownie went MIA already...but its ok, i'm really-really full.(i din finished my main course neway!)

I've always had difficulties recognising people's voice over the phone...especially thru my office phone.Yeah, yeah...Paran,i noe u ever kenakan i before.hmmpph..i'll try to be more careful next time.

ok...think before i doze off i better chew some bubble gum.Oppss,not forgetting, Thks to Dear, he made a surprise visit to office just now..just to sent me the bubble gums. Ingatkan nak merajuk tapi tak jadi sebab dia dah sampai kat my werkplace neway.Actually he thot he wanna bought me lunch but too bad he din knew of my WITs lunch juz now so we ended up meeting for 10mins je.Sorrylah dear...kalau nak surprise pun kasi warning hor...=)
oklah...i need to focus myself on werk..

Wondering

wondering..wondering...

If you think you are someone who has hurt me in one way or another..read on..=)

Sometimes i do wonder whether i've ever been a goody & useful person to you...
Sometimes i do wonder if the you are genuinely happy for me...
Sometimes i do wonder if you are accepting me for what i am & not what i have...

A bubbly & cheerful person i may seem but deep down inside me..i'm boiled with lots of twists & turns of the facets of life.Even if i'm faced wif the greatest dilemma,i try to make it a point to keep it to myself. And sometimes even if i tried, i couldn't hold it inside me long enuff coz i'm just an ordinary person who needs to be consoled & listened.

I'm really not sure y i'm writing these but for sure i'm hurt..really hurt.
Call me a sensitive lady..but rest assured those who knew me well enuff, you know who I am...& who i really am.

Knowledge Conference

A ConfeRence 4 ExCELLent SerVice?

My half day was spent attending the AVA annual Knowledge Conference on Service Excellence which was held at the URA Function Hall.
U see, we Singaporeans are really damn lucky coz the Government is always there to come up wif loads & loads of campaigns-to urge us to be courteouslah, to drive the frontline officers to go the extra mile (Go-the-Extra-Mile-for-Service =GEMS..errr..) etc. Do we HUman Beings need to be spoonfeed on the very basic courtesy?
As mentioned in the opening speech which was delivered by our dear QS Manager, Dr Hilda Loh,quote "Some of you might ask, why is there a need to provide good service since we are a statutory board and not a private company? The public service in Singapore plays a key role in the lives of Singaporeans and the quality of service we provide contributes to the competitiveness of our economy. Businesses and the general public are not just comparing our service delivery with what they receive overseas; they also compare the quality of public services they receive with that from the private sector." emm...which leads me to come our wif a formulae: Very Good service = $$. True? Hee..hee...

however, i shld applaud the AVA Quality Service Functional Committee (QSFC) coz they are really making the effort to be in line with the Government GEMS to nurture us (the AVA staff).
ON top of that we had an invited trainer from IBMEC who deserved a special mention coz his talk was really enriching & interesting.Its a break-free from the classic conference talk. His name-Mr Nathan. Well, his name is lengthy enuff so i guess once i found it out i'll keep u guyz informed.

I received several mentions during the conference since i was wearing a bright orange tudung today & i think this captured the trainer's eyes..=)
Apart from all these...me & Liana managed to take a snapshot of ourselves & the trainer...

Keinsafan

Di JaLan SeSat
~M Nasir

Apakah takdir mimpi ini,Mendatang berulang kali,

Berdarah penuh di tangan,Sedang tangan menongkat langit.

Apakah yang kuperjuangkan,Apakah yang dipertahan,

Apakah aku mesti jadi pahlawan….

Oh! Tuhan…..Tidaklah aku layak,Untuk syurgamu……..

Namun aku tak berdaya,Menahan panas nerakamu.

Curiga di mata orang,Bagai mentari rembang,Bagaikan aku berdosa….Pada siapa saja…

Sedang Tuhan… dimana-mana,Melihat semua dosa,

Dalam serata usia,Walau ditelan Segitiga Bermuda,

Selalu ku mengulangi,Dosa yang telah aku buang,

Diikuti kembali “Mengapa begini?”,“Mengapa begini?”

Sedang Tuhan tahu sesiapa,Untuk Neraka untuk Syurga,

Demi pengertian pada hukum alam,

Dan sesungguhnya aku cinta,PadaMu Tuhan….
walaupun sesat jalan.

Valentine 2006

Valentine 2006??

14 Feb 2006 marked the birthdays of 2 lovely people:
My good fren, Hasmiza & my sister, Syuhadah, who turn 28 & 24 respectively.
Hey, they may seem to have aged but let me tell you, they both look like young gerlz. Really.Just take a peepz at the pics below

Hasmiza

SyuhaDah

I don't actually celebrate V-Day, however I appreciate those 'love wishes' from my colleagues & frenz via SMS & emails.Thkz yah.U guyz really make my day.

My dear also gave me a last minute surprise-thou he's werking, he came down all the way from Jurong West to accompany me during my lunchtime.emm..ni kes cabot but since he has finished his werk early..apalagi...=) Sweet eyy.He told me he may not get me flowers & gifts on Valentine day coz he truly believes everyday is a V-day to him.

Panda biscuits-courtesy of my Dear

To all...Happy Valentine cum Friendship Day.

Congrats!

ConGraTs!!!

LoveLy, loveLy..

Cute ey??

This Jack-JacK (still unamed!) is the lil' joyous bundle of Mdm HuzaiMah, my best fren's sis.

ok, i noe my best fren is more excited than me..so..to her...kalau dah timang baby tu try control urself ok!!

fotos

Foto GalleRy


KoTa TinGGi Trip


Marina's 25th B'day

Blogathings

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Kane Kiana

What's your Hawaiian Name?

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 19%

Sure, no job is perfect - but yours is pretty close.
You're resepcted by your co-workers and boss.
Plus, you usually get credit for your succcesses.
Don't quit, unless you know you've got something better lined up.

Should You Quit Your Job?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Kian

Artis : Mawi

Tajuk : Kian


Kian jauhkian hilang
Kasih antara kita
Nampak tenang pada zahirnya..Tapi batin terseksa
Yang terguris tak nampak di mata,Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata..Tahan sebak di dada
Kemanakah nak dibawa..Resah kian melanda
Di manakah hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada
Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh
Apakah yang dikejar dalam hidupmu..Berkali ku kata padamu
Kita singgah di dunia yang sementara
Penuh tipu daya
Yang kekal di sana
Biarlah kita bersama
Usahlah hanyut terus terlena...Kerana dunia
Pada aku masih ada
Kasih belum terhakis
Sebenarnya sudah lama..Ku sungguh berkecil hati