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2010-01-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

Bye2 2009..and Welcome 2010!!

Alhamdulillah, I was alive to enter 2010, with a healthy body and of course a healthy mind. I should say that 2009 was a year full of laughter and tears. What more can I say rite? Neverthelessly..I aim to be a better person to myself and to others. And to all who have been there for me..thks dear for everything...let us welcome this new year with open arms..and hopefully we will brave thru the new frontier with more strength. InsyaAllah

2009-12-29T21:14:00.003+08:00

Very AuntY

As I grow older each day...I realised dat I'm becoming more 'aunty'. And how did I know that?

Well, the fact that I'm now extra careful (read : more choosy!) when it comes to spending my $$ on expensive goods. And my definition of expensive good is that the good can cost less than $10! I would keep on calculating & recalculating and evaluating & re-evaluating.I jumped from one shop to another (just to compare the prices) until I'm fully satisfied. No evaluation from 3rd party is needed! Hmmmmpph.

Not auntie enuff? Please continue to read on..

I dressed like an auntie too. So far nobody ever commentedlah but I'm just dressing up coz I need to cover up and not to appear beautiful in anyone's eyes. Of courselah, I'll still try to look pleasant but to spent $$$ just on clothings wld set me thinking twice..thrice and I wld eventually put on the same blouse every week. Who wld notice anyway rite? I just need to change the sequence of my dressing..eg Week 1- I wld put on Set A on a Fri..then maybe on Wk 2 - I wld put on the same set of clothing but this time. I'll put in on a Tues. I still change & wash my clothes rite so...whats the big deal rite? Hee hee...

Still scratching ur head?

And surprisingly, I cld click very well with the middle-aged and golden girls. (its the signs...) And I am serious! When these aunties started to touch on topics like 'what to cook for dinner tonite' or 'i'm having problem talking to my girl'..u can see my pupils dilate and my interest arouse. Then as usual, I wld give them a piece of my mind and sharing with them my experiences.

There u go...my auntie story just ended. But actually, I've more stories to share but like what most aunties will do..they will keep the suspense going coz aunties like to gossip and its not wise to gossip sooo many things at one go...rite???

2009-12-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

The End?

I was caught with abundance of werk for the past few days plus i was down with mild fever & coughs. I wanted very much to take MC but since there was an upcoming meeting then, I pushed myself to the max, in a hope dat i could finish everything on time b4 the big boss goes on leave. Seriously, at the end of the day, the boss made the final call. Deadline became dead-line. But, what more can I say?

On another note, my family & I had a very very short getaway at JB last weekend. It was a last minute plan by bro in law & me. Well, what else can we do out there? Eat, eat and eatlah! A few incidents happened thou.

On our way to enter the JB custom, we heard a loud thud! NUNU's rear light was rammed by a bicycle. I cldnt stop cursing even up till now. That stupid cyclist (man) didnt even apologised to us, and me being so stupid didnt even noticed the damage until we reached the hotel carpark. Futhermore, I cldnt possibly get down to give that man a good scolding coz motorbikes were zooming non-stop on the road shoulder.Seriously, after the incident, my happy mood was put to a halt. But i tried very much not to show itlah. As much as I have taken good care of NUNU, ada je musibah yg menimpa. It's not so much of the money that's going to be spent on the repair. At nite, we watched "Santau" at Cathay CT Square. Again, we made our Dad broke his record i.e to watch a movie with us! hee hee! Also, on Sun, we were approached by this Singaporean man, who claimed that he was robbed when he was onboard the bus when he just reached JB. When I checked his passport, it showed that he has entered JB on 26 Nov 09 and he was supposed to leave JB on 25 Dec 09. Seriouslah ni org, nak bedek pun tak tidak2. Was he trying to say that he was 'robbed' on 26 Nov 09 and he didnt even lodged a police report till 20 Dec? He asked for $5 as he needed it for his fare home. I was aldy nudging my Dad to express my disagreement but Dad just gave him the money. He then thanked us profusely and left. Oh, on a sidenote, this man, was dressed very smartly and carrying a plastic bag and his S'pore passport. In case you meet him, can u just offer to bring him to the police station? Ha ha. I was just about to do that...nasib my Dad ada. I couldnt stand such scamlah. Serious.

I have much to update but since I have not ironed my working clothes..I better end off now. Till then...hope its not too late to wish all my Muslim frenz- Salam Maal Hijrah!

2009-12-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

Little Owl Makes a HooT

Time check..its 1252am and I'm still awake. Thou I'm feeling unwell for the past few days, I forced myself to go to werk since I have deadline to meet. My weekend wld definitely be a tiring one coz my family and I will be the orang kuat for my cuzin's wedding! Its great to see one by one of my younger cuzins getting married with their loved ones. No worries, my time will come and I'll sure make everyone rewang & sweat like anything! hee hee.

Somebody had decided to make a cameo appearance, which definitely didn't make an impact on me. Entahlah, I think its time for me to wake up and stand firm on the ground. Let bygone be bygone and fumakila be fumakila..hee hee. All I hoped & prayed for is their happiness.period.

Oklah, I need to check on my fish at Happy Aquarium. Till then...for those who can feel my love...I LOVE YOU!!!!

2009-12-07T21:43:00.004+08:00

All it takes is a little bit of patience..

I think I ate my dinner too fast just now. And I think I have swallowed a fish bone. burrppp! I can feel a bit of pain on my throat. Heelpppp!! (sape seh nak tolong??!)

At times when I am all alone, I would start to reflect back on what has happened to my life for the past 30 yrs. Fuyoo!! I'm soo old! hee hee! From a naive lil gal to someone who can be rebellious at times. However, I'm so gadis-melayu at heart. At times, I still do not enjoyed the freedom that every teen/person is entitled to. Yes, I may have my own car, my own room, my own tv set, my own hp...yet I think I still did not enjoy my rights. But I'm not complaining. Its just that I am a lil upset. What more do I need to do to gain that trust from HER? SHE is forever treating me like a lil gal..or maybe she's forgotten that I'm 30? To console myself, I will tell myself to be a lil bit more patient. Hopefully, one day, I shall receive the same equal treatment like what my 2 sisters are receiving. hee hee

oklah, before she starts screaming, i better off my pc and iron my clothes..and not forgetting my Dad's clothes.

2009-12-06T16:41:00.004+08:00

The Update ~ 6 December 2009

Ciaakkk!!

And I know I've not been updating my blogspot. Dah sibuk dgn facebook katakan?! hee hee. Anyway, I dun intend to make known to the entire world of my updated blogspot so if YOU, whoever you are, happen to stumble on this blog (either you have been my die-hard fan or u have googled Jijah)..what more can I say? YOU have decided to read abt me and by all means, YOU can continue to read & follow me. hee hee. Btw, I'm not someone famous or any known celebrity. This blog is more like a diary to me, and its my decision to write what I want, as along, I'm not affecting other pple's life. Geddit? Ok, for a start..eh, mcm tak start2 plak dari tadi..a lot/load of things had happened to me for the past 6 months. Well..I am glad that sumeting 'sweet' has happened to me and I was glad that I got to feel what you call ~ love even if its for a short while). After living in hibernation (read: devoid of men's love) for almost 2 yrs, I tried, to trust men again. However, when this teeny weeny heart opens a bit to accept man's love, again, I was hurt. Thou, I didn't plan to fall in love again, I thot its worth trying. People say - its okay to get hurt so that u'll get up to be a stronger person. So pls eh, dun ever say that I never give YOU or MEN a chance to love me. Dah kasi chance, its either they amik kesempatan or took me for granted. Aaarrgghh!! Nevermind, that was my past. It toook me awhile to put up a cool front and weave thru all the ordeal. Everything happened for a reason. My doas will always to go to him, him and him - 3 different men who have came at 3 different phases of my life.I'm not someone who bear grudges, who am I to judge YOU? InsyaAllah, I am very sure and very confident, I would eventually meet my MR Right and when that really happen, sujud syukur ku padaMU ya Allah.Even now, I am already blessed wif my family, soulmate and frenz. What more am I asking?? Till then , hopefully i'll update my blogspot regularly.Thou I can actually blog in my Notes in Facebook but i think I have more privacy in here. *wink*

Take care everyone and tomorrow is MONDAY!

2009-03-24T13:27:00.001+08:00

FRIENDSHIP

It takes more than caring
To be a real friend;
The nature of friendship;
Requires a blend
Of warmest compassion
And love deep and true
To reach and to comfort
The way that you do.
Because I can see
That your kind of friendship
Is priceless to me.

Marina, thanks for being a good fren. =)

I am glad that even if we do not meet often, you were always there to put a smile on my face. And I do hope this frenship wld last till our last breathes.

2009-01-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

And I simply can't get enuff of her!!

2009-01-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

A Celebration by the Beach

For this year's cny, we decided to keep it simple.what else kalau tak pegi picnic. As usual ecp was swamped wif the Malays & Indians.We went there on on Monday just to see the place all covered wif tents and tents of humans.When we reached there, I caught sight of Dr Maliki Osman and family.Ok, no bodyguards with him thou. heh2.We had a hard time pitching the tent but luckily there was this guy who helped us out.Buat muka kesianlah babe! We left the place after Maghrib.
On another note..i just feel like telling someone off...these pple are just stepping on my nerve.*bleeerrgg*

2009-01-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Gelagat si ComeL

17 Jan : It was supposed to be a group outing wif my dear frenz.However due to unforseen circumstances the outing was cancelled last minute.Since I 'm missing my dear god-daughter, Umairah, so much, me & Marina decided to meet up anyway. Our first stop was the Charles & Keith warehouse sale at Leng Kee Road.However, the sale turned to out to be disastrous wif not many 'low-heels' shoes on sale. even after 50% discount, the marie claire bags were pretty expensive.Dahlah, we need to climb up the hill to find a parking slot, we eneded up buying nothing! Since our tummies were aldy growling in hunger, apalagi, kita pegilah cekik kat Jurong East! Eating seafood in pairs needs lots of effort. After sometine, Marina was seen trying to push her food to me while i ended up forcing the food down my throat.But the food was nice anyway! After the dinner, I sprang a mini advanced bday celebration for my 2 lovelies. Bukan apa, takot tak dpt berjumpa on the birthday itself.There were many pics taken on that day but since im running out of time now, i'll just combine the pics into a few pages only. p/s Noticed the blooms on my first pic? They were the plants that I bought at Far East Flora previously (the ones dat i mentioned in my previous entry)

2009-01-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

N.E.W Love

My last weekend was well-spent.And finally on that weekend, did i find true love.Read on to find out...

At 6am i the morning, i began my morning jog. My initial plan to run around the basketball court was dampened when i saw many aunties gathered around there, all set to do their morning tai-chis. And guess where did i run then? I went to the uppermost deck of the multi storey carpark just behind my flat, and i began running. Of course my Mum 'accompanied' me by making wolves' calls from the kitchen window.

On Sat, I accompanied my sis to Far East Flora to get some green plants (read: pandan leaves, curry leaves, aloe vera) for her to 'decorate' her corridor. Ask me abt green plants, i like them but won't dedicate myself to water them regularly.However, i was totally amazed on their floral collections and above all, the range of Chinese New Year blooms.While i was busy admiring nature's beauty, my younger sis was busy snapping away pics of the plants.And suddenly my eyes were fixed on dis little plant which has shades of red hues on its leaves.I quickly grabbed it and put it in 'our' trolley.Then I saw another plant which had soo many red flowers on it.While elder sis chose the one where the flowers has sprung open, I chose mine which was still budding, hoping to watch the petals slowly open.Actually I intend to put one of mynewfound love in my office cubicle so that I can turn to it when my stress level gets out of control. However, further to my Mom's advice, she will need to transfer my new plant to a bigger pot so that it will grow well.till then, my love will stay at home.so troublesome lah! And now i've start to water the plants at my corridor...i mean only my plants eh.

After dropping my Mum off at Lavender, we then went to Beach Road to fill our empty stomachs.Besides the main dish, all of us decided to eat sup tulang.Apalagi, all the 'clink clank' semua kluar! Me, being the least expert in eating tulang, was using the satay stick, straw and fork to dig out the sum sum. I think all my ladylike moves were gone upon eating the lah! On a sidenote, Beach Road makan place brought back a 1000 memories of .....(tulangsok Jijah, move on please.)

Well, our Saturday did not end then.We made our way to Mustaffa Centre, well, my sis fave place.As usual, the place was super crowded with people.My sister got her music cds (didnt know she love dance musics!) while i grabbed some Murukus for my nite snacks.It was already 12midnight when we reached home.

When I thot i could rest the following day, early in the morning ard 9,my Uncle called to ask my parents out to Simpang Renggam. My Mum quickly asked me to tag along.My tiredness was compensated after lunch @ Singgah Selalu. Too engrossed on eating until no pictures taken for the day lah.After our tummies were filled in, we made our way to Simpang Renggam. The journey took us almost an hour.The other 2 cars which went with us reached there 15 minutes earlier.(ni kes terbang kat road). Spent almost RM200 on the kerepeks & tarts.geraammmm!! Thou it jammed on our way back, we did not realised it was already 8pm since all of us in the car were talking nad yaking all the way.

See, i told ya. My weekend was well-spent and not forgetting, i found my true love last Sat. now..what shall i name my plant eh?

2008-12-31T21:00:00.008+08:00

4 Days 2 Nights Getaway to Colmar Tropicale & KL

First Stop: Putrajaya Mosque
Putrajaya is located 25km from the capital city of Kuala Lumpur. The Putra mosque can accommodate 15,000 worshippers is located at Precinct 1 overlooking Putrajaya Lake.

2nd Stop: Colmar Tropicale, Japanese Village & Rabbit Farm
Colmar Tropicale is the unique French-themed attraction at Berjaya Hills. It stands 2,600 feet above sea level on 80 acres of natural forestland. The first of its kind in Malaysia, it is modelled after the 16th Century Colmar Village in Alsace, France and has retained the authenticity and European feel of its counterpart.On our way back, we made our trip to the Japanese Garden & Rabbit Farm.

Third Stop: KL

My family and I gave a miss to Sunway Lagoon since we were not into Theme Park. We took the opportunity to go shopping at Masjid India & Sogo.

On our way back to S'pore, we went to Suria KLCC, Choc Boutique and Simpang Renggam.

2 thumbs up for Sha Travel for making our trip an enjoyable one!

2008-12-25T22:25:00.003+08:00

Have a Break!

And finally, we have come to the last lap in December! How time really flies rite? The nxt thing u know, its already 2009! My workplace has celebrated Christmas much more earlier since we were celebrating one of our colleague's retirement. Therefore, we didnt have any Christmas party on the eve of Christmas. We worked half day yesterday and me & sis managed to do some last minute shopping for our KL trip.Back in office, I received some chocs and little gifts from the closed ones. While sis was at our place, Mum made for us a Western dish.Mutton chop without the mutton, of course.But its still nice anyway.=)

some of my Christmas gifts

fries

baked beans

yummy!

2008-12-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

And who would ever forget this?

Snowy & Jo - I miss both of u like crazy!
The laughters and gossips that we once shared will never be forgotten.
(pics courtesy of Snowy)

2008-12-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

May the Force be with YOU

Kak Atika, I know you are fighting for your life out there...and I hope you keep on fighting. Dear Multipliers, need your doas to keep my fren, Atika Hashim going. She's on high dependency unit after undergoing a kidney transplant.

2008-12-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

Saturday Nite Fever

No dancing queens for ur viewing pleasure thou.Our initial plan to go for the Forum Perdana today was cancelled when elder sis fell sick.After spending half of the day @ Bugis, Dad was generous enough to treat us for dinner @KTM just now.Not many pics on the food..but food was definitely great!

2008-12-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

::Peek-a-Boo::

After experiencing a roller-coaster life in office, yours truly decided to take a walk at the Botanic Garden last Fri during lunchtime.Much amazingly, i didn't feel hungry before and even after the walk.Lunchmates thot it was environmental day.However, i felt much better after the walk. hmmpphh..as I've only managed to cover the western side of the garden, i thot why not go for another walk, to cover the other half then? *wink*

2008-09-21T08:19:00.000+08:00

Broken Pieces

And finally im making a grand entrance to the blogging world again.

Alhamdulillah, after 2months plus working in a new environment i finally began to adapt. Besides the work itself, pple there are pose a challenge. I have "colleagues" who wld give me a 1000 watts smile and behind me, they would slander me like nobody business. Cool huh?

Excuse me pple, just becoz im an auditor, dat does not translate to spying on other pple's work.And why do you, YOU,you and YOU even care about my lunchtime frenz, toilet break kakiz, tea-break pals and going home buddies? Since when its stated in the IM that Finance staff cant mingle with Audit Staff? U quote me gerlz. Enuff of the 8 hrs we spent on office matters, we cldnt bypass the chances that we'll have to talk abt other issues. Harloww!! Im very professional in my work!

I know its the fasting month and I shld tolerate all these nonsense, no worries, since im new, i didnt even retaliate to the slightest accusations. But dun test my patience pls.I seldom get angry but when i do, its hard to please me.

Ok, enuff of the above.

Again i was pricked with another test. As much as im making the relationship works, she was cold to me. Telling me that your daily schedule is packed and u need a breather didnt even convinced me that u've wanted us to be like before. In the past no matter how bad the days were for the both of us, we knew deep down in our heart, we love each other and would be there for each other.Well, things changed for a reason and I respect ur decisions.And me too, when I start to walk away, I dun even turn back. Either to you or the decisions that I've made.

If u, my fellow readers are not making sense to what i've written so far, pls dun seek explanation and clarifications from yours truly. I've had enuff.

I knew too i need a breather and so yesterday, me, Marina, Sumi & Ain broke our fast together at Bali Thai @ IMM.(for the pics, have to wait for our Putery then) Ohh, on a side-note, we met Sook Fong and family too! We had so much fun. Right from the eating session to the shopping session. I was soo talkative yesterday but at least my frenz bother to hear me out. (err...i do hope so)

Marina - Maira, I love the both u. Thanks to ur hubby for the award winning photo sessions.

Sumi - Make sure in our next meet up session, ur hair is soft like a baby's. And pls dun spread ur mentelness to our lil Maira. Urs is a handful to handle already. hee hee

Ain - Still blur like ever. Stay sweet fren.

And my dear lovelies were as lovely as ever yesterday. Even if im not working under the same office with them, we still exchanged news, still share the birthday gifts and still go for our outings. And...thats what i call a FRIENDSHIP.

Thanks gerls for the beautiful frenship.

2008-07-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Roller Coaster

From day 1 since I've started work at my new workplace, I've never stop learning new stuff.I've to admit dat i'm missing every bit of my frenz at my old workplace yet i'm pretty sure the place that i'm with right now shall depart me wif more skills & knowledge.Thou it's fast paced out here, i'm still surviving.Yeaah!! Im missing "someone" right now.Gosh.How cld i be so egoistic of not calling her?She used to be my soulmate & now what happened to our friendship? Seriously, I dunch now what went wrong.U never even dropped me the slightest hint if I've done anything to hurt u.U left just like dat. We were frenz for more than 20yrs and u threw away our frenship just like dat? C'mmon dear..avoiding the problems wont solve them at all..i thot u were the braver one between us and yet...... U were there when he left me.. and u were there when he hurt my family... Neverthelessly, insyaAllah, u will always be my best fren.

2008-07-05T13:13:00.003+08:00

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2008-07-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

Al-Fatehah...

A soft spoken lady who never fail to give me advices.
When faced with excrutiating circumstances she made it looked so easy to overcome.

Kak Su, you will always be in my remembrance & heart.

While I was opn my way to work last Friday,I received a call from Ustaz Pasuni to inform me that Kak Su has slipped into a coma and may not stand any chance of living.I was so shocked.She was my shifu back then in ROMM and almost every year, without fail, she would order my potato chips.

As soon as i finished my work, I rushed to NUH...and i was devastated to see her condition.According to her sis in law and my colleagues, doc has advised her to undergo an operation on her brain due to some "knots" in there but the risk was there.

The atmosphere was so gloomy.

Well, she has served ROMM for more than 30 years and her absence will sure create an impact esp to my colleagues in ROMM.

Innalillahi waiina ilaihi rojiun....

2008-06-21T13:26:00.001+08:00

Happiness awaiting me out there...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi Kegelapanku
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung Bersamanya...
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti Pergi jua...

it seems dat i cldnt find the original video clip sung by the late Sudirman.I simply love dis song..dun ask me y..

2008-06-21T13:25:00.001+08:00

Job Satisfaction

"Job satisfaction has been defined as a pleasurable emotional state resulting from the appraisal of one’s job ^[1]); an affective reaction to one’s job ^[2]; and an attitude towards one’s job ^[3]. Weiss (2002) has argued that job satisfaction is an attitude but points out that researchers should clearly distinguish the objects of cognitive evaluation which are affect (emotion), beliefs and behaviours ^[4]. This definition suggests that we form attitudes towards our jobs by taking into account our feelings, our beliefs, and our behaviors." (extract http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Job_satisfaction)

Is it so hard to achieve job satisfaction? Personally for me, all these years of working at 3 govt bodies have taught me to look at the bright side of things or choose to harbour negative thoughts whenever a situation crops up at work which may disrupt the daily routine or normal flow at the workplace. Knowing that there are things which are beyond my control is a form of strength. I've learnt to be positive and do not allow negative thoughts to consume my mind. Still, i cant be satisfied enough.

I've tried the frontline, administrative, event management...yet..something is amiss. And coming 23rd Jun, i'll set my feet on new line. And i hope to advance my career from there.InsyaAllah. This is what i want & i want to achieve it.
May all my dreams come true.

2008-06-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

Dear All,

Maybe this shall be my last post @ blogspot.

Since, all along i've been blogging & posting all my pics in multiply then i shall continue from there.

http://us1nar1.multiply.com

bye, bye

Who would ever forget these?

2008-06-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

The Right Decision

2008-05-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

And finally i dropped the 'bombshell' on my big boss.I tried to hide the 'letter' underneath a stack of invoices for her approval but she was quick to notice itTo my upmost surprise she was not 'angry' that i gave her the last minute notice to leave the department.She was positive & gave me the assurance that i deserved better & will strive better elsewhere.Phewww..i was relieved.After gg to HR to confirm on my leave matter, i went to c my director before the 'letter' came to his pigeon hole.Though i never really work directly under him, i think it wld be nice to inform him beforehand of my resignation.He gave me some words of advice & gave me his 'blessings'.

At one hand im looking forward to my new workplace but on the other hand im not too sure if i can be as 'playful' as before.The line that i'll be in will be much hated by some out there but due to my special likings on numbers & investigative matters i decided to give it a shot.

I will be left with less than a month to clear my work so that whoever who take over my place will get to start on a clean slate.

Definitely i will miss my colleagues, frenz & my work.

I dunch noe how to put my gratitute & heartfelt thanks to those who have helped to build my career in AVA.

And specially to my frrenz out there...i shall miss u peeps.

Please wish me luck pple.

Its time to move on

2008-05-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

Receiving a call at 9.45pm from *** was no joke! I was apparently excited & loss for words and 'she' called me & told me that negotiations have been made & offer was made to me.
Thou a part of me was filled with excitement, im lying if i said that i wld not miss 'my gank'.

In e meantime....wish me luck. =))

2008-04-27T15:57:00.002+08:00

The Past

The Present &....

The Future

Lets await for the good news. =))

2008-04-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

What the Eyes couldn't See & the Heart couldn't Feel...

Let the tongues wag, let the rumours spread.I care less of what others might presume & assume but i care much for what God promises to those who react wisely & patiently when put under excrutiating circumstances & obstacles.

I know my actions could have hurt someone, in one way or another, but the ordeal was set unintentionally coz much pain was felt before.Im always being sumoene who warrior frenship/relationship over everything but over times i realised its not even worth the try.

Some may have realised a change in me.
Only my dear ones would understand me.
Those who understand would be closer to me.(thks)
Those who chose not to understand , i respect ur decisions.

Please dun use your eyes to judge me.Let your hearts feel me instead.

And please, dun ever try to gain symphaty frm me coz urs truly will be able to differentiate between genuine & fake gems.

And please, please, please dun let me hate u further.

The Sick Bay

2008-04-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

These days, i tend to be a bit inactive due to my fever (which comes to visit me every nite) and my cough which worsened when im in air conditioned places.I wnet to the doc twice but still things have not improved.Im not even a bit frustrated that im put thru this 'test' but its unbearable to leave my students with their exam preparations.But what to do rite?I do hope the MCs that doc given me will somehow put me to some rest & i do hope i will sleep well tonite.
Btw, tml, me & e Volunteer gank will be attending a talk + hands on to some mobility aids used my the oldies.I hope to bring home some knowldege on e maintenance + use of such gadgets in case someone dear to me need to use them.
Actually, something is bothering me these days & i do hope that i will be able to shed some light to this matter soon.

2008-04-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

I can Hear u...

ok, ok, its been a while since i've last blogged.Missshh me? hee hee
I dunch noe why these days i've problem sleeping at nite.Maybe im staring too hard & too long at the pc in office.hmmpphh.Work has reduced since then and im trying to take this time to clear any unfinished business.ehh..why am i talking abt work here??!!

Back to the title of my post..

Last Sat, I had to bring myself to Geylang..just bcoz my Mom needed to het a pair of pants.After much hesitation, i dragged myself there!But my trip was worth it lah, I managed to get myself some clothes.I think i've bought them on impulse.But nvm lah, whats done cannot be undone.Back to e Geylang story, i then went for some ear candling to remove 'toxic waste' in my ears.Shiokkk i tell u.I dozed off even in that 10minutes procedure.Well, since its onli for 10 bucks, why not give it a try rite?

Wanna know more abt this ear candling...can pm me okie?

My family & I went jb just now.Hey!! Lucky thing the jam was not soo bad.Finally i've sent my cloth for tailoring.RM70 for 2 blouses.This is the first time i've decided to custom made my blouse.Futhermore the owner was very sweet&frenly.And what matter most was, she got 2 adorable kids.Dun believe me.Take a look at one of them

i kept on kissing him until he cldn't breathe.hee hee.

dats my weekend..and 5 more mins will be Monday.

Hope me & frenz will have a good day tomorrow.

By the way, i shall upload some pixs of masquerade chicks soon...

Nearly come true

2008-03-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah!
im loss for words.

Pesta Perut

2008-02-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

For e nxt few days my already bloated tummy will experience a 3 days treat of 'pesta perut'.Tml i'll be having my MFE lunch @ Swensen, Tuesday will be a lunch treat frm my SWC Chairman, Mr Leslie Cheong & Fri nite will be dinner treat frm our CEO for our recent participation in the Bird flu exercise.Best kan?I guess i'll gain my calories again!!

Seriously, i'm missing my other half these days.Not too sure whan i'll be able to meet her but all i know she already book me on Mar 27.Bestie!!! I misshhh u.

Work in office has piled up again.While the right brain needs to workout on the ideas for our staff conference presentation, the left brain was left to drill wif accuracy & numbers.Some pple out there are just being unreasonable & potraying obvious stupidity.Digression was unavoidable.I'm super duper exhausted.I need a break!!!

Above all, 4 fashion babes have decided to come together to create an online shopping just for fashion lovers out there.Till then, do keep a lookout for it!!

Excited!

2008-02-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

I cant wait for IT!! May this is the best choice that i've ever made in life. =)

I Thought I kneW U..

2008-02-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

How I wish i cld see & feel that smile again in you coz that smile used to warm my heart & render my heart to peace.

And those times when i thot i've no shoulder to cry on, YOU were there, holding tightly to my hands & looked straight into my eyes.No words said but our hearts echoed the same rythym and the same thots.

I knew i cldn't bring myself to hate you but i'm pretty sure i wont fall in love wif u again.

Till when shld i let this feeling float..im not sure but all i knew- I thought i Knew u.

2008-02-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Choices

How many times did we ask ourselves if the choices we've made were the ones we shall never regret?

And how many times did we realise that the choices that we've made each day other revolve around us?

And did we ever realise that at times the choices that we've made were the only choice that we can make?

Aiyah,i'm spoilt for choice.Chet!

Personally im grateful for the wrong choices that i've made in my life coz i would know what to do if i cross on the same course of actions in e future.

Eg 1
I used to have loads of guy frenz in the past, both married & unmarried, but as time passes by, i decided to shy away frm them.Besides knowing the restrictions & limitations, i can't tolerate being accused of husband-snatcher.I cldn't even make myself understand why pple can even think dat far coz im not even your next nicole-kidman nxt door kind of gerl.And the choice that i've made? Stay away frm married man or do-not-be-too-friendly sort when u are wif them.uU nvr know whose heel will come knocking on your head.

Eg2
When it comes to relationship or deciding who u wanna fall in love wif, pls dun choose one who replicate/resemble your ex-love, hubby, wife etc.Worst still u choose to sample on one who fare even worst than your ex partner.I mean, lets do some reality check.If u know u cant tolerate someone who go clubbing or having facebook account behind your back, pls try not to fall in love wif someone who has 38974++ friends in his/her friendster account.You have a choice to continue to fall in love wif him & ended up arguing the same thing over & over again or u can simply find a better man in your nxt cycle of letsfindapartner series.Period

And why am i quoting to u all these examples? Simple.
As human beings, we make mistakes but dun let these mistakes over rule us.Learn frm them so that u wont be the next begok person on earth.

As for now, i wanna make some decisions..and hopefully these decisions that im making are the best choices that i've ever made.

InsyaAllah, ameen.

2008-02-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

...and I wont be in Spore! Jgn jeles huh!

Marina~ I'll bring back e papans for u.Make sure u make small lil house for Dhiya Umairah.

Im bringing NUNU for a wash tonite..pump his wheels to enure a smooth & safe journey tml.

till then...salam sayang frm Jijah's mum

2008-02-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

All for a Good Cause'

My blog seems a bit dusty these days as urs truly are super duper damn bz these days.I've tried very much not to blog during office hours or lunch hours due to the fact that we can't use office resources for our own use.Pls do not ask me to elaborate.A lot of strange happenings & unindentified political geeks are popping & blooming @ my werk place.I cant even find myself to trust anyone.Sad isn't it? But dats the facets of life.Its not always a bed of roses all the time.U got pricked & u'll bleed..all alone.

Hmmpphh..lets see, what shall i update u with?

On 31 Jan 08, AVA held its Charity Bazaar 2008 in aid of Straits Times School Pocket Money.This yr's event sure left me with deep & sweet memoirs coz my Mum was there to be my personal chef! Yes, yes, she was the Chef of the day.Besides helping to make fresh-on-the-spot Roti John, she also prepared Pulut Panggang for my stall! Cool kan? And e best thing, her Pulut Panggang were sold out even before the event started. On a side note, i've even take order for my frenz who are still craving for my Mum's Pulut Panggang.If onli i can cook deliciously like her! Ok, back to the Charity thingy, my stall; Yummy Licious & Ezy Fashion managed to raise close to $600 for the event of which $400 was donated to the Fund.Thou its not a huge amount, me & my colleagues were satisfied to the max!I'm definitely looking forward to another Charity event & raising more fund.

At e moment, im so blessed wif happiness & i truly enjoyed my life.Till then.....

Mersing!! here i come!!

2007-12-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

The short Getaway

My stay in Malacca for 3 days & 2 nights was definitely not enuff for me! Thou most of the time we spent driving on the 1-way roads in circles, we never lose our way.Unfortunately,my cravings for Peranakan food was not met.Traffic was horrible but the drivers there were willing to give way.All you need to do is to wave & smile.Besides making our rounds to the places of Interests, this I've to admit was not to my liking.I didn't take History during my sec school days therefore historical dates, landmarks, pple seems to be aliens to me.Ironically, we didn't pay much attention to hotspots such as the Mahkota Parade, Jonkers Walk but we merely set our targets on places where we can park conveniently.And have i told you that one of our cars was fined?Of course I admitted that we didn't park where it should be, but im furious that the parking attendant nvr pay much attention to a Malaysian-registered car which had even broke the law before us & was parked right in front of us.Whether its prejudice or a case of overlook,that, i wont comment! Well, i don't know for sure how fines are dealt there but i heaved a relief when we were given a 50% discount on the amount.Great isnt't it? Dah mcm shopping voucher.

As for now, lets just enjoy the slideshow?

2007-12-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

SaLam AidiLadHa

Early in the morning Sumi & I set off to Kampung Senang for our volunteer work. We were there for a Christmas Party with e residents there.Besides interacting with the elderly, the children there also nvr failed to cheer us up.And today too, i learnt fishing.Dun believe me?

Last Mon, Syafiqah accompanied me to the service ctr to collect NUNU.While we were in the car....

Iqah : (Glancing at the auto gear box) Kak Jijah, what does L stands for?

Me : Guess lah..

Iqah : hmmpphh...i noe! I noe! L stands for Landing!

Me : ??!!! Of course not! Ape ingat aeroplane ke? L stands for Low speed.So, what do u think N stands for?

Iqah : Nothing.

Me : ??!!!! (I give up!)

Till then, to all my fellow Muslims, Salam Aidiladha!

2007-12-17T11:07:00.001+08:00

Unbearable

Today I'm on leave again...and while waiting for NUNU to be serviced, here i am, at the library doing some research & browsing some books.Relax babe! When i thot im enjoying the serenity & peace, my Mom called.Hissh...ada je.

By the way,I can't wait for 22 Dec...really! Me & bro in law have sat down & planned our trip well.Yeah, for some this Melaka trip is no big deal but for me & family its something worth it since its been quite some time since we last travelled..till then..TUngguuuu...=D

2007-12-13T07:54:00.000+08:00

Slumberland

Sleeping late is a norm to me.Sometimes i do find difficulties to put my eyelids together.But when im struck with sleepiness, i will even lie anywhere, just name it..even if its on my sejadah, just to get a 5 mins quick nap.

And now, i think, im like a zombie.Well, i was still at the airport after midnite! I was there to send off my aunt & uncle who will be performing their Haj dis yr.

Looking at them bring me back to the days when me & sisters sent off our parents to Haj.At that point of time i then realised that i'll miss them & had nvr spend enuff time wif them.I was always waiting for their phonecalls & just hearing to their voices will sadden me.

2 of my lady bosses are on leave today..how? hee hee...

2007-12-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

Feeling Wonderful is indeed a Wonder

I couldn't help feeling uneasy since morning & i dunch noe why till dat alarm @ 0900 finally ticked off.I've forgotten to set the alarm off to mark one yr of dat date.Ouch!Why am i still feeling the pinch?

Spent my weekend at my cuzin's wedding.She looked wonderful & pretty even in her late thirties.Thou it was rainiing non-stop yesterday, dat nvr lessen the crowd at the reception.Even the Saturday crowd was superb!

Finally, the relatives' weddings were over but still i've not been stripped from my weekend driver title.This cuming weekend, i'll be gg over to my uncle's house for kenduri arwah and Sun will be filled will 3 wedding receptions.....Belum kahwin dah bnyk jemputan!

And finally, some pics to add color to ur bluey mon..(c'mmon guys..another few more hrs & it will be end of the day!)

Me, Aaliyah, Adilah (Aishah's adorable gerlz)

The driver's pose

Sisters' act

2007-12-07T08:01:00.000+08:00

Just Relax

the theme for dis yr yr end party was 'Just Relax'. I must say dat the org comm were very creative to have such decos.Soothing to the eyes yah? Our group, the Happy Family, really enjoyed ourselves.We din care if we win or lose, the more impt thing, we enjoyed ourselves, rite gerls? Our grp won the 1st prize.Not much photos taken but let's make do of what we have okie?

At a campsite?!!

Tak cycling kat east coast, kat sini pun jadilah!

Yeah, lets get drunk!

Sumi, pulling e cork out of the bottle

Ain, feeling high oredi

Too much sorrow since i didn't win any of the lucky draw gifts

Disclaimer: Of course the drink was what u call...Sparkling Grape Juice. =))

In case anyone got panic to see us drunk..here's a cute pic with a cute boy & girl in it.

2007-12-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

Melukut di tepi gantang~Aisyah

Di malam nan sunyi
Duduk ku termenung seorang diri
Di jendela sepi
Hingga dini hari
Ku menantikan kepulanganmu
Namun kata hanya sekadar
Tinggal kata-kata

Bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang
Begitulah aku di dalam hidupmu
Ada tiada tak memberi kesan
Hanya aku menanggung
Kerinduan

Dulu pernah kau katakan sayang
Ingin mendengar ku berlagu riang
Menawar duka laraku
Lupakan saja
Derita yang berlalu
Tapi mengapa dirimu kasih
Ibarat lalang ditiup angin
Kasihmu diracun oleh kata fitnah
Penuh hina hingga kini

Kau biarkan saja
Diriku menanggung sepi
Dengan irama dukaku yang tak
Bermakna bagimu

2007-12-03T07:47:00.000+08:00

And I'm finally Back??!

Assalamualaikum wr wb...

Ni hao?

Vanakem!

hey,hey, i'm back! believe it or not?

Pple have been complaining dat i've not been updating my 3 blogs.com.C'mmon, dun blame it on me.Its either my workplace has blocked my blogger.com access or its just me, plain lazy to update it at home.

What has been happening to me lately? Fasting has been good.Gawd, i miss Ramadhan soo much.Will i walk through it again?Yeah, hopefully, with Allah's permission & grants, i'll meet Ramadhan again nxy yr.

My Grandma passed away too last Ramadhan.It was unpredictable.She was not diagnosed with any chronic illness yet she slipped into a coma before she passed away peacefully on 21 Sep 2007.Semoga Allah swt mencucuri rohnya ..ameen.Too much emotions swirled the atmosphere that day.Even she who deemed has extinct turned up dat day..and got the cheek to pull some stunt & created a scene?! I dun think she even deserved to be there.

Syawal dis yr has been different in one way or another.Besides not having my sis & bro in law in the same house anymore, the absence of my late Grandma did make a difference.

too much things to summarize eh?

Come december, too many wedding bells are ringing.Har har, not mine definitely.Its either i bcome the chaffeur or its my wedding invitation afterall.At least 2 wedding receptions per wkend.Its fun to oggle on those luxuriuos wedding decos & food.erhem.I nvr dream to have such gloried, burn-a-hole kind of wedding reception.Very subjective so lets not dwell on this.When my time comes, u'll see for myself.

I've been happy with my life.Alhamdulillah.Family has been great.Friends have been crazy & colleagues have been good.What more can i ask for?I've been getting the hugs & assurance of the odds that i've faced. Thanks to all.I couldn't have been better.

Relationships with the opposites have all always been a question mark.I dare not even smell the ground.Its too sudden for me.If i ever offended anyone & if u happen to stumble upon my blog, pls forgive me.Its not the matter of not forgetting the past but its the present & reality dat i cld not face.Trust me.Its still swelling inside, onli dat the emotions din show & the reality is hidden.

Ok, ok, im getting a bit draggy here.If u r still reading..then good.hee hee.Caught a movie last Sat wif my bestie & lil sis.Adik, whats dat show called.All i knew its like cannibalism.30 days...sumeting like datlah.Gruesome show but i like! Its been soo long since i last met her & gawd i miss her soo much.But i knew things have changed & we wont be like before.But trust me bestine, im always the same.Thats for sure..

ok, ok, its 0824..i better get gg.i'll update for more later!

2007-08-10T16:27:00.009+08:00

One in a Million

One day, insyaAllah, we'll be like them too.I'm looking forward to another outing with them.=)

2007-08-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

A Place where I call my HOME

Waahh, i guess some of u out there are either wearing white or red rite now.Or even if its not, it shld be in lighter shade of red, pink...the s'pore flag color! But not for me.I'm in PURPLE! but,dat does not mean i dun love my country hor!

I was @ Kampung Senang Day Care Centre earlier part of the day to spend some time with the old folks there.Thou i cldn't communicate much (since most of them were non-English speaking) but i did enjoy myself just now! We had orchid painting contest & to see that some of them were actually puting heart & soul on their artwork touched my heart.Most of the time i was taking pictures of everyone & everything.I promised to put up the pixs here once i got them from my colleague.

I'm proud to be a CEO (Community & Environment Outreacher)

To all- Happy National Day okie?

2007-08-07T09:29:00.000+08:00

My Rights?!

Now, now, now, for those who have visited my grapevine webbie,some of u may have liked it but some of u may just have thrashed it aside.Please,please,please..for those who terribbly hate gossips or latest updates of whats in town,please (again!) I beg u to leave now.Especially to my frenz & contacts in multiply.com- i do welcome your comments but pls dun condemn me without further checking.This is my space so its up to me to post whatever i desire.By the way, all these pics & news were received by me either from my frenz or easier say-junk mail.Besides posting them in here, hopefully they are well kept & archived.

And you, who kept leaving me comment-i won't waste my time replying to u.In the first place, i dun intend to add spice to the hot soup so stop wasting your time leaving me demoralizing comments..and by the way, if you dislike my postings so much, why do u even care to look @ them?Yeah, i have no MAIN objective when i create this grapevine thingy; as I've mentioned earlier,its MY SPACE so please respect this fact.Thanks.

And for those who are scratching their heads, wondering whats going on-dun bother.Some pple are merely attention seeker.

Till then~

http://squeezethejuicesout.blogspot.com

2007-08-02T17:08:00.000+08:00

On its WaY..

Let me be your Ears,

Let me be your Eyes..

Lets Squeeze the Juices OUT!

The Grapevine

2007-08-02T09:03:00.000+08:00

PerMaisuRi

Aku rela hidup dengan mu
Demi bahagia...
Hanya Tuhan bisa memisahkan kita
( korus )
Di jaga dan lena kukuntum kerinduanku
Untuk mempersembah sayang padamu
Keharuman bunga tak seharumnya cintaku
Istimewa untuk sunting jiwamu
Bermula pandang pertama
Kau utuskan senyum mesra
Aku ingin seribu tahun lagi
Bersamamu...
( 1 )
Kubinakan mu istana
Aku rendakan bahagia
Dengan niat suci
Kaulah permaisuri
( ulang korus )
( 2 )
Sambutlah cinta abadi
Genggam dan semat di hati
Manisnya asmara
Kekal selamanya

Jiwang lagi si Jijah ni.I still remember this song-very well.Well, lets not dwell abt the past, the best thing~ do enjoy the song.

2007-07-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

Till death do US apart

At times its tough to be the centre of attraction..hee hee.Being the middle child is not easy thou.To my 2 dear sisters-I love u both!

2007-07-31T10:44:00.000+08:00

Stay Tune!

With much anticipation, let me present snippets of the AVA Groovalicious mtV

If you can't view it directly, pls click here

Me, Melin & Rossiyah-all geared up for Groovalicious 2007

Panca Sitara?

2007-07-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

Just this ONCE

And finally jijah is updating!

I've always wanted to post my entries with some pictures on it but i will ended up with plain, boring posts since i've kept forgetting to transfer the pics from my hp to my thumbdrive.Naahh..call it a lame excuse, i'll accept it.But trust me, its not bcoz of any memory failure but its the HIKMAH vcds which stole my already insufficient sleeping hours.Now, i'm at my final leg; another 1 more box of VCDs to go.The best thing is i will get both my parents to watch the sinetron with me but too bad yours truly will ended up lying down on one corner while the the happy duo (my parents lah!) lied comfortably on my bed.Hopefully my bed won't squeak itself to death lah. hee hee.

I'm told that i'm a person who likes to listen to one's problems.Sad enough, how i wish, when i lend my shoulder to others, i cld go a step further to wipe away the tears in your eyes too but at times some people prefer to build up a wall around them & cringe in pain-all alone.This is when i felt frustrated.Call myself a friend when I know some of my friends out there are stuck with some sticky stuffs etc & I'm not doing anything to help them??But hey, who am I for you to trust me with your problems & situations rite? To my friends out there, no matter how distant we are, i'm always the old azizah that you've all always known.Trust me.=)

To someone out there, i thank you for the effort made in trying to matchmake me with him yet my heart is still not prepared to accept anyone at the moment.Even if he has the qualities that i’ve desired all these while..i’m prepared to give it a pass.The heart is still aching & i doubt it will heal soon.

On a happier note… i wld like to wish a Happy 31st Birthday to my cekik darah, degil gila & helpful buddy, Sumi ~~Manis~~Mentel.Sorry lah, me & frenz can’t fulfil your wish i.e to masuk meminang for u.Well, well,well,hopefully you’ve found your MAN ok?Make sure u scan betul2 si Maidin tu.

OOohh..remember abt the MTV thingy dat i've told u earlier? I was part of the production & hopefully i'll be able to see myself when they blitz the mtv in our upcoming D&D.Urrgghh, i'm still unsure whether to go or not coz the following day is a working day for me.My frenz have been tugging & forcing me to go....what say u?

can spot me?

Rahim, the person behind all these.Indeed, he's a funny man!

Till then..Happy National Day…in advanced! Anyone want any Satay for lunch? (thks Bestie for the pics you've sent me early this morning! Yucccckkss!!!)

2007-07-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

MTv

I had fun today & it won't end now coz later i'm meeting the sweetie of my heart!!!

2007-07-17T10:28:00.000+08:00

Gone were the days......

Yeah!! No more staying back & late nites.Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah...our sqc renewal exercise was finally over!I was glad i was part of the team for this renewal coz i'm not sure if i'll still be ard in 3yrs time when we need to go thru another renewal exercise.Thou everyone was racing againts time, we tried not to be a pain in anybody's $%#$. Now, i've my Excel Award to look forward too!Oohh,and to Marina, Ain & Sumi..hey, u guyz shld be priviledged for getting the chance to be part of this too..unlike some pple who kept on thrashing & complaining.*sigh*

Before I forget, my deepest symphaty goes to my bestie who had lost her dear grandma on 10 Jul 07.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.I knew u r strong enuff to face all these & I'm glad u did.I won't complain if i can't meet u these days..but hope it won't be too long till we meet again eh.

Met Marliana (si kecik) a few days back when i was going shopping for my quiz prizes.Thks so much for being my model that day.This gerl..still the same.Cute & playful.Don't believe me??See below

And Saturday, a date wif my girlfren- Dhiya Umairah...hee hee..salah2, with the Ramli's family.We went shopping @ IKEA & finally dinner @ where else...West Coast food ctr lah!! =)

Maira, tengok mana tuuu??

I love her eyes!!

till then..

ta ta

2007-07-09T08:11:00.000+08:00

Finally?

Hey, its me!! Yes!! Finally Jijah is updating.

Was super busy the whole of last week.I even skipped tuition to stay back in office that 1 night.Usually he wld be the one waiting for me & fetching me home but its different now.But no worries, my boss aldy promised me a half day off & i'm thinking of using it for my parents' medical appointments.I'm grateful that i got to work with wonderful & fun people...esp Sumi.Yeah...YOU lah, sape lagi! When it comes to work, i can tolerate her nonsense.heh2.Amacam, nxt yr nak jadi presenter lagi??

Despite the busi-ness @ work, i'm quite disturbed.How cld someone nice like my Dad be hurt?I can tolerate everything else in the world but i despise those who hurt my Dad.He was so calm when that thing happened & I salute him for that, Dad.Not even a bad word came out from his mouth.He even told us; the whole family, to set aside our sentiments & just accept things as what they are.You can Dad, but i cldn't & i supposed all your 3 angels couldn't.I feel like crying.

oppss, i'm getting emotional here but i'm just a plain human being.i wanted a simple life yet at times life is full of briddles & obstacles.But i truly believe i can overcome them-its just a matter of time.

Now i just need a rest.

till then, lets get busy again.=)

2007-06-26T08:15:00.000+08:00

The Pink Ladies' Outing

As promised, finally, we made our way to the Singapore Zoo.While i'm looking forward to meet my old mates; the penguins,my 2 students wanted very much to see the seals & orang utans.Besides having to enjoy ourselves, it was also a chance to meet both of them who very much wanted to see each others.I thot i wld be tired after the trip but i guess the gerls lose out to me.They ended up sleeping in the bus!! If only they were my kids...they were so adorable!

well, let the pictures do the talking yah?Click here if you can't access the slides.

2007-06-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

Undefined

Didn't know that climbing up & down the stairs in the 1st half of the day was much more easier.Less sweat + more fun.But does less effort required equivalent to less calories shed? Aaah, dats not the question...at least i'm doing something to shed off those spare parts.Healthy lifestyle mah?Right Ain, Marina?? I thank both of u, for 'motivating' me & kept the spirits high.=))

Sometimes, i can't help myself by being too sarcastic, if dats the only way to tell the other party that i'm offended or what he/she is doing is wrong.Yeah, i'm no angel to preach down here but hey, the knowledge that i've earned & digged all these while were meant to be shared not to hide them under your pillow. Living on this earth is not just earning a living or doing your favourite pastimes but to really make full use of it & on a more important note- to learn from your past mistakes.No point repeating the same old mistakes without making it a point to rectify them.

Finding the right friends is not an easy task.Of course i'm not telling you to dump those who are not to your choice.Sometimes a smile & a simple hello is good enough, and this shld be an effort from both parties.Thou u seem not to like her rugged attitude or his chi-ko-pek look, just a hi and quickly go off smile will do.

till then...

ta ta

2007-06-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

Lamunan TerhenTi

As much as i've wanted to stop grazing on the pasts..i couldn't.NOW, they keep coming back & haunt me.

While the bestie is enjoying her every bits of time @ Langkawi..i'm stuck here in spore.nevermind.i'll dream wif u gerl.

Thks to Marina & Ain, we are back to climbing up & down the stairs, from the 4th floor to the 23rd.Saying NO to gym is no more an excuse.A mini workout yet drove me to perspiration & heavy panting.Serves me right for not exercising regularly.But i do enjoy myself...and i believed the rest too.Another mission yet to be accomplished.

till then...me getting ready to chao chin chao..

Lamunan terhenti just for u.

2007-06-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

Emo-GirL

oohh, me aint emo-girl lah. All those jiwang2 songs were reflective of the ~~tragic~~ moments which had happened to my lyfe.ha ha.

I've been down with flu & mild fever & i guess its been a while since i'm infested wif all these virus.But i'm not complaininglah.Its just dat i'm feeling uncomfortable with the stuck nose & groggy feeling.Nak hyper pun mcm fake gitu.

But u noe what is the remedy to all these? Babies, babies & babies!!!!

A lot of appointments have been held up.And i feel really2 bad as i still owe my bestie her bday gift. =( but no worries, all have been nicely wrapped up & ready for collection. sorry again dear.

Marina, Ain..still remember our upcoming outing?? I'm missing our Umairah badly.Let us find one best date to go out together okie?

And hope its not too late to congratulate Babynora on her newborn..

cute kan???? (feel like munching him...)

till then...kuchi kuchi from Umairah

2007-06-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

Hit it On, Babe!!

To the babe of my lyfe

Happy 28th B'day!!

Can't wait to meet u, sweetie!

she dun look 28, doesn't she?

2007-06-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

Saving my Breath

these days u'll see more & more of you-tube videos..mostly featuring my fave songs & my innermost feelings.oppssie, the songs can be quite jiwang2 hor but who cares rite?Its my blog so its my choice.Been pretty occupied lately so the lengthy posts can wait. =)

till then....Pasrah for you

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

Ingin ku melangkah
Membawa diri
Kerna cinta
Yang dikhianati
Luka rasa untuk menghadapi
Pengorbanan tidak dihargai

( korus )
KINI AKU... PASRAH
DENGAN SEGALANYA
KEPEDIHAN ITU
MASIH TERASA
APAKAH SALAHKU
APAKAH DOSAKU
TUHAN BERILAHKU PETUNJUKMU
REDHA DENGAN KEHENDAKMU
CUKUP KALI INI
KAU MENYAKITI
BERULANGKALI
TAK USAHLAH KEMBALI
DENGAN RELA HATI
MELEPAS KAU PERGI...

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

2007-05-30T08:11:00.000+08:00

Its all for YOU

I love my parents; dat goes without saying.Even if I have to take leave to accompany them for their medical appt, its not becoz of obligations but its bcoz i enjoyed doing so.Nothing can beat what they've done for me, all these while.Whether i'm married or not, they will always be my 1st priority.i knew they've always depend on me and for that i feel honoured.I've always been a Daddy's gerl but dat nvr overshadow the fact that i love both my parents. And to top it all, my heart goes to my 2 look-alike sisters whom i wld cherish all my life.Till death do us apart, dear sisters.

till then

i'm all yours, LOVE

2007-05-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

Simplicity Vs Complexity

Being a gd malay sounds simple yet when a colleague of mine asked me for help to translate some malay words into english, i struggled like anything! Sorry Suhaila, u've asked the wrong personlah.Nevertherless, we still managed to come out with our own translations.hee hee.

Those who knew me wld know dat i'm a plain simple gal;from the tip of my head to the corner of my itsy bitsy toenails.i dun believe in showing off my stuffs unless it's worth sharing.i dun indulge in expensive stuffs unless i really really wanna pamper myself.I rather lavish myself with neccessities than luxuries.My Dad has always drilled thse words onto my head-"Jijah, apa yg kita ada kat dunia ini bukan utk ditunjuk2.Jgn sekali2 sombong dgn apa yg kita ada." (read: what u have are not for showing-off.Dun ever be arrogant). Alhamdulillah, with that value that i've carried around everywhere dat i go, i managed to lead a simple yet meaningful life.

Choosing a GOOD fren ain't simple job.Its either u get the good ones or the bad ones.Frankly speaking i'm not a gd fren myself but i've always tried to be one.I can befren with anyone- from a pious religious teacher to a drug addict.Name anyone.I've met them..& even hung around wif them.Fancy the sight of girl wearing her headscarf seeing together with a gal buying 4D.But again, dun judge what u see.Alhamdulillah, that gerl who bought the 4D has become someone whom i considered lagi pious than me. She even wears the purdah now.=)

err...i dun sound emotional didn't i?

sometimes i wonder..if i'm gone for good, will pple out there still remember & cherish me.The clock is ticking & i nvr know how much longer will i stay in this world.Not even the slightest hint.

till then...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RJ13k6ToOCE

2007-05-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

HIKMAH

Forget the sinetron, but focus more on the lyrics of the song.

click http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZVh8b9SXbDk if u can't view the video clip

2007-05-16T07:57:00.000+08:00

Al-Fatehah

Md Rohaizam or fondly known as Zam passed away @ Mount Ophir yesterday's morning.He was sleeping in the tent with 3 other campers when a tree fell on their tent& hit him during a downpour.He was rushed to the hospital there but was pronounced dead.

I knew Zam personally during my pre-u yrs in Jurong Institute.He's one of the guys who wld nvr fail to tease & make me laugh.His words will always contained humour & at times i wld never able to differentiate if he's serious or not.Thou its been quite some time since we last met each other, occasionally we wld message each other via frenster.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.Ameen.

2007-05-15T08:10:00.000+08:00

Dripping her thots...

If yesterday was a bluey monday fer u, then today i think will be a cool sweet tuesday.blarrggh.
Almost every post dat i read to date has something to do with Mothers' Day.Its either they spent their their weekend wif their own family or in-laws.Its a relief to know that u peeps out there still care fer ur Mom.For dat, I salute u.But dun let MOthers' Day to be the only day that u appreciate ur Mom.They were the ones who brought u out to see this world & for that everyday shd be a Mothers' Day for them.

As for me, my weekend was spent quietly with my loved ones.Since my sis & bro in law cldn't spensd the weekend with us, we chose to have our own mini celebration.After soo long, i finally got to pull my Mom to catch a movie.Well, since its her day, i let her choose the movie that she's dying to watch.So, my Mom,sis & myself made our way to SB @ JE to catch 'Jangan Pandang Belakang'.All i can say, the movie was a total dissapointment.Go watch it if u dun believe me! If I'm to make comparison to Puaka Di Tebing Biru...i think JPB will have to admit a loser.However, still, thumbs up to Pierre Andrea for coming up with good scripts.(huh?!)
And on Sun, i insisted Mom not to cook.Actually, urs sincerely wanted to prepare for her Mom Fried Nestum prawns but since Mom craved to go to Geylang, i finally relented.(save jugak my energy eh!)

For the second time, yesterday, i had my long walk. I alighted at Lakeside & walked back home from there.The distance between Lakeside mrt to Boon Lay mrt is no joke, i tell u! But as I was walking, i managed to release some tension & relieving myself with the fresh air.Dun ask me why i did something silly but only me myself knew the answer.As much as i wanted to burn off the calories, i very much wanted to erase those thots.Yeap, those thots.

To all who loved me & never stop loving, thank u for being with with me yeah?

2007-05-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

((CoPyCaTs))

I hate copycats.

Pls be original, will you?

2007-05-07T15:24:00.000+08:00

Outing with Umairah & GanK

Just some pics to tease u out there!
There were some changes to our plan so we ended up walking by the beach & dinner @ Kembangan.Aiyah, just let the pics do the talking lah! =)

2007-05-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

My New AddictioN

Dhiya umairah

(all pics are rights reserved!)

To my fellow multipliers, i'm sorry if i didn't managed to reply to your comments.The prob is, i NEVER blog in my multiply account anymore.The setting of my multilply account is such that they will upload whatever entries I have in my blogger account.So pls, pls, pls again i apologised if i've never attend to your replies anymore.Since i cldn't access my multilply a/c in office anymore, surfing the net at home is a no-no for me unless its due to urgency.(too much chores to do while at homelah!)

So if u wanna leave any comments, do leave them at my blogspot instead.Thks muchie!

now, i wanna continue oggling at Umairah..gawd!

2007-05-04T09:42:00.000+08:00

Some Questions are bEst left unAnswereD

At times i do wonder if the questions that we are dying to ask someone is worth asking.Or in the first place was the question even deserve an answer? u tell me..

i've been wondering, pondering, wildering my innermost thots..(till they got entagled along e way) yet i've not found the answers to my questions.uuhhh...So, i finally consoled myself by ending all these wild thots there & then.

To be back to singlehood was a simply a blessing in disguise.Nope.Never do i regret e decisons that i've made.Nor am i angry with anyone.Dat explain why i dun intend to rant what has happened/ been happening to my relationship out here, in my blog.But to be back in a relationship-naah, i dunch think its possible at the moment.Call me a love-phobic, hee heee, i dun really care if my age is 2 decades old.Insyallah,the time will come for me...for sure if it does not happen now, it will come later.As for now, lets savour every minute of being solo.hee hee.

On a happier note, yeap, this supper nanny had a blasting time with auntie Ain & Mommy Marina..oppss, & not forgetting baby Umairah.Great things happen when u have great people around you.Ain!!! Dun forget to pass me the 100001 fotos that we took okie? As for now,i'll just seal my mouth shut & lets build up the suspense.Oredi, the 3 of us are planning for another outing.=))

Sometimes i do felt that my frenz were intimidated by me.Undeniably i can be someone who's sharp with her words but seriously i meant no harm.Sekali sekala nak jadi evil lah!

okie, its a monday morning & have a blasting day ahead!!!

2007-04-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

cOOL BLuE Mun-DaNe

Office today seems a bit quiet.
Our cdd fort is only managed by M & myself.The other 3 have went for their urgent leave, mc & off day.

Yesterday, the first half of my sunday was spent @ Eunos CC since I need to help out with Sumi to video-cam her majlis haflah (read: something like speech day).Whaoo, the whole event just brought me back to the days when I have to participate actively in haflah besides having to compete for one of the top 3 position in class every year.If by any chance u guys noe me during those days where we attended our religious classes together do drop me an email yah.

Primary education : Madrasah Talabil Falah (Clementi)
Secondary education : Masjid Darussalam, Almas (Madrasah Aljunied)
Tertiary Education : Pergas

And here I am, constantly groomed to become a good Muslimah.Now that my weekend was not occupied with any religous classes, i felt a bit empty.Really.But i'm on a lookout to attend Arabic lesson.My last Arabic lesson was with Perdaus & i guess the class was closed due to poor response.

till then...

a song to depict my emotions rite now

Kerana Terluka (sung by NURUL)

Beratnya rasa hati nak melangkah pergi

Tetapi apakan daya aku terpaksa

Buat kali terakhir inginku mengucapkan

Semoga dirimu berbahagia selalu

Tentang diriku ini...Terserah padaMu Tuhan menentukan

Tak perlu kau bertanya ke mana ku pergi

Pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini

Sekali kumelangkah oh biarlah ku teruskan

Perjalanan ini walaupun sendirian

Hanya Tuhan yang tahu dukalara hidupku ini..Tak terkata, aduhai sayang

Ku masih lagi teringat

Bicaramu yang terakhir

Pedihnya hingga menikam kalbu..bisanya.

Selamat tinggal sayangku

Selamat tinggal kasihku

Aku terpaksa pergi dahulu

Kerana terluka hati ini

Kiranya tempias membasahai jendelamu..Itulah airmata yang jatuh di pipiku

Kiranya sang bayu menyentuhi paras wajahmu..Oh itulah rinduku yang menyebut namamu

Setelah sekian lama tak jumpa

2007-04-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

PromotioNS!!

Promotion 1

Malam Citra Tari: Gejolak
by Perkumpulan Seni
Date: 5 May 2007 (Saturday)
Time: 8 pm
Venue: Victoria Theatre
Tix: $15 (first few front rows after the halfway aisle)

It's essentially a malay dance but mostly towards malay contemporary. It's not really the traditional ones you may have watched on tv or back in school. There will be Zynal (M Nasir's bro) and Man Toyak singing onstage as well (the singing is incorporated into the dance). Sarkasi Said will also be painting as the whole performance is ongoing.

sounds good? Hurry hurry!! Email me for more details!

***************

Promotion 2

PRE-RENOVATION SALE @ King's!
27 - 29 Apr 2007 (Fri - Sun)
We're upgrading our warehouse for the next couple of months to bring you more cool treats!
Come by this weekend to pack in the cool deals we've lined-up for you before it's too late!
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Note to Members:
- Please bring along your King's Cool Club Card to enjoy the above privileges!
- As we are in the process of upgrading King's Cool Club Card and membership database,
expired membership cards will still be valid. New members who have yet to receive your cards or
Members who have misplaced your cards are also eligible for above privileges (please verify your
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- New membership cards will be sent to ALL members by June 2007.

till then..enjoy ur weekends peeps!

2007-04-27T07:55:00.000+08:00

Lets get BEEsy

Yeap, coming May AVA will be up for its SQC renewal. Just a flashback- in Apr 2004 (way before i joined) AVA has been awarded the Singapore Quality Class (SQC).But it did not stopped there thou.For every 3 yrs, assessors from Spring S'pore will come down to AVA to re-certify this SQC status.As my division has been solely put in charge to ensure things get done, that would xplain my bz-ness for now.

How time flies, and its oredi Friday.Can u believe it? My weekend has oredi been well-scheduled.haizzz.

Guyz, a 1000 apologies if u cldn't get me @ my mobile these days.Its either i off it or i divert it.I need to get that 'peace', u see.But i oredi told some of u that if u need to find me, u noe what to do.I'm rehabilitating lah, so paham2 jelah ye.

Ohh, in any case u r wondering & searching for entries in my archives on whats actually happening to my life, then i suppose u r just wasting ur time. i dun divulge my too personal interests here; online. =0

Having said dat,lemme end this post with a cute pic.

5 May..here we come!

2007-04-25T07:30:00.000+08:00

SprinkLe some LoveS pls..

Happy 18th B'day to my dear adik, Noraisah Bte Riski! (phew! siap nama penuh seh!) which falls today, 25 Apr.

Thou we are 10 yrs apart, we still look alike (thou u stand taller than me.hmmph!)

Study hard sis & dun disappoint us, esp Father okie?

oppss..b4 i forget..

to my 2 pink princesses:

Nursyasya Ezza whose 10th b'day fell on 21 Apr

&

Nursyafiqah who also celebrates her 10th b'day today, 25 Apr!

And to my lovely mom who'll turn 50 this 29 Apr..Happy Advanced B'day yah!I noe i've not been a good daughter to u, but u've been & always be my best Mom.=)

till then...just a pix to end this post.

2007-04-24T08:01:00.000+08:00

Dr Jekyll or Ms Hyde?

Do u ever ponder if what u see its not what u actually look?

really..look again.just look whats in front of u..can u see it?

see with ur eyes but look with ur heart.

over the time i've seen who were my frens but as i look deeper..

i can then see my true friends.

naah,,i'm not crabbing here lah.Believe me pls.There are better crabs out there.hee hee.no pun intended huh.Sometimes i do wonder if blogging serves as a platform for ranting or bragging? i'm confused.Yeah, yeah, i've heard e saying "if u r not happy with e content of the post just stop reading" but..oppss..i better not elaborate then.=)

Marina: 11 or 18 May seems a good date for a good date with si merah-kemerahan?

giggle.

2007-04-18T11:49:00.000+08:00

Menadah Gerimis

Bagaikan terdengarnya suara
Menghakis mengikis naluri
Mengeruhkan jernih suasana
Dan meretak harapan

Tiada erti aku merindu
Jika kau tak ingin bertemu
Apa gunanya bercinta di dalam kepura-puraan
Yang lafaz cinta hanya di bibir
Namun diri tak seringnya hadir
Di saat engkau diperlukan aku hampa

Usah dikelirukan cinta
Yang terkusut jiwa merana
Jangan dengan separuh hati
Diri ini kau cintai

Usahlah renung hanya di mata
Benamkanlah ke dasar hati
Renunganmu telusnya pasti
Berarash ke syurga cinta

Menanti kunjungan hampir pasti
Mengharap titis embun pagi
Dan bagai menadah gerimis
Yang masih pulang pergi

2007-04-18T07:45:00.000+08:00

Its NEVER too LATE

As i stepped into my office just now, i thot my watch was not working.Its onli 0710 & i'm oredi in office?Let me tell u, its still pretty dark then coz the lights will automatically switched on onli @ 0730.Thanks to ED (read: economic drive).blueekk.Whats the big difference of having the power on & when needed, we'll switch it on ourselves?As if we are small kids.=(

For the past few weeks i've been hearing abt broken relationships; ranging from failed marriages & long-term relationships to the on-off relationships.I was devastated yet helpless.As i listened to them, i consoled myself by saying dat afterall-mine didn't looked so bad.Yeap, those who knew my stories (read: genuine, straight from MY mouth) always asked me the same question-"How did u manage to go thru it?u looked so un-disturbed!" Actually its not my nature to be soft most of the times but i kept asking myself-does retaliation leads to anything?Do confrontations solve the problems? If the answers to both questions are "NO" then i rather keep myself quiet.I believe when things dun work, it means blessings.As I mentioned earlier, when pple don't hear ur side of story, they may start making assumptions & wild rumours will start to spread.But who cares rite?I went thru them, not once but twice.Its not the case of once bitten twice shy-but its the case of twice stung so be strongER.

To my dear sweetie Mar kecik-i noe u can go thru this.He's not WORTH ur love dear.Just let him go & shut him totally from ur life.U r still young, be as gila2 as possible will ya?InsyaAllah, if we have the time, we'll visit our dear frenz @ ROMM? Lets tear down the place! opssss! =)

To bestie, still thinking abt 'it'? As we ponder abt 'dat' matter,i noe u will make good decisions for the betterment of u & e pple ard u.Past my remarks, if need be.Save those which u think its worthwhile.I'm not in any better position to advise u, but i just want u to see things from a different perspectives.Till then, keep me updated hor!

Marina, i think we can go for outing in May..will let u noe of the possible dates later.Am very excited to go out with Umairah.Don't u, Auntie Sumi & Auntie Ain? hee hee!

ok, i think i need to start my engine oredi.I need to do some reconciliation on my stats figures.

2007-04-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

ChanGe

Yipeee!! Someone is back in the hse!! Sape lagi kalau tak Cik Marina kita.She really have a good time resting at home while of course looking after her adorable sweety daughter.Marina, just bring ur daughter to work lah, i can be her babysitter, Ain too..plus the twins.WE can be her GOD-MOMMIES.

what am i blabbering? The office seems quiet.Most of them have went to Ngee Ann Poly for the staff conference rehearsal.Gosh, I've to drag myself there this Sat.Thanks to "someone's" idea dat this conference thingy be held outside working hrs.But am glad that we'll be entitled to half day off. hmmpphh, let me see, when can i take a day off.

I'm lying rite if i say dat i'm not upset over what has happened?Of course, u can see me laughing, smiling, cracking jokes but well..the swell is still there & it may really take its time to heal.=)

okie, my fren is here to disturb me..its GiLa2 time! till then ....byeeeeeeee!!!

2007-04-09T08:00:00.000+08:00

The CaLm Sea

Alhamdulillah, the storm has stopped & e heart has stopped pondering. All questions have been answered & life has to move on.

Never have I regret over what has happened.Let the good memories stayed on while the bad ones be erased from my life..totally.

Let the bygones be bygones.Period.

2007-04-05T07:52:00.000+08:00

The SiLent KiLLeR

I cldn't resist blogging abt this, early in e morning.Bad start. duuuh!

An old chinese man (read: old but chi-ko-pek) sat bside me just now during my journey to werk.After about 5mins, i smelt something bad, really bad.When i turned my head at him, he gave me dat kind of chi-ko-pek look. I quickly stood up & took my position nxt to the train door. Dats it.I won't compromise that kind of smell.I can tolerate those rubbish-chute smell but not your smelly fart.I rather it be heard & no smell but when its silent, i bet u, it may kill u slowly.

Well, its not my first time encountering such thing lah, at least i would face the same situation once a week. Call it a bonus if u want. =(

Today, 2 of my tuitees will be having their Sports Day. Both wanted me to be there.Felt bad that i couldn't fulfill their requests.All i wished to them was 'good luck' & to bring the medals back for me to see.

Yesterday's lesson with Syasya was also great. She has learnt to talk thou.Asked abt her dreams, came the soft yet full of excitement reply- "I want to be an air-stewardess.But if i changed my mind, i be a doctor lah but see first lah,if my Math is good."At least this small lil girl had her dreams in front of her.

Talking abt being good in Math, i do hope e Malay community won't let the stigma of Malay equals to Poor Math sticking to them too long.If other races can do it, u can do it too! I was poor in Math too. Real poor. But when i was in Pre-U, things started to take its change. My interest towards Math climaxed.Not to brag, but i was among the top student in Math (only!).There was something in numbers that thrilled me.When i had my first permanent job, I decided to work in a bank.

My Rosy boss in still on mc & i'll c her onli nxt Mon.I'm not so productive these days.Really.Work is piling up yet...=(

I'm taking things a lil bit better still i fear that i won't be up for it when the time comes.

till then...

bye bye.

2007-04-04T08:03:00.000+08:00

Peek-a-Boo

Having almost everyone to be concern of me was purely heaven.I am grateful 4 dat.Thou i didn't express my gratitude openly, u noe me rite? May Allah blessed u all! ( u noe who u r)

Having said dat, i just do hope when the time comes, i'll be mentally & physically prepared for 'it'.I noe, a few hearts will be broken & tears will be shed. To top it all,potential accusations are waiting to point at me thou.Redha. Thats e only fallback i've now.

andai ku tahu,from Ungu a beautiful song. deem the lyrics & u'll get what i mean.(well, it does not relate to dis post thou)

click here to go to the link >>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkpmDp57gPw

2007-03-15T07:58:00.000+08:00

DeaL it OR....

It takes much courage for me to cross the hurdles rite now.4 a moment, i think..i shld deal with it. On one hand i cld have just be pretentious & pretend nothing happen but on the other hand, i'm just bruising my already-broken heart. Its painful when it comes to the matter of the heart esp when u urself are unaware of the problems

lemme sort this out..till then goodbye.=(

2007-03-05T10:31:00.000+08:00

In a daRk TunneL

I'm sooo frustrated!! juz bcoz i'm very nice with my stationery items didn't me YOU cld just take them away without my knowledge.omigod! even if i'm not at my desk u cld just left a simple note bhind.(i've loads of them on my desk!) actuali i didn't really noe who took them away. grrrrr!!! but actually who took them away?

My weekend was again spent at 3 jemputans + sis's house.Was glad dat finally my Dad's student, Supriyadi (or known to me as Ucop/Mutton Chop) tied the knot last Sat.Whaooo.Thou i did not attend the wedding dinner on Sat, me & family went to his 2nd wedding reception on Sun.$12 000 was his hantaran!! Dat has not include his wedding dinner & receptions on e 2 weekends yet.Fully sponsored by him.Well, its his $$ neway.I'm hepi for him.

In 2 weeks' time, my sis & bro in law will be officially moved out.thinking of it actually sadden me.thou my sis's presence in the hse may at times came unoticed (coz she always prefer to stay in her room), i'll definitely miss her.But on the other hand, i do hope she'll be more independent & start to build up her own family.I won't be posting the pixs of her new home yet but i'll promise to put them up in 2 weeks' time.

MasyaAllah, only God noes whats playing in my mind rite now.Dad has been the most understanding.Kept asking me if i'm ok.My 2 sisters have been cracking jokes just to keep me smiling.Mom? She too..has been quite soft with me these days.

Hope i'm strong enuff to face all these.I hope so.

2007-02-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

Love Of a LifetiMe

gong xi fa cai..hang bao lai!

hope its not too late to wish my dear chinese bloggers a happy cny.what did i do over e long stretch of holidays?

Saturday- Attended my guyfren's wedding which was held at Lagun Sari Restaurant @ Bt Timah .Selamat Pengantin Baru bagi pasangan ideal Salamat & Mariati.oucchh, sakit tau kena langkah bendul.All i can say, i'm hepi 4 u guyz.Salamat: if u r reading this- jgn lupa dtg belajar eh.hee hee.Mariati:u looked sooo diabetically sweet that day. i loike!

then at nite all except my dad went to Mustaffa Centre to grab some stuffs 4 my sis's new house. I got her a set of dining utensils.Sister: Make sure when we come to ur house u serve us with those plates, bowls & glasses tau.

Sunday-after doing my routine chaffeuring job, we lepak at sister's house with Cik Mus & wife.Soo happy that the painting was completed finally.Nxt in the queue will be the furnitures to be moved in.

Monday- We went ecp beach wif Cik Mus's family.We pitched tent & had nasi ayam (cooked by my mom) for breakfast & lunch.We didn't get to enjoy much since it rained dat day.But hey, after soo long of not getting drenched under e rain, its so much fun to be wet again.Then ard noon, we had some of my Dad's students to join us.Thou their wives were makciks i still had fun talking to them.same wavelength kot? Finally we made our way back home after 8.30pm.mcm nak overnite gitu. =))

Tuesday-Stayed home till late afternoon and then we helped sis to move some things over to her new hse.I think i can work in a mover's co as sideline aldy.Then my sis treated us dinner at Al-Amin.I ordered mee bandung but inded up eating the egg only.The mee kuning irked me actually.

and now..i'm back in office.Did i tell you that i got totally no mood & feeling quite lethargic lately?Sometimes its hard to force urself to be chirpy & cheerful when u r not.I just hope things will be better soon?

I'm grateful to those who have showed their genuine concern to me. i love u guyz.

till then..some lovely pixs to end my blabbering..8)

Salamat & Mariati

2007-02-14T12:50:00.000+08:00

BirthDay ShoutOUTs

~singing the birthday song~

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to YOU!

2 ladies, born on the day when love is on the air i.e on Valentine Day lah..duuh..

my dear adik, Syuhadah

aww..isn't dat sexy?

...and my Chipsmore fren (kes sekejap ada..sekejap takde), Miza

Did i miss anyone? Ok, to those whom i've missed out (unintentionally ok!)..happy birthday to u guyz too! Wish u loads & loads of happiness & good health.muaacckks! (whats e kiss all abt?)

On this Valentine Day, naah..no speacial date or anything, coz I've to give tuition today.Now, I need to spend my time wisely coz nxt week onwards my Tues, Wed, Fri evenings & Sat morning will be spent on tutoring P4 kidz.Yeah, i'm back on my feet again to teach.Missed my ex-tuitee actually.Right b4 his PSLE both our schedules clashed & e nxt thing i knew, we went on our separate ways.Hopefully he has done well in his PSLE & go to his dreamt sec sch.

Met my bestie yesterday. Gosshh! How i missed her!We were like catching up with each other and at e same time rushing fer time.She decided to meet me at the West side..as usual, she wanted to make it easy fer me. thks dear. We scouted for Valentine gifts (to be given to our colleagues) and I managed to get a birthday gift 4 my dear sis.Hope she likes it coz its specially chosen by both me & bestie.Hopefully i can give my sis her gift today as i am only free after 9 while she..hmmpphh, maybe got a date later?hee hee..gurau je Adah! =B

my nxt mission is to get 2 rice cookers, 1 airpot, 1 kettle, 1 blender...for both my sis & Dear's mom.Rumah baru barang pun mesti baru babe!

now, dat i had my lunch...i want to do some quick reading.A malay novel; Ayat2 cinta from Habiburrahman El Shirazy.Was told by my bestie this novel is a must-read & I'm supposed to be inspriated after reading it.

till then...

hepi valentine!

2007-02-02T08:13:00.000+08:00

Promise

As promised...here are some of my engagement fotos.Now dat i dun owe u pple anything i can go 4 my short hiatus. =))

i still can't thank enuff to this sweet bezfren of mine who has been 'pushing' & motivating me.thks dear!

2007-02-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

Quickie

heloooooo to everyone. Guess now u'll see less & less of my blogging aldy.Like durian mah.I blog seasonally. naahh.Too many updates but not much time given.manyak susah hor.Plus werk in office is piling...dah mcm Pertonas Twin tower.But hey!! i'm not complaining ok.I love werk! At least can keep me occupied & made me 4get my problems. *hee*

some pple were complaining that i' ve not been blogging religiously.ok lah, oklah...rather then i crab here might as well i dun pen anything down here rite? nak kena chop 'blogger takde keje' ke? i dun get satisfaction even if my blog is the most-read blog.I blog bcoz i want to de-stress myself or senang ckp i dun have anyone at dat poin of time to talk to.so i ended up talking to myself lor.

things at home ar quite chaotic.Sis & bro in law are moving out soon.The good news- i think i will have my own room. the bad news- the house will be quieter..ye lah, who else can i bully?i'll miss my sis-definitely but her flat is pretty close to mine thou.say abt 15mins walk from my home; if u walk fast enuff.actually, she wanted to stay close to my parents..real close so that she can share our food.nah, just kidding.e fact that she's very close to my Mom was the real reason why she wanted to stay close to us.Anak mak katakan.On e more impt issue, what shld i get for her eh? kalau belikan kitchen appliances dia bukan minat memasak sgt.(sshhh) till i can think of sumeting to get for her, i won't divulge it here.

nxt week i'll be away on a 2 days course at Tekka Mall...confirm hari2 makan prata.A short getaway but wrong timing.Time keje kat ofis banyak i want to attend course.ape saje si Jijah ni.Maybe tml i just stay back awahile to finish my werk?maybe..

b4 i forget, i noe some of u out there were offended dat i din invite u guys to my engagement. all i can say- everyone has their own personal affair.insyaAllah, i'll invite u guys to my big day which wil fall in Dec.I dun think i'm hiding anything coz if i were..i wldn't blog abt it on my previous post.

pheww..there..i had my say.i'm still uploading my long overdue engagement fotos..but to my lovely frenz & relatives who had offered their prayers for me...i promise..in my nxt post i'll put the pixs up okie..

till then..pls take care peeps!!

blowing some kisses

2007-01-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah..u see it correctly, i am updating my dusty blog..but i hate to disappoint u dat my entry will be a short one.

first & foremost- i wanna blow my frenship kiss to my pretty fren, Babynora, who nowadays seems to be quite down.Just wanna tell her dat u r nvr a bother to me okie? Thou i can't be physicall there fer u, my prayers will always be there 4 u.take care of urself & esp the lil one inside u.

my i-miss-u kiss goes to my bestie who seems to be round-e-clock bz these days.i dunno when we can meet but soon..i promise u, we'll meet up. lots of stories & gossips to do.

my take-care kisses go to all of u out there..who are troubled with relationships; be it with your parentz, boyfrenz, spouses.(u noe who u r)

Can't wait to see my goodfren, Marina wif her newborn.

Can't wait to see my sis & hubby at her new home.

Lastly, if u noticed i've changed my blog layout... still under construction thou.

err...another one last one..a pic taken @ my boss's open hse.Big, well furnished terrace house.

clockwise direction: Rossiyah (the hostess),Joyce,Yen Ping (joyce's hubby), Samuel (serena's hubby), Serena & urs truly

the PinK DoLL

2006-12-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

The PinK DoLL

After e csc walk @benjamin sheares yesterday, i felt much much better-refreshed shld i say.thou e distance we covered was much much shorter than e new paper big walk, i must say e whole bunch of us did enjoy ourselves very very much.biasalah, ain & her kipas, sumi & her iron maiden & urs truly at her gila2 mode.i'm game for another walk! we should have brought our cameras man! we saw jumping fish-betul! tak bedek!

******

belum lah...my entry not that short leh!

first & foremost, thanks to my dearest family for their tiredless effort last sun.thou there were some hiccups along e way we managed to overcome them rite?

then, there was my bestfren who was there fer me,unfailingly.i love u to e max gerl.cuma i missed e sleepover which we had planned earlier.lyke i said-i fully understand ur situation tau.thks for e ketupats hor.i ended up not getting any.so u better make one for me. a big one pls.

to all who have came & showered me wif ur praises, this pink doll wanna say

THANK U VERY VERY MUCH.

offer me a lil prayer will u? =))

AnYaMaN seorang KeKasiH

2006-12-07T08:07:00.000+08:00

AnyaMan Seorang KekasiH..buat KeKasiH

Cintaku, sebuah perasaan yang datang & hadir tanpa kuduga,

Satu perasaan dalaman yang mampu diserasikan dengan keikhlasan,

Bagai sinar pagi…kau meyinari hatiku,

Indahnya rembulan…tidak seindah bersamamu,

Setiap detik tanpamu… seribu duka kurasakan,

Izinkan daku menyintaimu… untuk seribu tahun lagi,

Kerana daku tidak yakin bisa melewati hidupku tanpamu disisiku,

Dan daku tidak yakin bisa menyintai selain darimu.

Ya Allah,

Apa juga ikatan antara kami berdua yg KAU simpulkan,

Moga-moga is mendapat restu & redhaMU,

Dan dilimpahkan rahmatMU agar berkekalan hendaknya….amin ya rabbal alamin

dis poem specially dedicated to you

LiGhts Lights & More LightS

2006-12-01T12:22:00.000+08:00

LiGhts..LighTs & More LightS..

SanTa Claus is coming to AVA again..and e nxt thing u knew...

say cheese!

I've yet to bring my camera to pose wif my fellow frenz!

My ComForT ZoNe

2006-12-01T08:17:00.000+08:00

WeLcome to My 2nd H.o.M.e.

Nothing beats more than having a comfy place to work in.hmmpphh, some of u might see it as one messy, chapalang workstation..but for me, this is the place where i called it my 2nd home.

yeah...this place deals risky biz. =B

If i'm not sitting there, it will be my lil monkey who jaga e place

kept most of my souveniers up there..

my pc-can die without it. *heh*

some pixs of the love of my life

my pantry corner

a super bucket of 3-in-1 coffee (always topped up by my kind boss)

my schedule board (i can be quite forgetful @ times!)

so how? wanna exchange place wif me? *wink*

UsaH LePaSKan

2006-11-28T11:17:00.000+08:00

I still think Taufik rawks more than Hady..*heh*

H.I.K.M.A.H

2006-11-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

H.I.K.M.A.H

Finally..yours truly is back to the blogging world. Sorry to have disappoint those who have anxiously & seriously waiting for updates from me.chek sengaja nak kasi suspenselah. heh2.

For the past 2 weeks I've been bogged down with work due to the annual Excel Awards Ceremony.Alhamdulillah, our event went smoothly as planned only that I was not present on the actual day as I need to send my Dad for his eye laser surgery on that same day. Till the day before the event there was still much touch-ups to be done so Rossiyah,Serena & I ended up staying back till nearly 10pm to finish up everything.Very nice of my boss to offer to send me back home but Dealova was there to fetch me home.Kesian member kena tunggu kat Red Dot for almost half an hour.But I think after seeing me looking very tired & shagged he dared not to complain!

Some 'funny' incidents have also happened to our relationship for the past 2 weeks.As usual, my tukang penasihat aka bestfren was there to calm me down.Thks Kursiah! Hope to date i didn't drive you crazy hor!

And thanks to my preggie fren, Marina, for listening to my rantings 'that day'.Just by listening to me really really helped me to feel better tau.

ohh..to my gila2 partner in crime >> Mr SaLamaT >.ConGrats on ur engagement with the lovely Ms Mariati.Aduhh!!! Langkah bendul nampak? And thanks to ur crude jokes, always pull me out from my solemn mood.Lets see who will enter the marital affair first lah.Again, semoga tabah menghadapi alam pertunangan!!

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, after this weekend, my exams will be over & i can enjoy to the fullest already.MasyaAllah, i've been with Pergas almost 8 yrs & I thank God for giving me the chance to deepen my knowledge on Islam.Thou thruout these 8 yrs,much knowledge has been gained, I personally feel that i've yet to make myself a better person.InsyaAllah, ada kemampuan & kelapangan I would try to improve on my Arab language before I proceed to continue with the Degree programme.

The next few weekends would be filled with lots of wedding invitations.Aiyah, even thou I was not invited I still need to chaffeur my parents around rite?

Btw, here are some delayed & belated pics on me-n-colleagues hari raya gathering.Kudos to the organisers- Sumi, Marina, Ain & myself for making this gathering a successful one!!

Preparations for 10 Dec are almost completed.Till then...Jijah signing off feeling blissful..=)

I begin to realise

2006-11-09T08:05:00.000+08:00

I begin to ReaLise...

....that i've not been updating!!!!

besides the countless hari raya outings, my house has been always swamped by guests..which i'm happy to receive them of course!

well, dun think i've finished to do my roundings hor! i still need to go to my best fren, Ustaz, colleagues, jiran...eh, eh, eh, will the list stop??

actually i've loads & loads of things to share wif u..but for now lets just feast ur eyes on some pixs? =)

p/s can't wait for lunch time today..as we'll be having our AVA Hari Raya gathering.

see that cute lil boy?? He's NabiL!

selamat hari raya & peace no war. =B

the organising committee for dis yr Raya gathering.gerlz!! u rawk!!

FeeLing Raya?

2006-10-23T08:33:00.000+08:00

Ceria di Pagi Last Ramadhan

When i came to office just now...i was greeted by...

JaY-ball (Kak Wati's daughter)

very cina-look

guess what she's trying to draw?

these 4 monkeys lah!

final pic- wif my cat

dunch u think my cubby hole looks like a mini zoo? *heh*

to my fellow multipliers, if u reading this, as for now, my company has blocked my access to the multiply.com.not too sure of the reason.but for sure i won't be able to log in too frequent anymore.I'll have to depend solely on my sis's laptop @ home.

oklah...since today is half day, i want to start werking off aldy..to ALL

SALAM AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

my b'day

2006-10-20T08:52:00.000+08:00

Moments to remember!

What more can i describe? After the so much laughter & cam-whoring, the fun & enjoyment did not stop there! *heh* Reached home just to find him waiting for me wif his kuih rose & makmur.

I wish to thank all of u for ur well wishes & gifts.

Ain, Marina, Sumi & Twins- we nvr got tired taking pixs eh??

Its not the gifts I'm looking forward to..its the frenship & love that i indeed appreciate very-very much.really.

now, let the pixs do the talking lah..=B

ladies in red

me wif e pretty mak buyung

u guyz rawk!

ehh..apa si Ain buat ni?

kesian my monkey

say cheese!

cheese 2

cheese 3

aiyoo...my monkey bcome the victim again

wif my fave boss!

same face at the same spot..

twins wif my monkeys

happily reading the cards

candid shotprezzies, prezzies & more prezzies...
from Ain,Marina, Sumi & Twins

Seiko watch from Dealova

Handbag from my sis

huggable cushion from my sis too!

merci chocs from ladies in red ok guyz..back to werk lah!